
After everything just passed, I walked out to just see the flowers in my rented yard that had begun to bloom.I saw the roses that my girlfriend had bought for me to take care of,but when I wanted to cut it off I was pierced by the durian, I moaned in pain and shed tears, and I said why it was hard for me to forget the memories that always shadowed me every day.
Two days and three days and even a week he had no news, I did not let him come to my contract even for any reason,and sure enough it turns out his parents always watch him with everyone who knows him, his friends who say this to me as if they will be saddened by our complicated relationship, he said,as much as I can I try not to disturb him and I will not deprive him of his happiness with anyone else,even I was sincere with her fiance because I already knew that she only benefited me with all my sincerity and she whom I used to love now I turned into hating her,no matter what makes me want to end all the searches want to know me about what they did to me,this journey of life I cannot change if it is God's will I will run it I will be able to with all this.
the day was getting twilight, I began to lift my clothesline outside the house, I saw a figure that I did not know at once in my house,but for a moment I did not see it again and finally I think akh just hallucinasiku just like.the next night I was asleep and in my sleep I was restless, hot, itchy all until I finally woke up, I was asleep,and I took a glass of iced water in the fridge and I ate wine one more time so much, I was full I fell asleep again but I was carried away with a dream, a very scary dream for me, I was so full,this figure of someone I knew carried a knife in his hand and chased me until I had to climb a tree to avoid it,and my dream of connecting again his parents forbid me to meet his son and give money for me to use every day as long as not to disturb his son because he is engaged,I did not receive the money because I really love his son and I immediately left my girlfriend's parents and on the road I met a creepy figure again and wanted to catch me and wanted to throw me into the house in the vast sea, I was afraid I screamed with all my might and I woke up again, in a dream even in real torment was beaten by the bitter reality, and I woke up again,I did not want to sleep again after the dream I immediately went to the bathroom to wash my face and sat for a while in the bathroom to reflect on what the dream was, what dream was,akhhhh is scary but hard to forget.
As I met him at the stall, I stopped my steps and allowed him to go first.
"please go first" I told him
"i just bought a cigarette first" looking at his pocket
"owh ok then, take me to the same bread coffee is one yach" while pointing to what I want to eat
"howh he was a while ya mbak wait" while serving the others
"he mbak" I scratched my head
"mmmmmmm why is his head so shampooing" he said
"whoever doesn't cramp is just a gatel, like you're a gatel"
"hahhaahahhhahh kok so I'm a gatel"
"he's a repentant bellhop bastard"
"the proof is now just one"
"ea one here one there"
"it's cute you're here she's there"
"ikhhhhhh disgusted"
"ikhhhhh kok disgusted" while pinching my hand
"what is this cubit cubit boy"
"payin dong my cigarette is less money"
"let your fiance pay for it, can't afford to sell your pants"
"that's why I never came to your place again because that's what you're talking about"
"dead of life I don't want to see your slippers" he said
"ummmmmm mocking your eyes"
"this is boss's mouth not eyes"
"but from the eyes down to the boss's mouth" his smile moved my heart
"Biawak is you"
"you that monitor lizard there you return the same to me yes mbak don't love him"
"buset already who has money, who buys who he wants to get his change"
"it's the same change as the groceries" said the warner
"here mbak" he said
"akhhhhhhh you are still many it's good times all for you" ends his change in my love
"no shame my money was taken"
"it's you who don't know my money shame too"
"ach bye, oh he asked dong a little bit"
"ehhhhh crocodile" his screams are still heard in my ears
It was getting colder and colder I tried to open my laptop to play games but suddenly my parents called me and they needed a little help,I went straight to the nearest ATM I saw there were many friends and I greeted them.
"it's not right this way"
"ask him" I said as I reached into my pocket
"not yet asked has been answered anyway"
"i don't know what you're going to ask, but he's pointing at his friend"
"ea ea I understand now brother your heartache is"
"ummmmmmmm that's how it is so please don't reveal it again"
"you know her parents are bad"
"more than you know I know"
"your castag is now a hard yach"
"more than you can see, now far away I don't want to be close to you all"
"thanky Sheikh your eyes time"
"my eyes are arrogant hahhhhhahhha your arrogant hearts "
"maybe it's not you anymore"
"you mean I'm possessed by a demon?"
"maybe it is so"
"there are no human beings"
"you're not human"
" why did I smell you"
"hehehehhehehe emang blom shower from last night"
"meatya I'm lazy to talk to you, already stinky, dirty teeth there is butter, dull skin dekil ihhhhhhh sorry"
" you're well too many times as I've never been good to see now"
"i've bye I want to go home to sleep, please continue the stupidity and depravity of you all at the intersection of the road there"
"follow the ummmm"
"he's what he's doing to me"
"sure let us turn it off later"
"just shut it down I will not forbid even I give you money to mourn 2999 (two thousand nine hundred and ninety-nine silver) one more silver from you"
"hahhhhhahhahhahaha you bastard"
"i'll fight you to death later"
"aahahahhhhaahahaa pantasan she likes you turns out you are joking"
"ummmmmm" then I left that place
once at home I called my parents already transfer the money they want,and my parents said thank you and I explained all my problems again and my parents could only pray and be the spirit of my life in the gospel,and I said in myself everything would be fine when I always relied on God.