I Cover Lukaku
EPS 43'S.Got a Finist Letter Contract
The more lonely I asked myself why I was going through all this, I didn't understand why the trouble came to my life, sometimes I didn't know where I was walking, where I was walking,if I could just scream so loud, I would tell the world that I really can't handle all this anymore, I sometimes think God isn't fair with me,when I see other people God is very lift his drajat even though never worship, but why do I always obey worship I get worse, here I scream and do not know who is listening, but why do I always obey,then I immediately entered the house I closed the door to my room in my room I prayed to God and my cry broke unstoppably, in my prayer like this.
"Lord I know you are the Just God of God who cares but now you don't care anymore about me, You don't love me anymore, look what happened,I am the one who lives by my girlfriend and we love each other why do You God separate Us...why?????, other people who never worship you bless while I, who do not worship, do you love me,I worship and obey You You make worse, see God I see I am God.How will my rent money not be able to pay,how will my motorbike pay for it where I use the money from, see my friend also leave me alone here, are you glad God is glad I suffered like this...??? "
I began to blame God at that time, I prayed to sleep and in the morning I did not realize that I entered in the morning, suddenly at 5:30 I went straight to the bathroom agitated to go to work because of his employment contract stayed one day, really all collapsed, puffy eyes, had not eaten yet to drink,huhhhhh it feels chasing demons and I see my dog like his starving, I immediately tinker gas buy food and at once for me, home from buying food I see there is someone in the house, I think he who.
"mmmmmmmm" from outside the house
"what are you from"
"morning morning here"
"i'm going to take you to the bontot"
"make what happen"
"ntar the night I entered her work night so please fill in yah"
"well, watch out for me this late"
"i'll take it quickly, in the afternoon I'll pick it up when I get home"
"don't be crazy you've got a lot of people watching"
"i'm wearing a helmet"
"it's fast, snowy eat yah"
while locking the door she noticed me being agitated away at work on the way she asked.
"today you're last job well"
"el"
"what are you eating in the back"
"ummm fried"
"indeed not embarrassed to see people so let alone this highway loh"
"no..ngapain.I'm ashamed that you're seen by people "
"this lady makes me even more dear"
"honey ..honey.your head dear"
"have been angry, do not continue to be so much as I am good"
"just ngantarin kayak ngini you good, realize this has been ngak years siti nurbaya"
"will start again to make it clear"
"let's just be quiet, don't say that peot's mouth"
"but I can't believe you changed a lot after I got engaged"
"changed what"
"the voice is soft again, always angry, likes to talk rough"
"it's just the same you doang, it's a quick why bosen loh I you boncengin"
"it's been a matter of silence ever since"
"wekkk that's why don't take me away"
"if I take you late, I'll pick you up later that afternoon"
"okay okay bye"
He smiled and looked at me until I entered the room, I arrived at work and was not even happy but the tears were falling, the color of my friends had all welcomed me first with a farewell hug,I was crying and one day it wasn't necessary to work.
"don't because of finishing the contract so limp loh" said another friend.
"mmmmm i"
then I continued my work, a few hours time to go home from work I saw he had not been sampe in front of PT directly I called.
"cringgg "
"i'll pause again"
"ummmmmmm above my friend will see"
"he..this is me nyampe"
"ok ok wait there don't go where"
"ok"
When I stepped foot to go home my friend came to give me a letter to finish the contract, I smiled and went home.I saw he brought a bottle of drink.
"for me"
"what's for you"
"it's a drink"
"it's good to buy it"
"ok"
"he was kidding"
"ohhh ok thanks dad"
"ehhh kisses your song is falling apart anyway"
"why did I sing "
"i mean so it's not good to keep up the song"
"don't sing"
"but I know something about Kiss"
"what"
"you if you sing clearly that's why you're upset"
"lt...."
"mmmmm, how about we have dinner tonight"
"you're the devil's welcome what this is"
"not that I want you to calm down, I know you now how his heart is"
"if you know why you didn't fight me"
"all is too late kiss"
"it's all too late"
"you should know this kiss in your heart is special to you"
"he let it go fast"
"i'm aware of all my mistakes"
"he "
"so tonight we'll eat yah"
"what will your fiancee call you"
"we fought again, I told him not to expect too much"
"ummmmmmm ok but never blame me well if you guys fight"
"besides I was wrong you're even glad I didn't have any communication with him"
"ohhhhh that"
suddenly his cellphone rang at his sight that the caller was his fiancee, he immediately turned off his cellphone and I was silent, then I asked him.
" you why the hell approached me again when your fiance is already there"
"i'm actually fiancee to her forcibly"
"but you guys are dating "
"we're dating because I'm a prank because you're always busy"
"i know that but why can be in a mate is that anyway, what is the debt of gratitude or what"
"maybe it is so"
"honestly, I'm not angry"
"i don't know for sure either"
"you're so hard to be honest, I hate people who lie all the time"
"i'll be honest you won't believe it"
"don't you tell me what I should believe"
"well, I don't know"
"you're a pinter once ngelesnya"
"weird you kiss"
"you're the weird one to be honest and that's what it's like"
"have I got here if I take you with me not to come to your contract to wash me"
"so I take you to your contract that's what you mean"
"ummmm it dong"
"ok ok"
once in front of his contract I saw many of his friends there playing games.
"don't go in first"
"doesn't have many demons there"
"hehehehehehee you are"
"ntar night I picked it up"
"he is"
I immediately muterin my motorbike and gasp, I began to dizzy ngimana next month more and less and when I got home I sat down and I cried again why my fate is like this.