After He's gone

After He's gone
forty-two looking for alana


Bella lives long in Ananta's room, telling him about the funny things she met while caring for Arkan.


"You don't, sister.kan expression is very funny passi will say thank you." said Bella enthusiastically.


He recalled the day when he cleared his throat a few times before thanking him in his quiet voice. The situation at that time was a little awkward because Bella was feeding food at that time. They kept quiet before Bella smiled happily.


An Arkan, who famously teases many women, looks nervous just for saying thank you. Bella was treated like that.


"i can imagine what's rich." Alana smiled back. As much as he knew, Arkan's behavior was always absurd, and overconfident. In fact, such a person also melts in people who always accompany him when sick. Alana could imagine how much Arkan would love Bella more after this.


"willing to be looked at as well as. unfortunately I never." continued Alana with a disappointed look. Well, somehow he remains the same as Ananta somehow his attitude he still likes.


"heh, I was horrified yes. and. I've been" said Ananta who heard the conversation Alana and Bella. His voice was a little more faint as he said the last sentence. From then on he just listened while engrossed in eating the fruits of the parcels that Bella brought.


"ih diem. you're not invited" Alana replied annoyed. Bella just laughed. His two best friends are funny when they argue. So he just watched. Until suddenly his phone played a special ringtone in his settings for a chat from Arkan.


"sister. I have to say goodbye first... Arkan is already nyari nih" said bella.


"yes, thank you already here, hopefully Ananta same Arkan cepet healed so we can walk again." reply Alana catapulted a do'a as often as possible. If the word is do'a may God hear it immediately and give them good destiny.


"aamiin. dada kak Alana. sometime meet again" said Bella waved before turning towards the door. The door was knocked as he was about to exit, making him cross paths with the newly arrived guest. Bella smiled awkwardly, looking down for a while before exiting the room.


Guests who thought they were welcome entered the room, causing Alana and Ananta to turn towards him.


"Hi. Rosi" said Alana who immediately smiled happily, while Ananta still observed the stranger in front of him.


"who's Na?" ananta asked Alana who had approached Rosi's sister happily. He hugged the woman warmly, ignoring Ananta's question. Well, Ananta didn't know that this guy played a big part in his operation a few days ago.


"his brother has a beating heart on your chest now" Rosi said with a smile. There were no sad or strange feelings between them. He has accepted destiny and everything that happened. Ananta stared with his frowning forehead, he was still trying to digest the meaning of the words of the woman in front of him. After realizing that he stared guiltily.


"so.." he said hanging. He recalled the fact that the statement had meant sad news for someone he had never known at all. The person who is the reason his heart starts to recover and feel better than his heart used to make him sick.


"yes, and there is no need to feel guilty. He is happy, love his heart for you. It's even better if he knows you're a good person." replied Rosi. I don't know which corner that wise-ass phrase he found in his head. All were thrown away when they saw Ananta who seemed to prepare an apology that he did not want to hear.


"so, thanks?" ananta asked unsure. He doesn't know what to talk about. The only thing he deserves to say is thank you right now?


"i'm here because I want to see Alana" he said, making Alana who was standing next to him wonder. Alana points to herself to make sure she doesn't hear wrong.


"me brother?" asked alana, but she was sure that sister Rosi wanted to visit Ananta, the person who turned on her sister's heart for a longer time.


"iyaaa.. I miss you" he continued, staring at Alana. Again, the existence of ananta feels as thin as air now. Why the hell did the people who came today even make him ignored like this. Ananta wanted to protest, but well. Alana is popular, so she has to be patient (breathe long).


"sister so sweet really. want me to be a brother deh" said Alana holding Rosi's arm. Well, she's been an only child for too long, being noticed by this little older sister feels good.


"may" replied Rosi smiling happily.


"uh?" Alana just gawked at hearing it. So she could really be Rosi's sister?


"yes, I was the one who wanted to make you adek. Uh, first" he said with a small laugh. Alana reminded him of Andini. A cute, kind woman. The difference is, Alana looks happier than Andini who she knew during her life.


He secretly wants the moment back. When he could talk about a lot of things to his sister. Andini always heard his complaints, without Rosi knowing that Andini himself had a lot of wounds in him. Seeing Alana who was so tough and cheerful, she was like finding her sister in a happier version. The version where he is not sick and suffering.


"want" Alana replied with a spoiled voice. He immediately hugged his new brother.


Again, Ananta was just watching from above the hospital bed. His heart felt beating comfortably, making him feel calm just by looking at the sight of the bloodless brothers hugging.


"later, would I take a walk?" rosi was answered with an enthusiastic nod from Alana.


"But after he got out of the hospital, she said" Alana pointed at Ananta. Ananta is like a third person ready to be scolded now. After all, it is true, Alana so can not enjoy her high school life normally because of her.


"okay. We tuker-tukeran HP number first can" asked Rosi brother in reply to a big smile Alana who was looking for her cellphone on the sidelines of orange peel on the nightstand. He's back busy in his world with Rosi's sister. Take him to the couch. Ignoring Ananta who was still pouting on the bed.


"lately, why is it that makes me jealous of all women anyway." he murmured, softly. He was upset to be mixed with pleasure because it would be difficult to indulge with Alana if her friend came. Although happy too, because there are friends who come Alana so much more relaxed and enjoy while taking care of her.


"Alana.. I want to take medicine." said Ananta looking for attention.


"already been. diem first" angry Alana before returning to chat with sister Rosi.


"well..so the real third person is like." he murmured softly.