
I took a deep breath and then I slowly took out the land, the beautiful world turned out, I set my feet again and I stood on a guava tree in front of my house, this hashhh life, this is life,and I closed my eyes for a moment and I rubbed my chest, I said to myself,there are still a lot of people who are harder and sicker than this.now I know how to go next even though I don't know where my steps are going,in my heart is there any chance of me loving someone else if not her, the more I learn to forget about her and not meet her the more my heart aches,I went back into my contract and I saw my phone had a message coming in from him.
"where"
I try not to repay him, I know it's not easy for me to let go for his fiancee and I try hard for everything I can't have,if he knew how hurt my heart was with everything he did but he felt I was fine because I still wanted to respond well, even though my heart was broken as broken,if one day the farewell that will be the beginning of my downfall I will accept it with ihklas,and I'll stop expecting it and I think even though I love him so much but if it wasn't my soul mate I would never have united with him.this time I realize how stupid I still love people who don't think I do he once again sent me a message.
"where"
he was impatient with my reply directly on his phone.
"hallo"
"mmmmm"
"why not answer my message"
"this is what I answered"
"that's because I called you first"
"he is"
"you why?you should know I've been waiting for your news"
"what are you waiting for me to hear"
"i know you're not okay"
"good or not that's none of your business anymore"
"in the beginning I wanted to be good as you say this"
"yes, turn it off if you're angry"
"you're the same as any other girl"
"you know dong"
"i'm aware of all that I've done and what I can't do to start a new one with you and I want to call off that engagement"
"why do you cancel, that's not your choice and your family's, how can I enter your family while I've you guys destroyed it like this"
"i want to take you out of this mess, I don't want you to be like this, I regret doing all this"
"now do not you ever regret all that is no use again it's too late"
"then I regret knowing you all this time if you don't want to fight for me anymore"
"i'm tired of fighting for you, and remember never to regret my time with me and I won't regret what I've given you"
while crying and hitting the wall of his contract and kicking his rented door he screamed and his cousin who came was shocked not playing because he loved the woman he called so much
"why bang" said his cousin
"you're silent it's none of your business, you came here just spying on me"
"branch speaking of it"
"go now to your room" in her cousin's room, she called her parents that her brother or my ex-boyfriend was still in touch with me, the more the atmosphere was getting worse at the time and she started screaming again, but I didn't want to hear it and I just turned off the phone her and I were crying because they couldn't fulfill their wishes, but she came to nongol in front of my contract and dragged me into the middle room.
" as hard as you are I love you so much"
"i don't have any more flavor for you, you should know that"
"you must take care of my feelings instead of having a fiancee instead of you getting married, why do you always want to cancel your engagement, so that I am killed by your cruel father"
"they'll melt if we have children"
"however I will not want to enter your life again, what color is free....I'm free to go into your lives to be a member of your family if there's one woman who's gonna suffer because you let me be the one who's broken not her"
"but he also destroyed you, no, let him be broken I prefer you to him"
"i'm also a woman, I know her pain was rejected by the family of the man I love, while she loved you and you made it comfortable and now you want to hurt her, in your conscience,I better back off"
"i can't do it without you, please don't"
"stop chasing me, now I let you go and I will not beg you to stay and you deserve to be happy even if you are not with me"
"i don't want to.heard I would never leave you and I wouldn't want you to be with anyone else's other guy"
"you're selfish well, you can love two women at once but you can't let go of one of them"
"i'll prove to you that you won't get a guy like me who truly loves you"
"you say you're sincere, you're sincere hahhhahhahhaha sincerely from where sincerely hurt me like this"
"let me go away despite this heartache because you don't want to be mine again for good"
"it's enough that I understand all you want, there's no point in me always being by your side and parting with you is the best path and my choice"
"i came here so that you might be broken but you are becoming more and more"
"whatever hard you are if you're gentle and don't hurt yourself I'll be gentle with you too"
"so I have to kill myself in front of you so you'll be good to me"
"kill myself for what I didn't lose"
"akhhhhhhhh you can't believe "he hit my wall because I'm afraid I'm starting to vent my anger rather than all he's solved I better persuade him to come home (a cunning brain tide).
"okay ..okay..I will follow what you want now but on condition that I won't marry you whatever it is"
"okay you don't want to disappear from my life, I don't know what to marry you"
But in my brain "you're wrong if you get married later I'm still there for you I'll be an actor dong, oh no my pride where"but I followed what he wanted until he really wanted to let me go.
"you should know kiss, I wait every day for your news and you should call me every day"
"ummmm ea I'll obey everything you want right now"
"I have had frequent headaches now,because I'm always thinking and feeling what you're feeling right now and it's hard for me to tell you everything but I can't be strong if it's all in my brain memory"
"hahhahhahhahhahhahaha funny well you used to be happy when cheating now suffers after not fitting in the heart "
"meaning"
"you think she's younger than me and she's prettier than me will be more than all you think isn't in me"
"not really"
"don't lie here near your bloody hands"
He came closer and I treated the wounds he had done for himself,I always saw him turn out he could be like a madman if it was really serious and how later if this breakup really happened I would find a way to avoid getting sick to him but I think his parents he punished him with tremendous pain.