The Romance After Marriage
1.2: Goodbye

delvin - Delvin

At 23:57 WIB.

That's what it says on the digital clock on the nightstand. I took a long breath. Then fold the hands to the back of the head as a pillow. Although there are actually pillows available on this bed, inexplicably seeing its fat and tall shape makes me reluctant to wear it.

Don't wear it, it's dizzy, neck hurts! That is what my heart said when I saw the shape of the pillow the first time since entering into this room space.

After chatting and watching a movie together in the family room after dinner, everyone finally went into their rooms, resting.

Each pair up or there's a roommate, but I'm alone here. The newlywed couple Om and Aunt are certainly one package, it is impossible to be separated. Kyra and Kanaya become roommates, Kanaya relents for me who needs her own room. Well, even though I sleep where I can too, it seems like the custom of his friend the Kira one is indeed enough to maintain good manners and adab in appreciating guests, like me this. Nice, baikss... Hehe.

I stared at the ceiling in this spacious room. The white-painted background makes the eyes easily glare because the reflection of the main light beam is so bright that in the end I decided to use a bright light that is ivory yellow.

I smiled. For some reason after the lights were replaced, the atmosphere suddenly turned romantic like this. Ehe, if marriage is so sweet! Hahey. Wkwk.

Drrr...

It felt like a strong enough vibration on this bed right on the side of my body made me realize that my phone was on an incoming call. Looking at the brightly lit screen with a name that I know very well. My eyes narrowed, making my forehead wrinkled.

Breast (KF)

is Calling's....

The caller was Binta, his name. My old friend who is also one club in the campus, the Photography Club. It's just that he and I are different from college. I'm a technical kid while he's a psychologist, just like someone.

I took a breath before I finally picked up the call. Saying greetings as an opening greeting as I usually do lately. Hm, since thinking about marriage and the future that would turn me into a father figure, I decided to change my bad habits a little. One of them is me who rarely says hello, ck! Realizing it was not good, I tried to change it so that my children would not imitate my bad side. Anticipation and ammo before marriage. Hehe.

"Hello, Binta? What is the middle of the mallem gini nelpon?! Luckily I haven't slept yet, so I can pick up..."

"..."

I frowned. I didn't hear his voice respond to me. Even the sound of her breathing roar across there was too noticeable for me to hear.

"Woi, Ta?!" I called him once more. "Lo's still there, right??"

But his voice remained silent, I did not hear it. I let out a breath of air. Unconsciously I had gotten out of my sleeping position and now I was in a half-sitting position. Then I changed my left hand to take over my phone and put it back in my ear.

"God! Lo... no longer ngigau continue to accidentally squeeze my number, right?!" Now I'm speculating weirdly because he doesn't talk.

Seconds.

Three seconds. He was still silent as if his lips were locked or super sluggish. Ck!

I took a long breath. I unconsciously nodded, as if understanding. Maybe this guy was "unconscious" and called me accidentally. Yes, consider it so!

"Welcome on with the dream! I'll hang up if that's it... Wha-"

"It's me,"

The last word of my sentence felt so swallowed in the esophagus. I was moved for a moment when I heard his voice. Although very slow in hearing the ears, but I was very concerned about how the tone of the voice was so that I did not have to hesitate anymore to convince myself to guess if it was true him.

"Is?"

I'm sure he's smiling right now, due to the pause created before he answers me. "Yes, it's me."

"Because I'm not sure you'll pick up the phone if I use my own number." There's a pause there. But I kept quiet, neither confirming nor denying it.

"Surely, my number has been blocked, right?" I don't know why I feel like she's smiling wryly now that I say it. "Yes, right? Surely, it is..."

"Who said?" This time I denied it. Right, I never blocked his number like he thought. Hey, I'm not that tight!

"So...?"

"I never blocked your number." My next.

He was silent, a little long. I don't know what he was thinking at the time either. But what I'm thinking is something else out there. The noise of the door lock being opened and the pounding of the door being closed again. I frowned. Who can not sleep in the middle of the night gini and mutusin to get out of the room?!

"Thank God,"

"I didn't push it until I blocked the former number. Even if we are exes, we can still be friends. Aye, right?" When I said it, I almost choked on my own saliva. Hahaha, what am I talking about? Jeezoo!

"Eh?"

"Oh yeah, Nes, congratulations! I've heard the news. Smoothly until the day H," I unconsciously smiled.

After saying it, I now feel more at peace. My heart is quieter, without burden. Maybe true, the sincere formula is powerful!

"Vin-"

"Eh, Nes, it was. There's noise outside. Take care, afraid there's nothing. Healthy, Nes. Bye~" my quick. Then, I said my regards to her before I finally hung up the phone call unilaterally.

It feels so light. After speaking like that to her, my heart suddenly turned light without any burden!

I smiled broadly. Although still regretful about the time we have spent together for approximately 8 years, but I know that destiny can never be forced. If he suddenly went far away, wouldn't that be a sign that we weren't meant to be together??

So I decided to say "goodbye" to him. Well, without any emotion or a speck of anger. Because I've been thinking. I'm sincere, maybe it's happy that it's not with me.

I took a long breath. Then put my phone on this bed, and then walked out of the room.

The voice I heard earlier made me really curious. Moreover, the lights in the entire room had been dark since the last time we all decided to split up go break to each other's rooms.

I decided to walk again down the floor of this Villa, until I finally felt the cold ambush my body for a moment. A cold gust of wind caressing the skin, made me turn my head for a moment.

The balcony door was wide open. When my eyes narrowed, in a dim light, I found someone sitting alone there. On the wooden floor of the balcony while staring at the sky very few stars.

From his silhouette, I know who he is. So, I decided to make something for her as well as for me who wanted to join her sitting there.

After preparing two glasses of hot chocolate from the pantry, I moved closer to him. Until I stood right behind his body he was still unconscious with the sign of my presence, as if he was dissolving in his own mind to ignore other things, not least my presence here. Huft.

"What's so fun, looking at a star that a finger can count like that?" I asked with a view that was directed to the dark black sky there.

He finally turned his head, looking up at me who was much higher above him, complete with his shocked face. He gasped because I was already behind him.

Raising the two glasses in both of my hands higher, meant to show him.

I smiled, "Hot brown?"