I Cover Lukaku
EPS 47'S.His cousin went to the village

A bright afternoon biting my skin closed my eyes and I rubbed my chest and I told myself there are still many people whose lives are harder and sadder than what I am currently experiencing I'm going to live this life and I don't seem to understand what love I'm going to hurt the people I love,but the universe may never have sided with me with all this even though the universe was telling the truth but I have to be able to deal with it, I realize that I've been wrong with everything I've done,but I can't get away with her with all her love, even though I'm hurt but I want her to recover from her illness, I shed tears and I call her because I miss her.

"cringgg cringgg cringgg"

"mmmmmmm did I just wake up"

"so long wake up, what time sleep last night"

"ummmmmm at 04 I'm still sleepy"

"yes, go to sleep"

"no more, I want to accompany you"

"drowsy, he'll go to bed in an hour I'll call again"

"i don't want you to call me now"

"do I deserve to ask you now"

"what the hell are you talking about"

"ea I feel I've accompanied you enough to this point"

"don't do that, why are you always sad"

"i think we'll be apart in a minute"

"no I don't want to get married fast, I still want to accompany you"

"we have only found God as an experience of life"

"surrender to God because you are the son of God, I am the son of the devil"

"uhhhh you are"

"i don't want you to be sad, I want to see your beautiful eyes laugh"

"how do you see now"

"i see your eyes don't laugh anymore"

"i'm like this because of you again"

"but I still love you to this day"

"but a real man will never be able to hurt the woman he loves"

"how many more times do I have to repeat and repeat"

"he "

"not only is he akh, I've hung up the phone like this"

"may you be happy and remember I'm the only one in the world well"

"you're just one"

"already"

"let's play yok yok ride the bike to make ngak sad again"

"can"

"if you take a quick walk"

"hurry up, yeah"

"he's, I'm fast"

I feel he is different from yesterday that I think this heart is despicable for him to have again all is empty and will not all be a reality slowly my love fades for him,and one day he and I will be completely separated, but true love does not even have to have, and suddenly he arrived nongol in front of the door of my contract.

"dorrrrrrrrrrrr" she voices at the door

"idihhh her handsome, where are you"

"would we walk"

"there's no money"

"there's dong,50 rebo"

"reboooooo hahahhahahahhhhhahahhahhhahaha"

"oil one kilo, rice one bakullllll, bawang 5 kiloooooooo hahahaahaja" he tried to cheer me up with his singing

"what song is that"

"my song aahahhhahahaha, yes like"

"likes the monkey hole"

"hahahahhahaha where there's a monkey hole"

"there's dong"

"the pipette is "

"he is I'm ready first yeah"

"he"

while I was ready he received a call from his cousin.

"cringgg cringgg cringgg"

"what" said my ex

"branch where"

"why"

"mama would say"

"let's just say I'm on the phone to my phone number"

"do"

"you say what mama looks like"

"how do I know"

"ok." the phone's turned off"

not long after he called his parents.

"cringg" directly in the lift may have been waiting for his parents

"hallo"

"hallo ma.what a dear mama"

"don't tell my mom that you don't care about her"

"why else would ma..."

"think of what you're doing"

"what did I do loh ma...."

"you said that N.. was still in touch with the kiss, what do you mean"

"ma. it doesn't exist, I just never met him, where maybe the person who was already so sick and hurt because we still want to forgive me, no ma"

"you thought you didn't know all about N. She even had a picture of you two"

"that's not him, that's my friend"

"why do you always lie to mama anyway, how important is that woman than this mama"

"ma...this is our secret ma, I'm still with him because I want him to recover first from this disease ma, mama want me sick ngak given the same medicine he, want mama I die"

"ohhhhh so you are willing to lose your fiancee as long as she is ngobatin you, so you can not do your own treatment"

"his medicine is from his parents ma...spice spices that ever mama drank it"

"ok then, mama understand but beware later you don't want to marry because he's well"

"ok ok ma just calm down, I won't break and shame mama kok" but she cried

"already, you understand this" immediately turned off his cellphone

he just got on his bike and his gas, I asked him where he was not saying this kid, then I called.

"cringggg" cringgg"

"hallo, I'm going to the house just wait a minute"

"oh ok ok"

instantly turn off his cell phone, "this kid does what he does again to his house" but in my mind he might want a video call and his fiancee.suntil at my ex's house immediately broke down the door of his cousin's room.

"N.....Get out of here"

"what a bang" from inside the room

"get out my kauuuuu said"

"he bang" his cousin came out

"you why don't you tell mom that I'm still in touch with my ex"

"who is bang"

"who else if not you, you're kirain you're great hahhhhhhhhh I'll punch you in the face later if you play the same game I'm yah"

"mama just nanya brother where well I say out"

"but you said out with my ex, right, you guys should know also well what this sad life means, I love her so much that I love myself,but I had to be engaged to that chick knowing you...."

"continue if you have to why you want to"

"i wouldn't have known the sincerity of her love if I hadn't turned out she was really sincere with me"

"akh bullsithhh is sincere"

"let's see if he's helpless again you see, if there's another smile, I'll just keep him company for a second,but remember however he has a heart that's always been there for him"

"if so cancel the engagement bang why also the brother defense this defense that defense"

"you want to know I didn't cancel the engagement to know..or mauuuu you're still the same mama, Colour she said I didn't cancel the engagement,mending him who is sick than my fiancee, he was willing to suffer because of me when he healed me from my illness, and anyone would not know how to take care of me other than him"

"mmmmmmmmmm I go to the room again is up to you from now on bang I won't interfere again"

"i'm good to hear you're interfering again about the two of us I'm driving you out of this place of mine"

the door sounded like it was being thrown strong, and he my ex immediately came to my contract and approached me.

"old yeah"

"i'm an emotion"

"emotion is why, there's a problem"

"the N do it"

"ohhhhhh, let's go this afternoon"

"where the hell are we my dear"

"where you are, but you don't want this"

"no"

"oh it,tadi mama called my cell phone"

"make what"

"no idea, I was out there again so I didn't pick up, I called already lifted"

"ohhhh next time don't lift"

"well angry"

"no loh"

"owh ok ok"

We were speeding and in the middle of the journey he always made jokes like me and begged me not to be sad anymore.and I nodded but in my heart how not sad, how not sad,your mother always called me today, but my wounds I covered with all my fake smiles just to see you laughing and not a burden,and we got to the destination and the scenery was very beautiful and I took pictures and I uploaded it to social media but a few minutes his fiancee saw the uploandan me and my ex also uploaded the same thing with upload my anku, and she's on her fiance's phone but not in her arms.