
The more days I feel sick, where I always run out of money when it is not time for payday, my mouth is always locked without a sound if asked my friend where your money is? I am not ready to answer all those questions, if my breath stops and my heart may be helpless again I choose to run away from this reality.
When I got the payday I counted how much debt I had to pay to make him happy and meet the needs of his parents, how much salary I got not the least I could save before I knew him,I wiped away my tears and tried to cover up all my pain to my parents, I always covered from my parents how much salary I received until they never knew how much salary I received each month.
Surely I am very tired and very needy entertainment want someone to always make a laugh, but instantly my girlfriend just want her happiness alone, she is selfish and only her parents are important, he said,I sometimes pluck flowers and count them as if I wish my boyfriend could change from his always scorning behavior for the sake of his parents.
Shortly after, my girlfriend came and brought something in her hand
"that's what...?" while wiping my tears
"you cry, why?"
"no way I didn't cry, just that there was a sad flim so it was shedding tears"
"ooo ..onton just can cry well, very soft to be a girl"
"what is it" I repeated my question
"oh this is food for you, so I bought it from where I work, asloh"
"tumben.want to bring my same food"
"indeed not be able to well, I loh you always pay attention to your time ngak anyway"
I don't know what kind of wind my boyfriend is coming in with, I started eating the food he gave me, I'm surprised he's giving me all his salary,
"this is what, you paycheck you love me"
"ea from now on you're the one who takes my money"
"i mean, you're the one who took my money"
"Good shit don't need your money, your money you keep a tube"
"yank I realize I'm always burdening you, I know my parents always ask for money "
"no, they don't burden me."
"yank, now look at me, I know you are sad because you want to pay my debt and your money is no longer left, so my money is also your money now"
"Akh you are too much to give your money to me when not necessarily later I can save your money well"
"that's how I die, I'd rather "
"don't I hope you don't die who takes care of me"
"mmmmmmmm..."
"no" he immediately gave me all his money
"well, then, convince your money I'm a loser"
"Make sure, sure enough"
I also immediately save the money, the color he did not use the ATM instead of the case money so the next day I went directly to Link to save the money.
but the pain he gave yesterday could not be erased by time,if perhaps tomorrow will come to pick me up I will express my sadness to him.the more days he gets better and he becomes a responsible man, he has not cared all the requests of his parents, he said,until his savings there was all the debt paid off and we could buy this buy it, we bought the Gede motorbike whose price was not borne, for his happiness I was also happy, too,every payday I always received all his pay, never did I think that he would change not ask me for money again.
A few months went by and we collected a lot of money, and we were able to give people a minjam, and all his friends approached him for all different reasons, I asked the world,I don't know what the world means by all this.
I took a deep breath and tried to cover up my sadness all this time, I thought all this time we could buy this his parents were happy with his son's glory and accepted me as his son's girlfriend,turns out his parents are just sweet on the lips, turns out I'm not his parent's choice, all I already know before his parents say things I don't want to hear.I'm a human who tastes, I'm a human being,I didn't want to hurt her parents by telling her that her parents didn't like me.
His parents called him at length I was surprised by who my girlfriend called all that time, not usually but I heard that he rebelled with the words of his parents, he said,I shed tears that far away we would be separated unconditionally, I came to him and sat down near him, and in my heart there was only him,no matter how difficult our relationship was, I held her hand, and she saw me glazed over, and she said
"why yank, when I love you properly is sincere and only you accept me for who I am, you take care of me but there will be a constant financial obstacle to our relationship,I don't want to ask you for money constantly for my family"
"yank, I'm yours I'm your boyfriend, and I want you to be my husband later they're my parents too, I'm also happy for them not only do you pray yank"
"ea yank but they don't understand your sacrifice"
"i know that yank, in the end we'll say that we're going to a serious level later they'll probably be happy with the news."
Turns out her parents wanted to come to this overseas to marry off her little sister and meet me, I'm less likely to my ugliness trying to cover it up from my boyfriend,I'm like his parents came and I'm as if it's okay, even though I've told him that someday I will not be found with his parents if the yellow janur has not curved,but seeing her happy was the one thing that made me smile and I always supported what she wanted.
His parents always called him for various reasons to send money for them to use,now I feel that he is always on the same side of his family until finally all the ways he did to get money from me and sent to his family, he said,I stood in front of him and gave him money to send to his parents, first he refused because he saved it for us to proceed to a serious level, but because his parents asked and needed it as soon as possible,that day I also made peace with myself, I said to myself patiently maybe later not so, then my boyfriend touched my head and thanked me for my attention and understanding about him and his family.
"you're great yank, you're good I'm lucky to have a girl like you" she whispered in my ear
But my smile, which is a happy weapon that he sees now without seeing in the depths of my heart the pain and the wounds are impregnated and all because of money and money,and his parents always call him to be directly in the money transfer, asapurun go directly to the money transfer that his parents ask for.
then my boyfriend immediately came to accompany me to Link's place and I let the money run out, I was sick and sicker with everything that happened again, repeated,and after we transferred her parents called her again and the long story was thick but my boyfriend stayed away from me when they talked on the phone without a word I went straight from nearby.