
In the quiet room I sat down while looking at the contents of my wallet with the accompanying rain that made the atmosphere more quiet, and the atmosphere was quieter,I turned on my room fan I took off my hair tie and I let my hair down by the fan wind I was getting here, not realizing I was daydreaming for almost a long time,I don't know what daydreams but I clearly feel empty, even the lightning comes to make me aware of my daydreams,I sip a glass of water that is near me that I provide more and more every day for me to drink if I am lazy to go to the kitchen, the color I cough I feel not well,but that day I want to go to work too, not work to eat, right? heheehehe, I put myself on my bed again, which is so delicious,in my childhood, I had trouble sleeping at the hit still do not want to sleep now do not let me see the island of kapuk aka bed if you can not immediately sleep, do not immediately sleep,finally it's time for me to work I'm ready and it's time to go, but in my mind "so she doesn't call or chat me anyway" my curious soul thrashed her, but I just let her do it,until he came home he didn't chat or call me, I asked him why? and I finally chatted him first.
"mmmmm where are you ky"
no reply, two hours and three hours no reply, I tried again to chat him, he said,
"sengky...where are you?, listen to this poor man speak"
new sign typing directly to the mirror,
"at work, what?"
"busy"
"lumayan, this is going to patrol"
"ohw, you can come to my contract later"
"no"
"why?"
"lazy, you'll be angry, I'll go back to the village"
"that's it, you have to come here"
"wrong"
"there's a gift for you from me"
"what gift"
"wedding, the time of the gift"
"who wants to marry?"
"you want to get married"
"it is foolish that I am so lazy to marry you"
"let's have your child, play "
"what is the talk of this boy"
"don't you be a hypocrite, don't have your child kicked out of this world"
"weird who said"
"have you come later"
"can request"
"what else is this"
"cook the food yeah"
"okay"
I turned off the phone, I made my lips go up because of the request, but still I share his will, in my heart I said" thank you ky you have planted a wound in this, but still I share it,hopefully one day someone will receive and heal this wound" then because there is no other work I am a fad open facebook and there is someone who waved at my messenger and I just saw it and I did not reply, and it just passed, and it just passed,and my parents called me
"he ma, why do mama call ngak usually"
"mama would like to talk about this"
"what ma by the way"
"someone asked for your phone number and his parents have come here to make you a ghost"
"ummm ngimana yah ma, I love it if the soul mate ngak where"
"okay son, that's all Mama wants to say"
"he ma he ma"
"what is work today"
"i'm home ma"
"ohhhh okay, mama hang up the phone yah"
"okay ma okay"
the conversation was over, I was wondering who the guy who wanted to contact me, I did not call my parents my ex immediately came, no long time ago,
"that's why it's like a paok stands alone"
"whatever your head is, it's just coming up for emotion"
"that's the time"
"ummm you haven't been to your contract well"
"you saw the crime"
"no"
"well, you answered"
"ummmm open your shoes first mop because it's my contract"
"the new arrogant swagger is also that way"
"little kids don't talk like that"
"the little boy who "
"you are a spoiled child who will obey said mama"
"this is why I'm so lazy to come here"
"i'm lazy to look at your face"
"but kangen right"
"not really"
"that's how you called me to come here"
"i'd like to say if I was lammar sam guy to the house"
"applied????? who lamar is?" her face is red
" don't know about it mama just told me it was doang"
"so we're in touch"
"this relationship, just got on the phone"
"who's calling"
"it's lola like, mama's it"
"do"
"kok oalah, why"
"heheheheheheheh was intentional"
"deliberately, the basis of human beings now"
"what a human you are"
"homosapien man"
"hahhahahhahaha kala dong"
"you're a monkey"
"ahhahhhahaha lost to him"
"hummmm what can you think of"
"are you, is there any food?"
"look in the fridge there's fried rice"
"hahhhhh fried rice in the refrigerator"
"so where"
"where can fried rice in the refrigerator, it's cold monkey"
"you're the monkey, you're the one who just talked"
"aahahhaahahh turned out to be the pudding"
"ummm just laughed"
after he ate his pudding he ate the one I cooked again he was finally full and he never forgot to make it to his contract,and there I approached him and gave him a little Bible gift, he looked at me and said
"do what this Bible is you love me"
"you want to marry, I just want you to be a picture and like God, you have to promise you have to be strong to face your household later"
"i don't want to take it, just you"
"i got this, I bought a pair"
"kiss..I'm sad why I have to do all this"
"you are good in the eyes of God, good for your parents who obey what they say, even though I know you cheated on me but I forgive you as the Father in heaven forgives you"
"kiss.we have hurt you why you still forgive all our mistakes to you"
"my little color taught my parents to forgive me, and even my parents have forgiven you all, and remember one thing if we meet at another time, consider that we never know"
"i don't want to, I'll greet you"
"don't, the color that if you greet me the pain will repeat itself, so this Bible takes you where you go, there you will find true love"
"kiss, I didn't think about why you just let me go"
"hehehehehehe because you are a creation of God, you belong to God, love God dong want your love for forever for whom, is it not?"
"but it's not fair to us, we love each other"
"well we used to love each other, but now since you tore this heart deep in my love for you you will never be able to cover it up again, if you can cover it there must be a trace,so you better marry the girl your parents chose"
"i don't know what to do, why we always meet if we can't be together"
"the Lord's color says I'm a strong woman who can keep you from your pain and distress until you're married by your parents' choice"
"sorry I kiss has already inflicted a wound on her both times in your life"
"well, I forgive you" shedding tears
"one day our son will be a match"
"i don't want my son to be a match with your son"
"astaga why"
"i'm going to tell my son I used to love a man but he lied to me and my family so cruelly"
"kiss I beg you, forgive my parents"
"your parents will also accept this pain until the end of their lives, until this moment your parents where there is an apology to me even I who you hurt who apologized"
"well, I know that, I understand now"
"you understand what"
"even if we were married you wouldn't think my parents were your parents"
"well since you hurt me all of you I don't think so, but before you hurt me see how your parents treat me so well, right?"
"have it, I've been this dizzy, you've always been right, you're the truest"
"my dad was the right one"
"of course you're the truest because you're the one who got hurt here"
"so you think you're right the most"
"not really, but I feel that God is so unfair"
"God is very fair, but your parents are the cruelest in the world"
"why do you say that my parents are the cruelest ha...?"
"your parents' colors are selfish and selfish, while their children sacrifice for their parents' selfishness and throw away all their happiness, are they not the cruelest parents"
he was silent and down, too,
"you must know that your parents are not forever alive and will die, and this wife you will marry will be with you for life"
"that's why I asked you to elope you didn't want to"
"sorry, even if I set foot in front of your house I wouldn't, I'd rather lose you but I'm happy than with you I'm tormented because of your family"
"why are you so mean"
"you think, I'm sorry about everything that comes out of my mouth and learn about this thing you're doing, the color of karma is real"
"i will accept whatever I will receive from my parents' and me's treatment of you, he's here I want to go home, take good care of yourself"
"i.e., take care of yourself as well, kind and loving your wife as you love me"
"well, I'll bring the Bible, thank you"
"it's the same, the same, later if you come home tell me well, I'll pray for you"
"he's calm"
while turning on his motorbike and he came home teary-eyed, from a distance I noticed him and I smiled and said
"Lord to you I give up my life and help me stay strong in this scenario of my life, Amen"
I immediately cleaned up the house and did what I should do every day.