
- Delvin
Everything that has been worked out goes almost necessarily. Almost perfect. Right, barely. If the shadows of the past stop haunting with the word finished.
Neither me nor Kyra seemed to have to finish with the phrase "finished" from our past story.
Yesterday is over, then let us organize our future. It sounds simple. But in reality taking care of your heart is not that easy, Ferguso!
I scratched my head. Ruggedly. No matter if this scalp can be hurt because of my long nails that I have not had time to cut from Friday yesterday. Slowly, I peeked out the window. Monitor how things are outside the present moment. Everything seems to be as conducive as ever. There were no specific signs that led to a commotion.
Ah, you know!
I don't know what I'm expecting right now. But I realized that now there was a bit of anxiety that enveloped the heart.
"Si Kira successfully yaa, talk 4 eyes same Ezra? Doesn't it speak? Success isn't it, she's ending her feelings??" That's how the tone of voice of my brain and my heart are simultaneously speaking in the mind.
I grunt. A little stupidity suddenly struck. Shake your head hard. I tried to get that stupidity out of my brain to focus on the real goal.
While leaning against the pillar between the two windows of this room, my hand reached into my pocket. Take the phone that's inside.
Look at the contacts there. I scratched my head once more. Grimaced.
It feels a little awkward to call first. Moreover, our last communication was a bit poor, considering I ended it unilaterally that night.
"But what else. This business must be spun!" My grunts. Then, without thinking much more, I immediately dialed up the contact. Bringing the phone to your ear.
Tuout... Tuout... Tuuut...
"Hello? How are you doing? Can we talk to you for a second??"
I hope this is the last thing I have to deal with with him.
***
- Ines
I don't know how many days I'm in a dilemma. Always go forward and back to contact him.
My business here is done. And, in the end we were able to continue our relationship back as before.
Given our relationship that is often visited by ups and downs and broken off, of course our reunion this time will not be impossible.
I always wondered how he would respond to my departure after eight years together. Questions such as;
Is he sad?
Is he angry?
What's he... Waiting for me to come back?
But the Delvin I knew was the only one who always stretched out his arms to hold me back.
Although I know our conflict this time is the toughest of the conflicts we have ever been through. But I'm confident. Delvin must be waiting for me at his place.
"yes! Papa needs to talk to you again!"
Papa called out in such a voice and sentence again from behind the door of my tightly closed room for the umpteenth time.
Without the need to bother moving from the top of my bed, especially to open the door of the room, I then answered Papa with a voice no less bright than in this room.
"There's nothing to talk about anymore, Papa. Me and Bagas were done before we even started. He's not the right guy I'm looking for. She also still has someone else she might still love." My eyes then turned to the other side of what I had been staring at before. In the direction of that empty nightstand, more precisely.
"Just like me, Papa." This time I could only whisper.
"But, Nes..." Papa is stubborn. I grunt.
"In essence, we can't be together. Either Bagas or me... Agree to end it, Papa." Tukasku. Reversing the word Papa who always tries to refute.
I snorted once again. My tears have also drained. The proof, now no more tears came out when I revealed everything to Papa. These emotions are the same. I'm no longer excited when I talk about this. On the contrary, I responded casually.
Ah, maybe my heart has been too tired to do the same thing so many times that it feels numb to itself.
I heard a loud breath coming from behind that door. I know, Papa must be tired of my attitude right now.
But how will you? I also don't want to sacrifice the happiness of my own life for Papa's cause. Moreover, giving my life to someone I do not love and who is not able to love me with all his heart.
Until the end even Papa still does not want to give up. With the words he said, "Let's talk again." That means Papa won't give up on me or Bagas!
Unknowingly, I clenched my hands tightly. I hit the surface of my own bed. The resentment and hate that had wrapped my heart tightened.
I really can't stand the taste anymore!
"Delvin's... Would we rather run away to live happily together?" Again, I was just talking to myself.
"Delvin's... Can't you just call me this once?!" Just once, and make sure that my decision will be right.
Because the stakes are... If Delvin calls me first, then...
Drrr... Drrr...
I gasped to see the screen of the phone I was holding was lit up to bring up vibrations that gradually without stopping.
My eyes were round, even my mouth was gaping right as I read the contact's name on my phone screen.
My eyes blinked a few times. Then I covered my mouth with my hands.
"So... This... Not dreams!" I pinched my cheek, and immediately grimaced in pain right then and there.
My face cannot be avoided. My heart blew. My originally claustrophobic heart turned happy in just an instant!
I smiled broadly. Several times I cleared my throat to test the sound before I finally picked up the call.
"Hello?" The voice I missed to hear finally spoke.
"Hi," I said in return.
"How are you?"
"Me, well. You... how are you? All right, too, right?!" I asked in an awkward voice. Understandably, we have not communicated with each other for months. No wonder it will be this ugly!
"Hm, that's fine." Even he couldn't cover up his awkward reaction. I smiled. I don't know why his awkwardness even sounded sweet in my ears.
"Thank God..." I'm the one who's happy to hear it.
"Nese.. Can we talk to you for a second??"
I was shocked when Delvin said that. What did he ask me? Talkin??
"Can." Reply quickly. "What do you want to talk about? Go on the phone or... We'll meet in person??" Me ask carefully. But deep down I really want him to choose the second option!
"Meet immediately... Be able. You got free when??"
In my heart I cheered. The happy feeling of my heart is really breaking! If I could scream out loud euphoria, I would. Unfortunately, I can't now. Maybe, after this phone call is over.
I smiled at the grim. "Tomorrow or the day after!"
"Okay, if that's it. See you tomorrow!" The reply I believed ended with the knot of her ever-charming smile. I don't know, but my feeling is that she's as happy as I am!
"Okay!" Unknowingly I nodded to myself, even though I knew it was a pointless thing. Happiness makes me over acting now!
"See you tomorrow!" My reply ended with a closing greeting.
After the connection was completely cut off, I then held my phone in the chest. Happiness is really inevitable!
I smiled meaningfully.
I thought my tears were gone. But it's not really yes...
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