I Cover Lukaku
EPS 27'S.Seeing it like hell to me

My feet that hurt because of the ICE made me realize that for what to repeat the toxic story in my life, I was breathing while rubbing my feet that were hit by Ice, the mind wanted to scream as loud as possible, he said,I cried sobbing sobbing like dead but still alive, the more I wanted to take it off the more my heart ached I couldn't take it off while I didn't know why they were lying to me,I always remember his words bowed still, I can't hate him now even though it hurts I can't give up now that's what's on my mind.

The day I passed without him, I began to continue what I wanted to continue, as if nothing had happened in my life,people see me astonished and try to be quiet if I say hello to them.She's my ex who needs money does not know who to borrow the same, who,he called me again feeling innocent he set foot in front of my contract again,I who want to forget everything without him in front of me again as if to look in front of my contract like my feelings in a lightning strike,my hot heart saw him in front of my contract I tried to vent my anger and I let out a long sigh and exhaled him, my hot heart tried to go back and forth in my room.

"tokkk tokkk tokkk "the sound of my rented door

I shut up and stopped my steps for a moment and he asked the neighbor

"buu.sorry the girl who lives in this house went where from earlier I ketok his house like no one inside"

"don't know bang, maybe go out or he buys food"

"well" he tried to contact my phone I forgot silent cell phone was heard by him.

"akhhhh kok his cell phone inside but ngak open the door when I'm outside like this"

"yank.yank.yank open his door dong" his voice while knocking on the door, I who had heard in the house was forced to open the door for him.

"what do you want to come here"

"i'm hungry, there's food"

"you're crazy, look for food here"

"ea I'm hungry, I haven't eaten in two days because of you"

"wohhhh great the time you said it was because of me"

"that's because you dong I don't eat because you're raging ngak clear"

"hehhh who wouldn't be angry if you picked up your fiancee's phone when there was me"

"heard yes even though I was engaged to her but she was never in my heart"

"you are a crocodile, you eat "

"it's good to say I eat carrion, you never eat"

"this is the answer to all stupid"

"you're told you don't believe"

"you can understand that it won't hurt"

"you misjudged me, you wouldn't know what to go through so I'm like this"

"so what do you want is you've been tunagan with him and now you're back with me after all you've been disappointed"

"then let's elope let you know my heart really loves you"

"sorry you're late"

"criminal plate"

"if you didn't want to be engaged to that girl and fight for me maybe we're married now but did you choose that path"

"they tricked me when I came home, I came to my village to be picked up and there were many people and I was immediately forced to dance with him "

"it's just you doang, I don't believe you know ngak"

"you must believe me" while hugging me

"i'm not a fool, you're holding me this way with your logic you think I'm going to melt with all your seduction like this"

"why don't you ever understand the pain of always loving you, just elope"

"sorry.You eloped alone "

"you why" he shed tears even his heart melted and grabbed his face

"if you weren't like this I'm your wife now, I can't elope with you"

"free color if we elope without the parents' blessing is the same, I enter your family will never be appreciated"

"don't you, if we don't elope now I'll marry him"

"my soul doesn't see the light of love in your eyes anymore"

"please understand me, I love you so much why don't you elope with me"

"i'm honest right now, my family won't want to accept you again even if we elope still we will never be separated from our parents, we will never be able to escape from our parents,it's our parents' blessing that we want not who's blessing"

"if I'm hamili you're alone"

"you're crazy, yeah"

"so what if you get pregnant later they'll melt look at the grandchildren"

"go you brain you've got no point"

"i really don't love him but I have to respond to him constantly because he always complains with his family if I don't respond to him I'm wrong"

"at the time, he didn't know I was in your life"

"he knows it's like it but he knows that girls don't do it so he wants to have me"

"try to explain why your parents set you up with him"

"i don't know clearly, but he's been to the market a lot said the father so maybe often talk to you so maybe you like him to be his ghost"

"but you already know we're going to get married if you can think of it that way"

"hard father yank, all his will must be followed if ngak mama be the target"

"emang mama in apain father then"

"well, you know your father when he's angry"

"i don't want to make mama cry and depressed later mama's disease relapses"

"disease again"

"i'm afraid mama why I'm gonna do anything that's important mama's healthy"

"so your happiness is also relain for the sake of your mama's happiness that even everything we prepare you to make is in vain because of your mama"

"i'd rather my parents be healthy whatever the consequences are"

"that means you made that decision with your common sense"

"i took all of that with a healthy heart and a clear heart"

"then don't ask me to elope"

"but I realized if there wasn't you I wouldn't be what"

"it hurts this heart to hear all this God" I cried

"i'm seriously asking you to elope so we can be together again like first"

"sorry I can't "

"you don't reject me. I've realized everything, I'm wrong I don't want to lose you"

"there's nothing I can say anymore, I can only stroke my chest now that my life has been destined for this"

"you don't do that, I'm sick of hearing it"

Hugging me we cried together and I apologized for what I did so she was afraid of my anger.