Don't Say Love (BOOK 2)
Chapter 45

"I've found a place where the woman you're looking for is hiding, Mr. Jullian."

Jullian could only go silent in silence after the sentence sounded in his ears. However, deep inside he felt an incredible relief. The woman he had been looking for was still in the same world as him. His arnetta is still alive today. Thinking that the woman could have disappeared from this world made the oxygen supply in her chest narrow. Even though he knew the weather today was very bright in front of him and the vehicle down there passed by from behind the window he saw, as if nothing had happened,  Jullian knows that because of that woman he's like this.

"I'll send you immediately the address where the woman lives now, sir."

"Wait ..."

The man took his breath as slow as he could, even though he knew there was something thrilling in his chest. His gaze was suddenly white and there was only that woman's face in his mind. How he had passed the woman's laughter for so long. He even forgot how Arnetta could smile.

"How is his condition at the moment ? M-I mean ... is he .. okay ?"

Suddenly Jullian felt his lips were too faint to ask the woman. She was too embarrassed to listen to how good or maybe the other way around the woman's life was without her. But the question was not directly answered by his man across the street. The man was silent for a moment until Jullian was about to throw a curse at him.

"Women are good, but ..."

"What ?"

Anyone could guess how wise the man across there was to continue his words. And it's definitely not news Jullian wants with him.

"At this time, the woman was living with a man. Them ... Just hugged a friendly."

BRACKET!

The man smashed the glass window before him with all his might. Fortunately, if the window does not experience significant cracks because of the act. The gaze of his eyes reflected from the window also displayed a gritting face that seemed to be able to swallow anyone he saw.

Arnetta with another man ?

Hugging ?

Shouldn't that woman have done it ? She's pregnant. Jullian knew that the woman was not a typical one who easily fell into another embrace. Is it too late to fix everything ?

Did he look for too long and realize his mistake so that the woman got tired of waiting for him ?

***"Let her be happy even if it's not in your arms." ***

Maria's aunt's words immediately buzzed like terrible music in her ears. He could let her be happy, but it was impossible for Arnetta to be happy if she wasn't with him. He just wanted the woman to be. There was no way he could express himself seeing the woman in the arms of another man.

Jullian should be able to calm himself down. He tried to breathe out slowly. Anger is not a wise choice if he still wants to meet the woman. At least he had to make sure that what he feared did not come true.

**

A woman is seen lying on the bed with her eyes straight towards the ceiling. His hand seemed to give a light rub to his distended stomach. This morning she felt her baby spinning around in there.

This morning with a feeling that combined into one. many things that Arnetta felt. Various traces of thoughts were still lodged within his head. Especially since yesterday, the moment where Patrick and himself expressed their thoughts all seemed to change. The mood and mood in this house changed. After their return yesterday, Arnetta had not been at all considerate of the man. In addition to his heart being too tired to argue with his mind, the more the condition of his body was getting tired easily.

Since their return yesterday, Arnetta went straight into the room and fell asleep until this morning. And, now he felt his day would change from now on. I don't know what he'll say when he meets Patrick. It would be very awkward especially indirectly now they have a relationship.

Patrick ...

The man's face was still reflected in his mind let alone all the sweet words he said. It feels like Arnetta really wants to experience this kasmaran when school first. However, unfortunately the school alone was not completed due to lack of fees.

During this time he has received a lot of bad treatment from creatures of the male sex. He almost never felt the heat again. Last ... Yeah, with Jullian five years ago. After that he no longer remembered what it was like. Especially since he received treatment that he no longer wanted to remember.

After a long time, Arnetta hopes that Patrick is the figure he has been waiting for. The woman knew that deep down she longed for a family figure, the man she could be home to. Lying if he is in love with that man. Until this moment there was still no sense of what he thought was love for Patrick, but he knew that affection had begun to grow in his heart.

Patrick is a perfect man. There was never a gap he saw from the man. The man also made her able to imagine what a marriage with a husband, wife and children would look like in it.

While stroking his stomach that has been protruding, Arnetta still thinks if one day his son might know the fact that he once sold his body for a pile of money. But, still he will love his son, whatever his past. And this feeling of acceptance is also thanks to Patrick always strengthening him.

"Marrick ..." Whenever she mentioned her name, Arnetta immediately remembered the sweet moment with the man. Had he met her sooner, his life would not have ended tragically like this, however, He was grateful enough to have reunited himself and his future son with a perfect man like Patrick.

After struggling with various thoughts, Arnetta decided to give up her daydreams and prepare to start the day that she felt had changed. All his darkness and gloom seemed to lift up little by little. As soon as he opened the door of his room, the first thing he saw was the shadow of a man he believed to be the one who had filled his mind. It seemed that the man was enjoying his time in front of the stove. I don't know what he is cooking, which obviously just smells it already arouses his taste.

Arnetta decided to walk up to the man. He has a wide back that feels warm every time he sees it. Slowly, without realizing Arnetta was getting closer to the man. And, immediately his hand was stretched out to surround the man. A flabbergasted reaction as a tiny hand of hers hugged her, looking for the warmth she felt as she looked at the man.

"Hi !" Greet Patrick after neutralizing the heartbeat in his chest. Unfortunately, he did not realize the presence of the woman. The butterflies in his stomach seemed to be flying as he felt the tiny hand hugging him from behind.

The woman knew that she should not do this, but unfortunately her whole body began to move without orders from her common sense. All he wanted to do right now was to clutch onto this man's body. If Patrick is angry with his actions, he is ready to accept the man's anger.

"I'm sorry, I just want to be like this." Reva said in a soft voice.

Before long, Patrick pulled the woman's hand so that her embrace loosened. He turned around and found the woman looking down on the floor.

"Hi, it's okay."

Patrick raised that face and threw a sweet smile at Reva. It felt so beautiful the day he was able to enjoy that hug. He is willing and willing to do anything so that this moment will last forever.