The Romance After Marriage
1.9 | C : Romance After Marriage's Rules

Kyra -

"...But, how do you try to grow that feeling if there is no way to get there already closed?! Not that it even makes our feelings can not develop and later be stuck in place??"

He said so at length to explain it to me. Gave his logical mind which was the cause of his disobedience to my thinking.

How to cultivate that feeling when the path to grow is tightly closed??

I also wondered about that question. Voiced the same question with him, the other day. When my heart was still struggling to decide all the real decisions were already in front of my eyes. But I finally managed to break my doubts with high self-confidence. The method I found out that I could fall in love with him one day was the most appropriate! For him, I won't falter. I stay in my stance. Make that line, so we can both remove it with all our hard work. That's how logical I think.

I stared at him who was looking at me with a sharp look, waiting for me to talk. I smiled thinly. Which even made him frown thinly, a little astonishment.

"Well, because of that, you and I have to work harder and harder!" Tandasku.

He replied to me with a snort of his cynicism, seemingly belittling the sentence I just said. "That's what you said. The practice can be half dead, tau!"

"That's it!" My cetus snapped a finger. Now, the frown on his forehead turned deep. "Half dead!" I smiled widely, but he was still confused.

"Huh? What do you mean, anyway??"

I smiled and looked at him meaningfully. Tightening the handle on the round iron that became the guardrail of this balcony, I said to him. "Gini you know, Vin.." I paused my sentence for a second. "If we are half dead trying to find something, instead of something that becomes more valuable to us? Because it was too hard to find him, finally what was in the mind was just the question of how to keep him so that he was not lost in the grasp." Back, I smiled meaningfully to him. "Isn't that so, Delvin??"

Delvin. He just looked at me with eyes as straight as mine. Our gaze met, but the thin frown on his forehead made me realize that he was thinking hard now to understand everything. Especially about all the feelings I just gave her. Since he was so sensitive, of course he must have understood the meaning of this thought.

"Hmm," he muttered, stroking the clean chin without that slowly growing feather. "OKAY. I know what you mean. But... still, why can't we have physical contact??"

I took a long breath. Tired, because it turns out this conversation is not over yet. Why did he even make this discussion a plot anyway?! Grunts loud.

"If I want to ngingetin lo something, then I can't be like patting your shoulders? Soot your head lest lo ngeyel, or pinch your cheeks if you nyebelin abis??" Further again.

Hearing his words just now, my eyes narrowed as well. Looked at him full of warning. "So, you have the intention to hurt me for marriage, right??"

"What pain?!" Delvin glares. Seems unacceptable because I'm accusing you of that.

"That's it, chief prick, nyubiiit! That's what it's called try if it's not painful?!"

"Yeah, so much better?! Even if I nyubit or jitak also you will not get into RS, right??" She then shook her head while looking at me. "Most watch dramas anyway, gini, the effect.. lebay!" Ejektikan. Stabbing!

I was speechless by his ridicule which I secretly justified in my heart. Yes, I also know I've been overreacting. Wh why? Because I really don't want to get too serious about getting carried away with him. For some reason, I want to still have this kind of bickering or friend-like quarrel between us.

"Wildamah! I guess you asked me to be your wife too, right?!" My reply without thinking, which instead made me want to stuff my own mouth with my socks on, if necessary!

THE ARGH!! Why can I even talk so recklessly? Fishing in murky water!

Oh, Kyra bodooohh!

Delvin just stayed in place with his eyes turned to focus on the paper in his hand again, ignoring me. My eyes narrowed watching him. I don't know why I caught a suspicious move from him. As if he was acting wrong now(?)

I snorted, laughing at my own thoughts. It's strange! After all, how could Delvin be misbehaving just because of that sentence, right?!

"So, the decision was.." Now, he started looking back at me.

"There is no physical contact! FIX!!" I crossed my hands to form the letter X in front of my chest and shook my head. Affirming my words with movement.

He grunts. "Keep I must keep what distance to be safe?"

I cringe. "Kok so keep your distance anyway??" I really don't understand the direction of this conversation.

"That's a hell of a lot!" My reply. I know now, if in fact he just wanted to insinuate me with his sentence just now. You King Sindir!!

"Yes, that's not it! I mean it's physical contact that's kind of kiss and hug, that's it. The rest or unless those two things don't matter." Said explain.

"That means...if abis akad later you are told to kiss the back of my hand that also can not??"

"exceptions. That moment is an exception, let's not invite suspicious people, right?!"

Delvin squinted his eyes. "So, can you?"

I'm nodding. "Yes, can. But just apply right at that moment yes, the rest must return to the initial rules!"

He's mangosteen. Good, if you understand!

"Well, continue.." again he asked. Looks like endless questions are being produced in his brain huh? Huh.

"What else??"

"There is still nothing clear about the rules."

"Which one?"

Straight away, we looked at each other. Delvin was silent for a moment to wet his lips at a glance. Then he said, "Semically, one of us fell in love first, how?"

"Yes, tell me. Frankly." I replied, which made him glare.

"Although it's elo, elo will say frankly that you're in love with me, is that it??" The look on his face was obvious if he didn't believe what I just said.

Ignoring the doubt that was clearly imprinted on his face, I nodded. Assented. "Yes! I have to, so you can try even harder to fall in love with me! So I will not fight alone anymore. Yeah, right? Moreover, the mission was successful!"

I don't know why he's silent. Glued with the view of the corner of the park below that looked pitch-black. And, that behavior makes me cringe. "Heh, how? Agreed, didn't you??"

A moment after I spoke, he looked back at my face. He smiled slanted. Again with that smile of hers she looks cool in my eyes, for some reason.

Huh, it seems that from now on I should get used to seeing the glare of that slanted smile, deh.

"Gue Definitely, you will fall in love first with me! Look at it!!" He said confidently.

I grinned back at him. "Try me! There are even elo who fell in love first with me," I can not give up on him. Really am.

Her lips cut, underestimating me. "Let's see who will win!" He said optimistic.

I rolled my eyes, panted. Sometimes, Delvin can be that confident. But of course I can't underestimate it. Because I know, if he's determined one day what he wants, he'll get it too. Which could be...

Even my heart bends first for him.

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