The Romance After Marriage
3.6 | C : Ezra & Its Decision

Ezra -

A second later, I removed my already chaotic mind. Try to stay focused on the direction of our conversation.

"When do you say lo?!" I snorted cynically, "Since when do you deserve to give that opportunity to me, huh??!"

"Lo thought all this time I was being asked about the relationship between the two of you that was not the occasion of his name?! I always give you the opportunity to admit your feelings to him, but it turns out you are too denial until he runs out of patience and gives up on you!" Delvin said that immediately made my heart feel like it was hit by a hammer. It hurts, too!

"Lo it... I don't know anything about my feelings, you just know, Delvin!" My fizz doesn't accept.

"No! I know very well how you really feel like going to Kyra. Emang all this time you think I'm less sensitive and blind, so you can not know you also like him, huh??! But lo bego, even let your high ego grow! Until the end you do not want to reveal your feelings, why does he think that his feelings have been just clapping one hand!? You know exactly how not that girl is! It should be lo dong, as a gentle man who can take the initiative first!!" Instantly Delvin ambushed the collar of my polo shirt tightly to make me a little claustrophobic. "Lo think his feelings will not be tired when you have to wait, wait and wait?? HUH?!!!"

I pulled his hand back from my collar, I threw it away. Then I inhaled oxygen deeply. I even coughed a little because I was almost out of breath.

"That's all you know, right? Do you also know, what I have been doing so far behind the scenes? Unbeknownst to Kyra more lo!" I'm shaking. "Lo only knows what can be seen on the surface, Vin, you don't know what my struggle is, my plan and what I've been thinking about in the future to be with Kyra!"

I hissed fiercely, "Lo that doesn't know anything at all, Vin!"

Then play all the memories that have happened so far just like that in my brain. "Originally you know, all this time the BIGGEST barrier to my relationship with Kyra was lo, ELO, VIN!" I looked into his eyes sharply. Even I could not control my emotions that had already ambushed into the recesses of the chest until finally unconsciously made me scream loudly.

"And what did you say? You've been giving me the umpteenth chance??" I laughed a snort, "Bullsh*t!"

"Lo never gave that to me at all, SA-MA-SE-KA-LI!" I pressed my voice as hard as I could, trying to get him slapped through my words of emphasis just now. "Even last time when I wanted to approach Kyra you ruined the opportunity, Vin!" The memories of a few months ago ran through my brain.

I looked into his eyes really, as well as Delvin who did not lose looked at me fixedly. "If it turns out... You like it, don't you, Kyra?"

Delvin. His posture was frozen, stiff. Without him denying or justifying I already know the answer.

"Since when?" I asked, while Delvin threw away his indifferent gaze. "So since when did you start liking Kyra, heh?!"

"Newly after you broke up from your boyfriend?" Ask again. He still threw his face away from me. Still don't care. "Or..."

"Since SMP?" At once, Delvin with round eyes turned to me. He was shocked, shocked!

I laughed gruntingly. Oh, that's right...

"Yes?" I still ask even though I know the truth. It's been a long time.

"Where do you know?" He plainly asked.

I laughed again. "From the first I have thought, if a guy with an indifferent nature like you it is very strange to treat one girl very differently. Although the difference is only a fad and a joke, but after seeing a consistent difference in your attitude around other girls besides Kyra, I think that there is something between the two of you. But when I see no progress in your relationship, Kyra starts to look like I respect her, plus she has a boyfriend... I finally killed my speculation. And thought, yeah... Maybe they're just friends, nothing more." I smiled cynically, "I'm so naive, it turns out..."

"But, there are things that make me not understand the same feeling, if you already like Kyra since Junior High, and still like it until now... Then why are you even dating someone else for so long?" I raised my chin, against it.

"Heh, you don't pantes nanyain that thing, Shit!" Delvin's Eye changes emotions. Plus now he's scolding me! "Lo has even dated here and there and you know he's always waiting for you in the same place!!"

"Gue's different, you fuck! I was dating because I didn't realize my feelings at the time, you know, BEGO!" My emotions so peaked because the meaning earlier ignited me. And, all of a sudden...

"BABEH!!"