I Cover Lukaku
EPS 44'S.My cry broke for her

Even more beautiful afternoon I clean all my houses and yards, color I will go with him (my ex) way to eat outside, I hurry quickly because I know the nature he does not want to wait long, I know,a few hours I waited for him not to come, I paced back and forth and there like leaves here and there, I stood sitting and standing again, I realized again I was not his priority anymore,what I wait for from him and I end my wait is like waiting for money, until I want to change my clothes eh suddenly the motor is heard and I immediately stand in front of the door.

"wahhhhh beautiful, where do you want to go"

"neng neng long time almost want to fade my make up"

"all the way it's pretty"

"beautiful beauty ..awas do not touch my face will fade her beauty"

"idihhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, lock the door we go I'm hungry already"

"eat what the hell we are"

"chicken yukx yukx over there"

"way away"

"nothing is this so much"

"where are you going again"

"there's a"

"you want to marry me"

"no, but I want to come here"

"who's it"

"uncle's son, so we won't be able to do this again"

"ummmm don't pout dong"

"ikh says I'm not the one you're ready for"

"kiss don't do that, just get off my bike"

"who pays who, don't tell me I pay"

"no, I paid seriously"

" you're dad's birthday"

"you forgot my birthday"

"actually ngak, but pura aja, is not now your birthday"

"it's not hehehehehee oia what do you want to eat"

"chicken the plumber"

"owh ok ok I order first well, just don't go where I'm going to go"

food was immediately between the sellers and we usually prayed wherever we went to eat but this time I immediately ate the food he ordered.

"husss ..pray first"

"akh .. pray for each one"

"ok ok..."

While eating I shed tears, and he looked at me and approached me, don't cry here I know what you feel don't cry here, I beg you not to hurt your heart here.

"hurry and eat, I want to cry"

"i'm confused as you cry even though I'm still beside you"

"already eat it later you get dizzy again if hungry times"

"eeheehehehehehheh he is still thick in your memory if I'm dizzy if I'm hungry"

"that stomach acid"

"smart time"

"smart, let's pay us to go"

"he's waiting, yeah, here I'm gonna pay to go home"

"i don't want to go home"

"so where are you going, I'm going to the lake"

"this was the night you were in the middle of the night, wanting to kill yourself"

"he's going to kill himself because of you"

"you're well, we're at home"

"he..let's go home"

"well, naek hugged me this time"

"it's so good, you can't wait"

"i didn't say no"

On the way I cried and

"Lord, this is where I'm going, I need your help, I'm really confused by God"

I removed my tears because it was near the house and he immediately turned back and stopped the bike.

"why stop here"

"you cry on, I'm lazy"

"don't be lazy I'm strong"

"sorry I loh kiss don't make me worse like this"

I just kept quiet and he started the bike again and we drove home, until at home I sat down and kept quiet.

"beautiful.try looking at me"

"no"

"beautiful.try answering me ..."

"what answer" while crying

"i know you're not okay"

"then why"

"answer me now, Dad"

"mmm"

"why do you always find out everything that makes your heart hurt"

"hear well let you understand my heart, I better know than not because I'd rather be hurt for honesty than I get hurt and haunted by your lies,even if it hurts I'll take it and I'll swallow it all even if it hurts"

"sorry me well, but only then did I realize that we wouldn't be together"

"i don't want to be with you either"

"Lord, are you that sick"

"not just as sick as this I treat but also my parents you play with"

"sorry me, I'm wrong here"

"one you must remember, I will fight to the death to heal my wounds,and against the bad thoughts in my heart and it won't be for a while but for even my whole life I'll remember you and your whole family hurting this woman"

My tears stopped, and he embraced me and cried.

"sorry me ..sorry I kiss sorry I wasted your sincere love"

"may you be happy and remember, I am only one in the world and may your children and grandchildren not be able to take revenge for what you have done"

"kisss please don't curse me"

"i don't curse you, I just want you to get vengeance from God, not me but God, I don't want to dirty my hands for people like you all"

"you're not the one I knew"

"so you're saying I've ruined it, I can still be nice to all of you, am I that stupid you all think that's why as you please lie to my family and also this woman's feelings..??? answer me"

"it's not all I want, all I want is you"

"no roses grow in a day, don't play with fire if you're afraid of burning, so you can't choose between me and her, but even if you choose me I won't"

"i wish you could forgive me, and I know if you don't like guys like me, even though I beg you not to come back with me, no matter how good I am right now,you won't believe me anymore, and I was wrong to leave the angel for the devil"

"not you are wrong, but you are wrong who never had time with you, not you who wrongly accepted all this, but I who wrongly chose you used to be the owner of my heart,and I thought you were my healer, but you weren't the ultimate trauma maker in my life, and please forget me if you're going to get married"

"forgetting over you is hard, and even if I learn to forget you it will hurt me"

"you know it hurts, try to squeeze the paper and straighten it again try to see it can be reigned, not so my heart is, this is it,as good as you are now but free my heart will not be able to like it first again"

"Lord, I just understood everything you've always said, not until the flower withers"

"i always said to you that you should not let the flower wither, I am the flower that you always pick and always grow again that is how you always hurt but I always forgive you,even you're already engaged I can still and want to see you but not to love you anymore but because of my curiosity"

"so your curiosity is enough"

"yet"

"oh then tomorrow we continue, the reason is late at night and I'll work tomorrow, remember don't cry anymore I don't like it".

"mmmmm go"

after she left I cried my heartiest and wished everything was better but it would not be possible, if there was a chance but I am a woman and I do not want to hurt her fiance.

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