
Delvin -
Kyra's been avoiding me this week.
That's one belief. Confidence in him that I haven't been able to see his nose this week. No, even more than that! To this day, it has entered its tenth day since that day. The last day we met face to face, after we returned from Lembang. That's right, the day I confirmed that sentence to her again!
ARGH!
I snorted loudly. Not because I regret my own words, but more to regret because I could not watch his movements for ten days because he was unreachable from my eyes. Wh why? Yes, obviously, I want to know how horrible his reaction to my non-playful sentence is? Was he as timid as that night, or even... Ah, obviously, I was very curious about what the answer was after hearing me speak so seriously!
I bit my lips, looking straight at the window that was wide open in front of my eyes. Now, my memory was restored that day. Right after I confirmed my sentence to him. Making him just speechless with a hesitant look when looking at me who is right in front of him.
So, that day...
He thought I was kidding, just as I had expected from the start. Even after my tone which I could make as intense as possible without a smile instead of a whimper like my usual self, and with such a deep gaze he still doubted the authenticity of my words.
"Gue wasn't kidding, Kyra. That night, I seriously asked you... you want to marry me? I'm ready to fight together to love each other like your expectations."
With all the courage that came out of nowhere, I finally said it again. This time it was clearer. More serious than before. In fact, it was successful in making him speechless and only able to gawk at me.
From his reaction that he showed me right now, I'm sure, I probably understand that what I said wasn't just a joke. A very clear proof I have given, if I never messed with my words as he had thought.
He was silent for a long time just to look at me right at the bead of the eye. Her jet-black eye beads shone at me with varying suspicions. But what I deliberately showed him, would certainly make him more sure that what I said earlier was seriousness!
Hey, I never mess with my words like that!
"So.." I was just about to talk. Refilling the answer or just a small reaction like my expectations that have been set in my brain, but he even reacted otherwise. Makes me yell at myself in the heart.
"Gue washes his hands first. My hands are hot, used to get sambel!" The thrill that then suddenly went away leaving me sitting alone like a fool complete with a domineering bego look.
Really, at this time I actually want to curse him just I just hold-hold let's not come out of my mouth. For the sake of earnestness that I just said a moment ago, I will hold back my patience as I should. Determined, that from now on I will learn to be sweet to her. It was like I was asking him to fight together to build that feeling. A feeling that he had only been glorifying for the first love.
A few moments later, Kyra sat in front of me. Drinking the remaining iced tea sweetened from the edge of the glass which he had thrown away his suction, grounded it very quickly to the last drop. While I was still faithfully waiting for him to continue our conversation. Because some of my common sense says that maybe he was nervous about the remark and after that he will definitely answer my invitation clearly.
However, what he did then made me smile I was patiently exhausted. I feel like I want to throw some patience back in this world to be able to curse her!
Because of him, with his eel instead put the straps of his bag on both shoulders, then stood up from his seat as if he was getting ready to move to leave this place immediately. Forgetting what I just told him.
I'm still trying to be patient. Silence him, pretend insensitive with the gurgle he showed.
"She just stayed there? Pay for the food. I'll wait in the parking lot, okay!" That's declaration. I know the tone he said that. It became even clearer after he hurriedly left me without hesitation.
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If you remember that. Really yeah, that guy sucks brother!
After hearing everything I said, he left without any answer. Without consideration. Ah, let alone consideration, the girl even left as if she had never heard anything. God fucking.
My eyes narrowed sharply with my right hand continuing to throw and catch the tennis ball in the hand. My focus is on one thing. On the balcony guardrail of my room which seemed quiet.
"Involuntarily.he must have been on purpose," such was my belief after recalling his reaction that day. And that belief has grown ever since I realized that she had indeed avoided me afterwards.
In fact, if remembered again. When we got home safely after a long, silent journey from Lembang to Jakarta, he acted as if he was ordinary in front of me. His face is ordinary. There was no hue of nervousness like that night. Wh why? I keep wondering. Questions I didn't find the answer to!
Glance at the digital clock above the nightstand at a glance. At 20:20 WIB, it is still not too late for me to start the war now. I stood up from my seat, moving with the tennis ball still in my hand. My steps straight up to the floor of the balcony were. Stop, staring at the balcony door next to the house that is still tightly closed.
With such a brightly lit lamp, the owner must be inside. Right, he just didn't want to see me so he hid like that!
I looked fiercely at the closed balcony door. My heart suddenly screamed in anger. Should he pretend not to hear that? I have so much trouble saying it seriously!
"It could make me look like I've been around for a week!"
"DON'T!" The tennis ball was on target hitting the glass of his balcony door. Then reflected off makes a quick movement and then slows down as time passes.
I snorted loudly when I felt my bluff was still not enough to be able to forcefully remove it from the nest. He was still in his place. Whether I heard it or not, but my determination was already round to be able to make him pull out his counting rod in front of me right now!
I laughed cynically. "Look at Kyra, who will lose here!"
Then turn around to pick something up, before finally coming back and running a strategy.
After this I will win over him. I'm sure!
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