I Cover Lukaku
EPS 39'S.Avoiding Him (My Ex)

A few days after we fought me and he stayed there and I didn't even look for him at all, I busied myself with things that allowed me to forget a little bit,but I feel now that I'm falling too deeply in love with her, I want her to be gone forever from me but I don't know how she's not in my life anymore,until later I can disappear from him, I remember when he was happy and in his arms so warm but now it is different from what he used to be because he already has a fiancee,I asked God to keep him out of my life, but God said no,without ever seeing how much I wanted to get away from him but as if I loved him when it was not all that so I could get the answer but still I did not get the answer.

all I've tried to be the best for her but I still don't appreciate all my sacrifices during dating her just in vain, just like that,I admit I'm not perfect, but the pain is already there and I don't know who will be able to treat the wound,I tried to see whatsap status I and I saw him make status he was in a state of pain and I asked his friend if it was true that he was not really sick,then I paused my intention to leave him for now and I tried to call him.

"pick up" said the word that came out of my mouth.

I always call but there's no response at all I'm beginning to worry about the situation now,although we are not the same anymore but my concern can not be avoided from him but suddenly there is a new number entered on my phone.

" hey girl gatel don't try to yah ngangguin my fiancee, you're also a girl I'm a girl so you have to understand"

my heart was hot I did not reply to his chat again but I called directly.

"how long have you lifted up"

"why"

"you say heart yes"

"fix it"

"you know what about me, so you said I'm a gatel"

"you're going to betroth my engagement to her until she doesn't want this engagement to continue"

"kauuuuu do not accuse ya"

"just right, you're the cause of all that"

"as you know, you stupid chick, you're the one who made us split up and feel this kind of pain for each other"

"kok so I'm back, will you not chase my ex again"

"ehhh stupid girl, you,I'm the same she never broke up and you already know I'm still dating her why do you want her same fiance when maybe you heard from people that we were getting married but why you still want to be tunagin the same guy"

"it's not like you broke up that he said you broke up"

"eat your brain in use, investigate first want in the same fiancee guys do not because the guy can not be handsome you kirain already enough emang you can eat because handsome"

"i don't know"

"your eyes don't know you, clearly our picture is still you like that time"

"yes.I didn't intentionally do that "

"it's no surprise you're stalking all my sosmed, it's not on purpose or anything"

"yes, I want to know what you look like"

"then why all my style you cheat, so that love is a guy with you, eat the land let me pinter you"

"you're a rough chick yeah"

"but her parents don't like you"

"then that's why you accepted the match"

"no hell"

"tolol..stupid"

"you're a moron, it's true her mom said you weren't a good fit for her"

"trus what else did his mama say"

"you're ugly wait for me"

"aahahhaahhahaahahhah so salting you well in say kayak is like aahahahaahaaha"

"this is the kid why laugh mute like a fool"

"ohokkkkkk cough I turned out you're a little kid"

"you're the little boy"

"i've spoken to you hard"

"hard trouble.remember don't bother my fiance anymore"

"later out we ate "

"let me hit you two"

"we want to get married here"

"be quiet" turned off his phone

I laughed and in my laughter I saw my neighbor come up to me and say.

"my brother is not meddling but it would be nice for the brother to avoid the brother anyway they will not be separated brother because they are parents who agree no matter how they will be separated, they will not be separated,I just heard my sister's talk because I called outside"

"hhheheheye I don't want to avoid her bang but my curiosity is still turbulent"

"i know it's brother, but brother must be able to accept and understand what God has destined for brother, the good will come, be sure"

"it's bang I'll try" crying and saying goodbye to getting into the contract.

And in the room I vented my annoyance by drinking 2 sachets of coffee at once but my tears I could not bear I cried myself down and hit my pillow and in my prayer I did not want to live again with all the torment God has done for me, and the more I cry the more I feel hungry,and I took all the food out of the fridge and I ate it still full and then I saw the rice and the fish and I ate it until it ran out and still the pain of my heart could not be dimmed,I cried again and my phone rang I saw and it turned out from my ex and then I suddenly threw my phone to the dingding and I became increasingly crying over my trauma to my phone heng not working for a moment all the screen has been broken but can still be touched.

A few hours later my ex tried to come to my contract but fortunately my contract door was closed at that time until he could not get into my contract,and long time outside someone said that I was in the contract.akupun temple to sleep and maybe he could not stand it anymore at the door he immediately came home because of pain and I saw his face from behind the glass my room was very pale, but I had to take the heart to avoid her because my mind wanted to classify her as the girl and the more I was still in her life the more she would not be able to let go of one of us.