I Cover Lukaku
EPS 23'S.I'm Being Silent

From that incident I learned that the person who had been beside us would not necessarily be our soul mate,and I turned into a quiet person who used to always greet everyone passing by now people smile even I immediately bow my face and leave, maybe they understand this but not with my parents,my parents are always crying over my current attitude.I pretend to be tough for them turned out to be very painful for my parents,I can do if I force my mouth like a mouth torn by a razor blade incision that directly stuck to my lips.

Everyone comes to meet me I always close themselves asking sometimes I do not answer a word of their speech, I'm like a statue that must be hit first just shake, I'm like a statue,my puffy eyes made them pity but I felt they were not pity but wanted to know how I was falling.

My brain is getting more and more out of my own mind, I'm ashamed of everyone who already knows that we're getting married but fate says something else, what I have to do I can only cry.

One time someone came to ask my girlfriend but I could only shut up and not answer a single word she said, she was astonished and went straight away from the place,sometimes I don't remember him and I miss his cell phone and I ask in my heart this photo of who I like to forget him, but again I'm moody again,and I couldn't step away from his friend chatting me and saying that he was coming back, I was the one who cried wiping my tears and stood up, whatever demon was inside me,I went straight to his contract and the bike I paid off I took from the house, and I was angry I didn't want the bike to be his anymore because I paid for the bike.

I who was fed up with his attitude made me a tiger that was ready to pounce,then maybe his housemates contacted him that the bike was down to my contract then what they said I did not know.but his friend came home to take back the bike.he said it was sold for his friend the cost of his fiancee,

"hahh on sale, or not this motor who, or not who paid off"

"i don't know brother"

"i'm the one who paid off his bike, and also yach I don't want this bike here I picked it up so he can explain why he did it "

"he'll be coming Friday"

"ok I wait for him to come, I'll see him how to treat women"

"sister, so I brought this bike again brother"

"ok take it"

Then I gave up the bike to be taken back because it has been sold to his friend, even I who take care of the disbursement of his BPJS was not in the already liquid tau what has not been, indeed from the beginning it has matre.

I began to shut up again, even the neighbors who came also I pelototin and immediately left, because I do not need people who only see from my suffering, I do not need people who only see from my suffering,they only saw but not with my cry.I started my life as usual again without me ignoring all,I started eating what I liked all this time that I didn't have my appetite all that could get into my mouth,I was stressed because the lie made me go shopping and in an instant I could spend as much money as I wanted.

it was all endless with happiness in my life, I started to be active in social media, I started to be active for status and some crocodile guys started to come one by one,and invite to courtship.remarkable anyway but the usual crocodile land sea crocodile always looking for prey that ready them tercam.

All day long and every day I think stupidly I cry for so long, I laugh at myself at my stupidity, my smile that has begun to recover I flutter,I started greeting my neighbors and smiling at them, and they started asking me what was going on and I was happy to be an artist.

True what I think they just want to hear is not sorry, and at the shopping place I meet her again and ask

"hehhhhh he's come blom?" in an impolite tone

"uh brother"

"he has come with a belly"

"belom sis "

"who "says the girl next to him they whisper to each other

"why whisper"

" no brother"

"ok "

I went straight from before them, they glared at my new appearance, and I saw them again and approached them they just left, I laughed at what was going on with me,is there anything strange or how I don't know what matters I smile.

Once at home I told my friend like this incident and my friend was uproarious about what happened earlier,and we laughed together and we went into each other's rooms and fell asleep because tomorrow would work as usual,I can't sleep hypocritically I'm stalking his sosmed but it turns out I've been completely blocked from all his sosmeds, I'm bowed still, I'm silent,because her sister also posted her brother's engagement I saw and glared at the photo of their fiance and cried again,I always hurt my heart by looking at their photos and until the morning finally came and we were ready to go to work but my phone rang that my boyfriend was coming that day,I kept quiet because I wanted to heal my heart from all the wounds they gave, and I finally did not reply to the chat.

The next day I began to think why I was in the house without any fault, I began to wonder why, why,and it was time to devise a strategy to find out about it and I finally thought that I would approach him again and be dectective to myself.