
- Kyra -
Then we chatted as usual. Talking about unimportant things. Whether it's about him or me. Mocking and laughing at each other. Just like always, our conversation tonight was just as fun as it was. For both of us, chatting on the balcony in the middle of the night under the pretext of insomnia is common. We have done it many times since time immemorial. When we were the same age as they bought. The difference is, this time the balcony we sit on is not the balcony of our respective room, and also no longer a fence that stands firmly between us. Because now we are sitting together side by side without a barrier. It feels more familiar than usual.
Then, for some reason the two of us fell silent all of a sudden. No one let out a single word of his voice, except for the howl of the wind sweeping through the grass or the crickets swirling loudly.
Tonight, I was more sad than usual. That's why I'm talking less tonight than usual. From the beginning it was always Delvin who opened the question first. Just like now, when he suddenly turned his head. Staring at me with his familiar face.
"Where?"
"Did?!" Honestly, I didn't understand the meaning of the short question just now. Sounds ambiguous, weird and awkward!
Delvin breathed deeply. He looked at me for a long time as if hesitating about the words he was about to say. It made me look more seriously at him, hoping that he would talk quickly and dispel those doubts. What the hell is he saying?!
She wet her lips briefly before saying, "Lo... no pa-pa, right?"
The serious tone and clinging of the gaze made me instantly understand the direction of the question just now. Yeah, right, he did ask about it. About how I feel. He must have seen the news too.
Waitaminute! What if his arrival here was because...
"Gue thought, you must have known the news that Ezra-"
"Yes, I know that." Tukanku, cut off his words.
"Oh, Vin!" Call suddenly. Now, I'm affirming my gaze to her. Maybe my eyebrows are closing now. "Don't tell me you're here." I hung up my words, my eyes narrowed even more. "...because I'm worried, huh?! Yeah, right?!!"
Kontan, Delvin who was drinking was immediately laughing snorting for a moment. He almost choked! And now, his eyes widened looking at me as if mocking. "Diddeliver! What a pede! Why am I worried about you, too,"
His denial even made me look at him more suspiciously. That strange gawk made me very sure that it was true that he was worried about me because of the news. That's why he suddenly caught up with me here despite knowing it was a long way from home.
Fuck up! Just like he doesn't want to tell me. But it looks so clear. Ck, the pride of a Delvin is indeed too high, especially when dealing with me!
"Gue wasn't worried, but I was just curious!"
I nodded, doubting it. "Masaa??"
"Yes!" Quickly answer. "Gue was curious about the same news after hearing the news like that how. Are you still in the mood, or retired after 10 years?!"
"Second option" I said. Making his grin that had been seen to mock me disappeared instantly.
Delvin raised his eyebrows. "Well?!"
Staring at him clingy for a moment, creating a magic of confidence for him that my speech later was not mere nonsense. I was serious about the words I wanted to say to her again.
"The second option means retirement!" Clearly firmly.
"Huh-huh?!" Delvin blinked his eyes as if he was in disbelief about what he had just heard.
"No, no, you didn't hear me wrong. I just told you, I want to retire." I turned back to him, and he was still looking at me with the same look as before. Can't believe.
I smiled faintly, "Now I want to stop fighting my feelings for Bang Ezra. Because now I feel like I'm at a saturation point, Vin. I'm tired, peg break. So I'll stop."
Our eyes met each other in a straight line. But I don't understand what Delvin's look like this means to me. The gaze that seemed to feel bitter, sore, hurt and sad was with me.
Suddenly he smiled. His face had been shifted away from me, he no longer looked at me but rather stared at the expanse of a very dark tea garden landscape there.
"That means we're lucky now?"
"Did?!"
He knows he laughs alone. "The fate of the insured." Mumbled. "So, I was cut off, while elo was killed." Further again. It made me hiss right away annoyed at the feeling that he had just mocked me.
"Eh, but, why did you suddenly change your mind?" He raised his eyebrows high. "Don't you feel affectionate at the same time you've been through it? 10 Years is not a moment, as long as you inget!"
"Because I'm too tired to fight." My answer. Then he breathed heavily. Yes, I'm really tired!
I turned to him when Delvin was still looking at me without a blink. "Now I want to, I meet someone who wants to fight with me. Because I'm so tired of fighting alone,"
After saying it more clearly, my eyes suddenly became hot. I'm sure, it must be because part of my heart was saddened by my decision that made all the feelings that I had been fighting with all my might turn futile.
Turning my face away from her, I chuckled. It was a bit silly to hear my sudden will even from my own lips. But it's true, now I really want someone who will fight with me even though he didn't fight for me first. But if he wants to fight together with me then I will...
"Well, how am I?"
My light laughter stopped at once. Somehow there was an aura that seemed to be piercing me from the side. Because Delvin's gaze was on me or even the sentence he just asked.
Rather hesitantly, slowly, I turned back to him. Replying to her straight gaze that somehow felt extremely tensing to my heart.
Eyes blinked. So did I who winked, withstanding the gusts of wind that dried my eyes.
"Kyra.." she called me in her soft voice. Which maybe after a long time knowing him only this time I heard a tone as gentle as that from him.
"Well marry me?! We fight together like your expectations."
That's how he said it made me look at him in disbelief. Even my eyes were so wide that I was surprised by his words.
After that his voice sounded like a noisy humming. My mind's torn. Thrown out by her reckless bring. A word that immediately stuck in my mind.
Is he crazy?!!