The Romance After Marriage
3.4 | B : Ending of Our Love Story Before

Kyra -

Just before opening the door I took a deep breath. Gathering positive energy somehow. In essence, this way I know because reading from an article on Google.

Fortunately the atmosphere of the house was quiet because everyone was shopping for my household needs as well as the needs of the future grandchildren of our family's first successor. My first niece!

Meanwhile I was singled out at home because it was considered to be a period of pingitan. I don't know, my parents don't care that much except for Mas Kamil who desperately makes me not get out of the house!

"Don't macem-macem at home! Especially seeing Delvin! Before I say, don't expect you to meet. Understand?!"

About that was the tone of Mas Kamil's sentence which was so conditionally threatening just before leaving earlier. Tck, you're exaggerating!

I took a long breath. Never mind, now the threat Mas Kamil is not important.

What matters is... Give this invitation to Bang Ezra!!

"Bismillah" with all my determination I walked out. Along with the plate of sponge cake I made this afternoon, also the invitation paper that I had tightly held in my left hand. Then I walked anxiously to the black gate there. The wet road from Bang Ezra's house reminds me of Delvin's chat about Bang Ezra washing his car.

However, when looking at the car that was still in its place made me believe that after washing the car, Bang Ezra did not go anywhere. He's at home!

I breathe, heavy. My feelings changed suddenly. Imagining Bang Ezra's reaction in two ways gave me a sudden stomachache.

Maybe Bang Ezra could have been used to seeing the wedding invitation, but if the reaction he showed was just the opposite... Am I not going to falter??

If Bang Ezra weeps over my marriage to Delvin, will I remain true to my agreement with Delvin??

I was pensive for a moment, but my sane brain was buzzing to make me realize, then shook my head. Really, I'm not sure I can handle it. My liver... My heart is too fragile. I'm sure, if I see Bang Ezra crying or angry, rejecting this marriage, in an instant I'm sure that I can change my mind!!

Who had been standing in front of the fence of his house, I then turned the bow. My insecurities make my guts squeak.

"Udah deh, mending for help Mas Kamil aja deh, later."

I keep shaking my head. But suddenly remembered Delvin's ultimatum to me. He said, I must resolve this feeling, not and not anyone else!

"Facing... Blurred? Face it... Fleeing?? Face it... Escape???" Mumamku.

"Neng Kyra's? Find Mas Ezra, huh??"

I gasp. I immediately turned my body backwards. With full rounded eyes I returned the warm gaze of Bik Yeni, the housekeeper who had been with Bang Ezra's family even since before they moved to this complex.

Bik Yeni who approached me and opened the gate without being asked immediately made me smile clumsily.

"Why don't you just go in, Neng? Mas Ezra again at home anyway, no more filming he said." Said Bik Yeni who then let me in.

I took a long breath. Maybe I wasn't meant to be a coward.

"Yes, Bik, thank you..." I said that somehow so be stiff.

Bik Yeni smiled gently, as usual. "Behold, let Bibik call Mas Ezra yes... The guy went straight into the room. Take a break, like, after washing the car..." Clearly Bik Yeni while laughing crisply. While I can only be mangosteen just follow the steps behind him.

"Sir, Kyra just wait here" I said, just as we got to the main door.

"Well, don't you want to go in, Neng?" Bik Yeni Bar.

I then shook my head. Don't forget the sweet smile I can.

Bik Yeni nodded in understanding. Then he walked inside too. In the meantime I remained standing in the doorway with a heart of anxious hope.

Actually in my little heart, there was as much desire for me to see another reaction Bang Ezra instead of just being ordinary. I honestly want to see those tears shed for me. Just once, just once I wanted to prove that this feeling did not clap one hand. I want to prove to the world that my patience for those dozen years has been able to receive the sweet fruit.

But, if that's what happened... Can I stop myself from returning to her??

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