I Cover Lukaku
EPS 59: Last Shopping With It

The music flow accompanied by a muter fan in my room made my mood more and more want to close my eyes, do not forget I send my feet to the dingding near my bed with a high, not forgetting,I open my phone and I start trying to sing even though fales hahhhahhhaa funny yah singing but like canned can, not long ago I sneezed

"hahhhahahhha cimmmmmmmm, even the old soul mate becomes the origin of the rich"

but when people from outside heard and they laughed, I smiled in my own room,I tried to sleep but I couldn't feel like all my body was sick and I also wanted to drink bandrek let this body fit again, hoping someone bought it,but there will be no because alone it must be independent, I get up from my bed, I wear my jacket and I take my motorcycle keys eh arrived.

"message from the hengky" my phone rang

I opened it and read it

"kiss where"

"at home" I immediately replied

"i'm going there"

"why, I'm going out"

"where? follow dong"

"follow your work, you're stuck"

"wait, don't go where"

"ea ea bawel"

"hehehehehehehehe it's me moving"

"okay hurry yeah"

"okay okay shut it down"

I turn off my phone immediately, too,and I locked my door as I put my dog in and I waited for him in front of the old house never to come I started pacing back and forth because I wanted to go home quickly because work had to go in the morning,a long time ago I started to goiter with him, and finally he came my face had started to frown.

"the pretty sister pouts"

"that's a long time ago, call your fiancee"

"don't talk about that"

"he is, come on"

I also immediately boarded the motorbike and my motorbike that was already in the house I had locked it safely,he immediately drove and we chatted everything we lived it was like wanting to scream as loud as he could and finally in his bonanza I cried and he didn't know about it,on the way he talked about me who always accompanied him.

"kiss.thank you for taking care of me all this time"

"i'm not taking care of you"

"so you didn't say that you were so good at taking care of me until now"

"not that"

"that's the time, I didn't tell him"

"it's so you're happy"

arriving at the place where we wanted to buy food he bought me a favorite food and I asked, I asked,

"who's the fireman for"

"to you"

"ikhs are good times"

"you're good to me too"

the phone rang and I immediately saw him and he reached into his pocket and saw that his fiancee called, and

"get up, make what go in the bag again"

"no, it's not important"

"ohhh "

"let's see, we buy what else"

"this one, pointing to wine"

"he went straight into his pocket and paid for the wine I took"

While we were shopping he was always cool with his cell phone, and he always had a reason that chatan is not the same fiancee when in fact he, this heart hurts but can not be said, he said,everything has happened what must be made rice has become porridge, so,I used to love him unconditionally and I was willing to run out for his love but how else we were separated by his parents and until now I do not know why and the question is why, why,and I don't understand the meaning of any of this, either,and I thought that night I'd tell you what's been in my heart all this time and I'd give up on God what was planned would be better than my plan.

"kiss, we can't eat that"

"maybe, it's okay but buy a bandrek first sore all my body"

"he was but this wasn't the last time we came here" right"

"maybe it is, because you will soon be married by your parents' choice"

"it is, but I wish we could be friends like this when I'm married"

"sorry, I don't want to"

"why"

"because it will destroy your home"

"you don't know shame well, marriage wants another friend of mine"

"i can't forget you whatever it is"

"why"

"because you already have your own space in this heart"

"and for now do not discuss it first here the name ntar is heard in the ears of people"

"so where to say"

"just in contract"

"okay okay"

we immediately finished our groceries, after all was done we drove home to the contract, suddenly in the rented we immediately packed the goods and he sat pensively near the door,I greeted him but still unresponsive, then I saw him shed tears, I approached him and I grabbed his hand.

"don't look at everything that's happened, don't think that God is not good for us"

"meaning"

"God has planned and written a scenario about our lives, then just live what the above will for you"

"but what about you, are you gonna be okay without me by your side"

"well, I'll be fine, you know even if we're together, we might not be what we used to be"

"why say that"

"listen, like a straight paper with no wrinkles keeps you and everyone else squeezed and then straightened again, look what happened to that paper"

"he'll be wrinkled but not wrinkled once"

"that's how this heart is, even though you have been kind to me all this time and have been willing to accompany me throughout my trauma, but this heart you will never be able to have again"

"forgive me a kiss" while shedding tears

"before you and your parents apologize I've forgiven you"

"from my parents I'm sorry kiss so deep that it hurt your heart like this"

"everyone can heal from his wounds but not with his trauma you should know that karma is behind you"

"i don't understand my life right now, I just want to die"

"make what you die for now, do you not like the person who has loved you, what your thoughts are that short"

"i definitely won't live long"

"you can't say that, you must be strong, let me endure all that you have done"

"they just want me to marry their choice"

"but before that, you were dating your fiancee when we were dating"

"well, if that's why I'm sorry"

"okay okay, so when do you go home"

"i don't know, but I have to be honest with you"

"honestly, I'll listen to all your stories"

"father called me, he said I should marry my fiancee as soon as possible, and if I don't go home they'll take me from here"

"come home, marry your parents' choice I'm glad you're following your parents instead of choosing me"

"you're why"

"i tell you the truth, what color did you choose me for when we were just friends or knew for only four years, while your parents gave birth to you, took care of you, put you in school and it's like this,do you not think that, even if you choose me if your parents do not like, the wounds in the heart for them will always be there"

"i don't know why "

"you don't know or know, just make it clear I won't be angry, when I'm angry, never"

"father does not like our relationship because of different tribes, the color of the father of the customary chairman there, my grandfather was pregnant out of wedlock and my brother also eloped from the house and my uncle who made them there"

"say your father is indebted to your uncle obviously isn't it?"

"i don't know about it"

"but there's a lot of lies about you, I don't believe everything you say"

"yes then I come home tired of thinking about all this life, where my food is I eat in rented"

"let's just say call, that's a lie"

"he's satisfied with you"

"that's dong, come home tomorrow you work for dollars"

he left without saying goodbye, perhaps already irritated by all my words,finally I closed my door and broke my body and I forgot to give something to him but in my mind tomorrow there is still time and then I close my eyes for a moment to fall asleep.