I Cover Lukaku
EPS 61: HE RETURNED HOME AND MARRIED HIS PARENTS' CHOICE

The cold night made my body cold, I pulled my blanket and I smeared eucalyptus oil all over my body to feel warm, I think it has started to feel good, I think,soon I drank a lot of warm water, and I soon fell asleep and throughout my sleep I dreamed that he married me and it felt happy and suddenly I woke up from my sleep because of that dream,and I called him immediately but he had no answer and I put my phone back and I fell asleep again, until the morning I woke up and it was sorted out because I was going to work,arriving at my workplace who was excited arrived my feelings were not good and soon I opened my phone and finally I ventured to call him again but still his phone was not active, he said,then I try to send a message for him even though he is not active maybe later if he has activated his mobile phone will definitely be read as soon as my mind,let me wait for him to reply to my message until when he is inactive and I go home from work and he is active but has not responded to my message, and I try again to call again

"cringgg cringgg cringgg"

my call came in but he didn't answer, I started to sit quietly, and I started to think he was why, and not long after he replied to my message,

"sorry kiss, I'm in the village"

suddenly my tears fell and I almost returned the message and

"don't say go home"

"sorry, I don't want to see you for that I go home silent"

"at the end of this story I'm counting on you ky, forgive me all my fault well"

"you're wrong kiss, I'm wrong"

"you're not wrong, but I can't take good care of you"

"every night I just think of you kiss"

"what do you think I'm ky, I'm gonna do this"

"don't break your kiss spirit, you'll find a better guy than me"

"i'll find that guy but not you anymore"

"kiss, don't make me cry"

"so I said what, I'm going to be like this not knowing which way, or I'm going to believe again the same guy I don't know"

"kiss"

"you know, I've fallen and I've risen because of you and finally you come and put another wound in this heart, and finally I can't treat it anymore"

"kiss be assured there must be a guy who will propose to you and make you happy"

"he.that's my prayer"

"for you I will pray that you may find a man who loves you sincerely"

"so all this time you've been pure"

"that's not kiss"

"what can I do now, I also have no answer to all the searches I want to know"

"you survive in the dark kiss and you will surely survive the storm of your life"

"to your heart I endure ky, whether you hurt me but I always forgive you"

"that's how I just felt that the one who loved me sincerely was you"

"think of thinking used to say it was ky"

"right kiss, the world knows that and even this universe is angry with me and I will take that karma out of your pain"

"so what are you waiting for, please marry your parents' choice"

"but you'll be fine"

"i'll be fine if you don't set foot again in this overseas territory"

"i can't kiss"

"why"

"i have to pay off my debt later, the color in my village there is no work"

"this town is sick, so I hope you don't come here if you want to ruin my future with your presence"

"i know kiss, but I want to see you from a distance"

"make what you see me, if I'm the sun that shines on your heart, don't you"

"kiss, don't stress me out"

"why do you have to stress, you will soon be married "

"but in my heart you're only a kiss"

"i'm not your encouragement anymore ky, there's something more worthy to encourage you so don't keep me in your heart anymore"

"kiss I always say your name if I talk to him until we finally fight"

"why"

"the color I really love you"

"you didn't have enough girls turned out well"

"if you want two I want hahahahhaha"

"your brain is also dagjal it turns out yes, very dishonorable you commander"

"think why I'm like that"

"your color is bloon"

"he is, yes, I want to sleep first"

"okay"

I end our conversation and I open again open the history about him and the photos about him and I start deleting them one by one and when I delete the photos there are some that can not be deleted and finally I passed the photo, the next day the next night my neighbor washed the motorcycle at my place and said

"sister"

"umm"

"not busy"

"wedlock today"

"oh he's yah"

"he, look but his face is not smiling"

"oh, yeah"

"patience to you, brother"

"he's not what, that's his father's son's just like his mama so I don't deserve that"

"but I'll raise a thumb for you brother"

"make what"

"so strong, face all this, try me, maybe I've killed myself"

"i still have God, so I just depend on HIM"

"it's a brother, it's already my brother's there first yeah"

"so just talk about it,eehehehe"

"hahahhhaha it's brother"

"you are it"

and my feelings started to hurt and I ended up losing him for good and I opened my facebook and there was a messenger coming in and there was a guy asking for drugs because I happened to sell them online for drugs so because I'm so upset that I didn't want to reply to that message,the second time I was left behind by someone I love so much sincerely but this is the most painful because his parents played an active role in the scenario they did,because I do not want to be considered weak, therefore I send a message for him,

"happy wedding ky, I'm sorry I couldn't come to your wedding"

"he's kiss, thank you dad"

"he's ky, can you be happy"

"i'm not happy kiss"

"why"

"i just remember you going on"

"for what you remember I am ky, what I mean to you"

"you mean a lot to me, Kiss"

"sorry I mean nothing to you"

"kiss"

"huh, why"

"they just look at my smile, but not at my heart kiss"

"already ky"

"i've been advertising this with your wedding"

"but kiss I love you"

"ky ngak can be so, not because of this later your household is a mess"

"let's just kiss, I still love you"

"ky, accept the fact, we can't be together"

"but kiss"

"you just said a word and promised that there was no other woman besides her"

"kiss they don't know what's in my heart"

"i don't want to hear or understand what your heart is saying"

"kiss I know this hurts you"

"no more ky, I'm numb "

"that's because I'm a kiss"

"no, you're good, and remember ky, if we meet please don't greet me and just assume I don't know you well"

"i can't kiss"

"you have to be able to ky, not later there is a word of people you can not move on from me"

"how can I move on from you kiss, you're the only person I love the most"

"your mouth is sweet but rotten"

"kiss listen to me"

"what shall I hear again ky, now your marriage and even you shall live with it forever, what else, come"

"kiss I'm sorry yah"

"i forgive you, but your karma I can't take away"

"he kiss, I accept that karma"

"okay, get here and hope you're happy" I turned off my phone.

I ended the conversation and she sent me a crying caption again, and I didn't return the message,a week later he and his wife were already in a remote place and I knew it was from my friend and I wasn't too open anymore because I had a new life,where I have found the patch of my heart that God has been willing to keep me company forever and that he has managed to heal those traumas and wounds, I am happier with this one than he who hurt me,that made me queen for good in her life and she proposed to me and accepted me for who I was, and had a cute kid and a happy life with grandchildren who always loved their parents"

"message"

"let go of something with the adlas and be happy that one day someone will come to take care of you and will not disappoint you and shed tears"

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