I Cover Lukaku
EPS 58: The Cost of Marriage From Her Parents

After He came home from my house, I did not move from my seat, and soon I realized that soon we would be separated,I shed tears turns to clench someone we have always loved so sick and so sick to love but not have, I breathe deeply and I wipe my tears,I walked my legs out of my contract and I saw my surroundings laughing but to me lonely and unable to smile,but in my mind I can't be like this because maybe God's plan will be more beautiful for me in the future, love him fully but I can't do what because our destiny is different, because our destiny is different,but maybe I can't forget it for the rest of my life, the color of the wound can be treated but this trauma will last forever , long fantasizing in front of my neighbor's contract approaching me.

"sir, why ? this is sister there's food"

"ohhhh it, yah makasi"

"we'll sit down first" by the way"

"i,get"

"i heard that he's going home this week and is going to marry his fiancee"

"i didn't know it, brother, if he came home this week"

"but you've often found out"

"he never opens up to me, brother"

"well, which I hear so, but later if he's married don't want to meet again sister"

"no brother, I also know the rules of the game"

"he is my brother, and the Lord will replace him with one better than him"

"hopefully kak, even though for example we married if his parents did not like and have no blessing for what I entered in his family"

"he was right, brother, but he and his family did not have a heart like that"

"he is"

"he's brother but karma won't be the wrong address, maybe the same child later"

"don't expect so anyway kak just well maybe karma is always there and will not be lost from every human being"

"that's why we have to be good, we do good sometimes that comes good"

"that's right, brother"

"don't give up trying again for other guys there are still those who accept us for who we are"

"maybe time will answer you, brother"

"that's right, brother, we have to be patient in this life"

"it seems, our conversation until here first brother I want to finish the house first "

"oh, he continued, brother"

"okay okay"

I also walked out of my seat,not long after the rain came I immediately ran to lift the clothesline in front of the finish I did not immediately clean the house and I put down my body and said little "God what do you want, God what do you want,until I had to go through all this" my tears were dripping incessantly, maybe he didn't remember that he loved me when he hadn't cheated on me with his fiancee yet,and I scrooll again a rame application now I see his fiancee for words again and it really breaks my heart, why they don't get tired of hurting me, my mind starts to drift,At that time he said he wanted to live my life with me forever but his parents and he lied to me with a million lies they seemed to have prepared it mature, I was patient and my patience was up to the limit, I was patient,and she's not the same as I used to be since I first knew her, I thought I should take all of this and then I took a shower and went to her house.

"tok tok tok tok "I knocked on the door of his contract

"who" he said from within his contract

"i am this"

"ohhh, why come here"

"not what"

"tumben is so loh"

"wrong"

"this is done with the house"

"oh, I'm helping you get done quickly"

"can be"

"oh, he, have you eaten"

"i was fried, let's just say you came by and I told you to buy food"

"oh..."

after an hour had passed we were ready to clean the contract, I sat down and sat down while he was very good at making tea for me.

"it's tea for you, yeah"

"oh, thank you"

"thank you for helping me clean up" too"

"that's what you're gonna bring home"

"he's.."

"when to go home"

"call me to tell"

"oh can"

"i'm actually gonna say this to you, kiss, but I'm afraid I'm gonna hurt you a second time"

"fear of fear, I'm used to being hurt, I used to tell you I've been dating eight years and it's not easy to forget,then you came to offer me another heart and because I believed you didn't hurt me I accepted" I started crying

"sorry"

"then you came to take me like the luckiest man in the world, and you're the one who hurt me the most, if I'm the only one you hurt, I'm okay, I'm fine,but my parents are too"

"you've worked hard to find your own money but you can't stand on your own feet, you can only care about your parents"

"don't insult them"

"i'm not insulting them, I'm insulting them"

"but please don't insult my mother"

"i didn't insult your mama when I insulted your mama no one, even your mama lied to me I'm sorry but your mama didn't"

"sorry"

"the sorry words I've heard over and over again are just the mode of your sweet mouth"

"maybe I'll come back here again"

"you why else would you come here, would you see me suffer for what you did"

"there is no work"

"so your money marries him from where I know your money doesn't exist at all even you're just asking from me"

"they've prepared everything, just as long as I marry that girl"

"ohhh murse ya"

"meaning"

"it's so cheap that marriage"

"you don't talk like that"

"so I said what, instead of murse it's called, want to marry but already at the expense of the girl and family, you will if it's free"

"it's not free, but they've planned it in such a way"

"hhahhahhahaa is this mama's son"

"where is stupid"

"think of being your oon"

"it was it"

"i'm sorry I didn't marry you"

"no matter what because I also do not want to marry the same mother's child like you who always obey her parents"

"mmmmm"

"oh he you must know well everything God has planned so just live your fate later, you will accept or your child later"

"don't curse me kiss"

"i don't curse you I don't want to dirty my hands because of you"

"i'll be away from you now"

"why, sad akh lie to you"

"i'll die soon if I think so"

"later your wife will be a widow if you die"

"let the man be satisfied, it seems that my heart is already very fragile"

"do you feel what I feel, how sick I am"

"if everything changes, do you want to marry me"

"no, no matter what it is I don't want to get into a neighborhood and a family that doesn't accept me and if I want it, it's completely different"

"why don't your mind want to make a fool of me right now"

"i do know, even if I was somersaulting on the field there if you weren't my soul mate, you wouldn't be my soul mate, if you were my soul mate I'd be sleeping you'd come be my soul mate"

"that simple is your answer"

"so how else"

"i'm getting hurt 'cause you can't have me"

"well, if you want to go home, tell me"

"he"

"oh he I want to go home first, I want more guests"

"show/girl"

"two of his two"

"oh, thank you"

"oh, tomorrow come to the house there's something I want to love"

"okay okay"

I was quick to leave and ride my bike but my frustration was no longer there and my pain was no longer there as much as I had no relationship with him,and finally I got home and sat there again.