I Cover Lukaku
EPS 21'S.My guy's in the bud with another girl

Arriving in his village my boy did not give the slightest news or a word, I who always wait for news to make my heart restless continue, silent a thousand languages and can not wait for me to chat my girlfriend

"yank.udah nyampe village or ngimana"

"already"

"thank God, greet your family"

"sorry we broke up"

"you're why the end of this often says break up"

"we just broke up, you don't like our relationship"

"don't like yank, you can still talk to me"

"you don't bother me anymore, you don't agree with our relationship"

"lie you yank you prang me ya"

"no, but that's the truth"

"that you're missing a lot"

"yes, I have a job "

"yank" ngak in reply

"yank" is also not in reply

Maybe he was busy it was my mind, I was sleeping because in the afternoon I was going to worship, but I always waited until night no news.I was like a beggar to him,oh God love like this turned out to hurt for mercy, I began to learn everything about him even I offered poison to me origin with him but never he called me, he called me,my love was so great to him but he didn't appreciate it at all.at that moment I hated that night where I couldn't sleep I couldn't do anything but look at my phone if there was any the inbox came from him, I was waiting for him last night.

It turns out that my heart is always on him even though various ways I do to be able to close my eyes, the next day I work in the afternoon, my chest feels tight and it feels dag dig dug every time so,I got limp on him and I asked my friend

"kok my chest hurt ya limp is always dag dig dug trus loh"

"that's why you probably drank that coffee"

"no way because it doesn't taste so good today"

"don't think that's not good"

"he is"

My friend started to calm me down and in the afternoon wanted to go to work I already felt bad about the spirit of going to work.I shed tears and I spoke to his dog I will be fine and soon the same farewell his dog.suddenly at work as well as my heart is not because of pounding dag dig dug.my feeling is not calm restless, restless,I chat my girlfriend ngak in reply.I just say strong ngak can not this you still have dependents to help your boyfriend to marry later.many of which you have to pay for all your preparations later.

The break hour arrived I immediately took my phone and took my drink so that I immediately went to rest and ate in the cafeteria,but suddenly I opened my phone there I saw a photo of my boy was engaged to another girl.I immediately drowned and sat down crying hysterically and my friend immediately came to see me and without shame again I was like people who have no God and cry hysterically because my boyfriend has been in a fiancee with other girls.I contacted him several times I contacted him he turned off his cell phone and then I was blocked from wa, fb,ig, he said,all the sosmeds are there.

I called his brother, his grandfather, his father, his eyes still they did not pay attention to him, they even laughed at me both his sister also laughed at me, they lied to all my clan, then I called my brother my brother also my parents, I cried hysterically to them, I cried hysterically,they can only cry with what I've been through,my mother wanted to come immediately but my brother forbid it because of the state of covid.my mother who cried bitterly saw her son left behind by the people she loved and at that time my parents were not stopping to call me I was the situation again working trying to be consistent in my work I work while crying, lost there are people I smile, lost I cry bitterly.

I was too dear to him to make myself sick, if that night I could die I would just die, but that's something no one wants, no one wants,my feelings were getting sicker and more and more in pain because of the actions of those who lied to me,coming home from work I looked down because my eyes were swollen and I turned on my bike and then without saying hello to who I was speeding and on the way I cried bitterly remembering all and remembering him and the other girl's already engaged without my consent.

I tried hard, my house was greeted by his dog, I immediately cried and hugged him, she said,I don't cry for him I sit on my bed just to cry for him constantly.I can't sleep and it's the tears that run from my eyes until morning I don't know if the sun is shining,I don't want to eat and don't drink and it seems like I'm starting to get nothing, I just cry and cry, I just cry,I don't want to eat anything, I don't want to, but I still go to work despite my circumstances.

For a few days I didn't talk about not eating not drinking I started to limp in crying over him and I was like a madman, who sometimes laughed and then cried again,he who doesn't think about me and my feelings may already be happy there and where he says he wants to marry me is in my mind but everything is jumbled in my hands throw to the dingding because of the pain of my feelings.novel that I started and will finish removing and the laptop I threw and I solved, I began not aware of what I was doing.

My friend who came to offer my food snapped and I threw it away and after he put the food I took it but it seemed like my mouth could not chew as usual because my mouth that was always silent seemed to hurt for me to open,I who tortured myself made my friend play a silly song and I ended up crying even more bitterly,I started following her song like a fool who didn't know where I was going to take my towel to take a shower but I sat back and cried again.I went to the bathroom dumb and just glared at the room the shower and the water obok I just came out of the bathroom.

Then my friend who saw me like a madman approached me and saw me not like me anymore, I glared in front of him and opened my mouth and cried again.Some days of work I only cried because of love.