The Romance After Marriage
3.4 | D : Ending of Our Love Story Before

- Kyra

I kept looking at him while continuing to press my painful heart. If he knew, behind my thin smile there is a gape of wounds because of his honesty.

"According to Bang Ezra how," I said suddenly. He lifted his head, looked at me. "What... Am I married to Delvin?"

In the blink of an eye I was astonished as to where this attachment came from to the point of how dare I ask him such a thing!

Really, I think my broken heart makes me half crazy!! Could this injured me even want to dig my own grave?!

Please, Kyra... You are heartbroken enough not to add any more! Shouted my already frustrated heart because the owner was this stupid!

"Hmm, I don't know if you guys are suitable or not, if you remember you guys fought a lot yesterday. But if God has brought you together, that might mean... You guys fit in?"

His tone was uncertain, but his smile made me conclude things differently. Of course he thinks we're a good fit, because I don't fit in with him. I thought more sarcastically.

I smiled thinly. Then nodded, confirming his opinion. "Again," said I who had added salt dj or wound.

I sighed, "Jaudah Bang Ezra, please continue the activities. I'm sorry, I'm about Bang Ezra time."

He nodded, disagreeing. "No, no time at all." He was friendly, as usual.

I returned his smile as usual though unsure as well. "If so, I say yes first. May Bang Ezra like the cake, "I smile at him again. "Well, Bang Ezra..."

And, without waiting for any more time I immediately turned around. Anyway, why am I here any longer if my business is done.

"Kyra," he called out suddenly, making me turn back to him. "I was just gonna say something." He held back his words.

I don't know, but I felt that there was a bit of doubt that flashed in his eyes for a while before he resumed his sentence.

"...If Delvin makes you cry, tell Bang Ezra yes!" It made me smile, wry.

In my heart I scorned him!

Why did he say that, when he was the only one who hurt me. If only he had known... If not Delvin who became the perpetrator, but nothing else and not just himself!

Then, his hand raised upwards and waved in response to my farewell speech that I had spoken earlier.

"I'm going home, yes" I said without responding to his call just now. He nodded still with that big smile.

Then my steps turned perfectly on his back, and in that second also my smile that I had developed in front of him disappeared in an instant. My feet are straight ahead. I no longer look back. It felt too bitter especially considering his exclamation!

Step by step I followed through, trying to gallop as fast as I could. Although this pain still enveloped my heart, at least a feeling of relief began to appear as my legs continued to step away from it.

True said Delvin, to welcome the future we must indeed forget the past.

I decided roundly and steadily. "Goodbye Bang Ezra, goodbye my one-handed love." I said in my heart.

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