Remember Me, Baby.
Stupid Woman

Berlyn’s Club - Room VVIP.

I don't know how many times Cecille walked back and forth in the red and black room. Sometimes he looked up and cursed his stupidity. At first he was a little unconcerned, challenging the line between madness and curiosity. But now he is truly sorry. She should have taken the contraceptive pill last week that Hansel bought. It was now five days late from his monthly period. The cycle is never too late, never once.

All because of Hansel Roux! The beast ....

“No.”

Cecille stop. She pulled her hair and closed her eyes in frustration. It's not Hansel's fault entirely. He himself is stupid. He could have let the man fuck her again, without any medicinal effects. He did it with full awareness and .. um, really enjoyed it.

Damn ....

Really fucking.

He should have kicked Hansel right away after the man cradled him and laid him on the bed instead of rolling with him on the bed and letting him kiss him ... then make love all day like a madman in a kasmaran. That crazy man didn't even let her get out of bed!

“Aaargh ..!”

Cecille roared and shook his head vigorously. Now he does not have the guts to use the test pack he just bought in the pharmacy. He did not dare to try it at home, afraid papa and his mother caught it, but here too he could not. What if she's really pregnant? What's he supposed to do?

Drrr.

The sound of the vibration of his cell phone lying on the table made Cecille almost topple over in surprise. He picked up the object and looked at the name of the sender of the message.

Hansel Roux's.

Cecille rolled his eyes in annoyance. This is the hundredth message sent by the man. Yeah, since their crazy romance last week, Hansel's been showering her with messages almost every day. For a moment he considered blacklisting the man's number, or registering it with a special group for gigo*lo, see how the man overcame the random messages that went into his phone.

However, there was something more urgent that made Cecille undo that intention. He has been drinking so much mineral water since, and now there is a very urgent urge to urinate. The woman glanced at the light blue bundle lying on the table. Finally after fighting with anxiety and nervousness in his heart, Cecille made up her mind and grabbed a test pack before walking to the bathroom.

“Please ... do not ...,” whispered Cecille while observing the indicator discoloration on the ten-centimeter-long slab in his hand.

It was the longest and scariest two minutes of his life. A cold sweat began to drench Cecille's palm as one faint line appeared, side by side with one bright red line that was extremely eye-piercing. As the faint line grew brighter like the sunlight shining out there, Cecille already had no strength to support her body anymore. According to the pharmacist, the test pack is the most accurate compared to other brands. That means ... is she really pregnant?

Cecille's hands were trembling. He held the test pack in his hand tightly.

Blue eyed buxom baby ....

For some reason at a time like this suddenly Hansel's ridiculous sentence flashed in Cecille's ear, continuously repeating like a broken cassette that would not stop.

The woman sat in the closet and calmed down, thinking about what steps she should take next. Go to the hospital for an abortion or tell Hansel first?

Trained, Cecille walked out of the bathroom and sat down on the sofa. His face was pale. Although he had thought of the final result like this, he actually did not really expect a pregnancy. He just felt .. somehow, maybe a little curious .. whether Hansel Roux would really be as responsible as he said. That's why he deliberately did not take the contraceptive pill. However, now it felt like he was a little sorry, a little unprepared ....

Drrr.

Another message came in. This time Cecille opened her phone and read all those messages. His tense eyes slowly softened as he looked at the content of the same average message, asking if he was okay. Cecille could even imagine how the man's facial expression would look when reading his last message.

Idiotically. You completely hid and ignored me for an entire week. Where are you? Are you all right?

After typing and deleting the text of his message several times, Cecille finally just took a picture of the test pack and sent it without any description.

One second after the message was sent, Cecille's phone vibrated nonstop. Hansel called him, but he had no idea what to say to the man. Finally he pressed the power button and let his phone screen darken, sealing his current head.

Cecille. His nose was sour and painful. His hands clenched tightly at the thought of his years of waiting that ended like this. He had no face to meet Andrew Roux. He had missed their appointment many times to settle a land dispute because he felt ashamed if he had to meet the man.

Now in her womb there was even a fetus from a man she had only known for a few weeks. How ridiculous. She must be the dumbest woman on the face of the earth.

“Infool ... very stupid, Cecille ... you are the dumbest woman.”

The woman continued cursing and sneering at herself for a while before finally getting up from the sofa. He went to wash his face, then straightened his shoulders and walked out. Decision has been made.

This child cannot be born.

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