Missing In The Heart
Chapters 123. Deepest Regrets

"Find...find out what happened!!!" With a quivering and choking sound, Mr. James ordered his men to find out what was happening.

Mr. James closed his eyes. Clenching his teeth until the sound of each other churning. The protruding veins on his jaw seemed to be throbbing. He threw out his breath while opening his eyes again. A sharp look towards Mr. Forrer was his secretary.

"Did you miss something when I ordered to keep an eye on that woman?" (did you miss something when I told you to watch over the woman) He asked growling with anger.

Mr. Forrer was scared. Swallowed his saliva many times for fear of answering wrongly. "Sorry for my negligence." (I'm sorry for my negligence) only that can come out of the man's mouth.

Mr. James then swung his staff along with both feet. Walking to the elevator. Quickly Mr. Forrer followed him in silence.

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Rey who had just exited the IGD room immediately sat her body on a long bench made of metal iron in white paint that was installed along the corridor in front of the IGD room. Take out her phone and tell Raya what happened. His phone was shaking in his pocket. But he ignored her because she was still covered in panic.

After a long talk with Raya and asking his wife for help to tell Rachel's condition to her parents, Rey turned off her phone and put it back in her Coat pocket.

Rey pulled his back, leaning his body forward. His two hands resting on his thighs, propping up his lowered head gazing at the surface of the bright ash-colored ceramic floor, sighing longly over and over.

"Vir... What's happening to you right now?" His forehead in frustration while massaging his temples.

'KNOCK'

The sound of a knock on the floor surface of a stick made the man furrow his eyebrows and reflexively raise his face.

'PLAKKS!'

Not yet had the chance to clearly see the person standing in front of him, a loud slap had already landed smoothly on his cheek. Rey's eyes were rounded to find the president of the director where she worked already in front of her with a clenched hand after slapping her.

"President.." Rey stood up and half-down.

"What did you do to your best friend's wife?"

Rey's forehead frowned then raised her face. Looking at the middle-aged man who seemed to misunderstand him.

"It seems you misunderstood."

"What kind of misunderstanding?" Mr. James is widening his eyes. "Do you like your best friend's wife? Do you really want to be Mahavir's surrogate husband?"

Rey's eyes are getting round at maximum. His head shook rapidly as he swallowed his hard-earned saliva. "No. That's impossible, sir. Mahavir is like my brother. I can't betray him. I will do anything for his good and happiness. I just wanted to help his wife in there so I claimed to be her husband. I'm not at all..."

"Then why did you hide his wife's pregnancy?" Mr. James immediately interrupted Rey's long words and seemed to defend himself.

"Huh?" Rey's two eyebrows are getting linked. Feeling confused as to the direction of the old man's question.

"What is the child of Mahavir?" The old man was skeptical.

"Of course, sir."

"Why are you so sure?"

"Because Rachel's not that kind of woman. She was a slightly arrogant and arrogant woman. But she is not a woman who easily relates to many men. Mahavir is the only man in his life. Who loved him."

"If it's like that, why don't you try to tell me about the pregnancy?"

Rey's head was down. "Sorry.I have tried many times to find out the news about Mahavir. But I can't find the slightest gap."

"Stupid!! Stupid!! You really are really stupid!!!" Mr. James cursed loudly while rubbing his face rough with one hand.

Rey gasps. Sculpting with confusion.

"You know what your mistake was?" Again, Mr. James asked with a burst of anger. Rey nodded with her head down.

"Of course, you won't get any more access if you find out the news and circumstances of your friend, because I closed all the gaps regarding Mahavir. But you can find out about me? Aren't you one of the golden employees in my company? You and Mahavir studied my company together. It's not hard for you to hack and figure out a way to contact me directly isn't it? At least you can reach out to Mr. Forrer and tell him about this!"

Rey swallowed his spit back. A little bit of a curse on himself for his stupidity. It did not cross his mind at all. Besides, he knows he can do that.

"How long has it been?" Mr. James' heavy voice again pulled Rey from a momentary daydream. "How many months is he?"

Rey nodded slowly. He doesn't understand that either.

"Mrs.Rachel husband?" A black nurse who had just walked out of the IGD door distracted the two men.

Rey was just about to reply but Mr. James's sharp eyes stopped her. Mr. James stepped forward in place of Rey.

"How is the condition? how is her pregnancy?" Mr. James asked impatiently.

"Mrs. Rachel is awake, fortunately the womb is fine, but her still very weak." (Ny.Rachel is well aware, thankfully her pregnancy is fine, but she is still very weak.)

"Can I see it?"

"Sure, Sir. But she can't move too much yet.

Please don't talk too much with her just yet." (But he hasn't been able to move much. Please don't talk to him too much first.)

"Of course." Mr. James nodded and immediately stepped in after being invited by the nurse. Leaving the stunned Rey in her place.

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Rachel squinted her eyes, circulating her gaze at the all-white room with a very strong disinfectant aroma. His hands raised to touch his head that felt dizzy. But the insulated intravenous needle on the back of his hand made him grimace.

Seeing that, Rachel's consciousness instantly recovered completely. The incident before falling unconscious filled his head, both of his hands directly touching his stomach.

"My son.my son!" The screeches were covered in panic. Raising his body was about to get up from the gurney where he lay.

"STOP, Don't wake up!"

The heavy baritone sound with full intonation of decisiveness made Rachel's head instantly turn to the source of the sound. The middle-aged man stood between the curtains separating bed Rachel and the bed next to him.

Rachel's eyes were rounded with eyes that suddenly felt hot. Clear liquid began to coat his vision. "President..DIR.....?" Stiffen it with a stiff. A single tear just fell on his cheek.

"Yes, that's me." Mr. James stepped forward until his vulnerable body was completely closing in on the side of the gurney. His head lowered into Rachel's condition.

Rachel tergugu's. Unable to speak. Only his tears were able to show how he felt at the moment. While Mr. James stood, his knees suddenly limp until the balance wavers. The old man fell to his knees in front of Rachel who was half lying in her safe. The stern man who last shed tears of regret when his wife disappeared first, now returned to his tears after a long time his heart froze.

His old body trembled, his tears dripping. Full of regret that rested in his heart.

Mr. James was long in such a kneeling position. He was stunned without reacting anything. While Rachel was only able to sob. His tears were getting unstoppable.

Both seemed to dissolve with sadness and thoughts of each other. Until finally the old man spoke softly.

"Please..forgive me..." Said raspy. So many insults and insults that he hurled at the woman, who turned out to be currently pregnant with her future grandchildren. Prospective heirs. Successor to Alister's descendants. He almost repeated his past story. Separating his son with his son, like his father who separated himself from Mahavir.

Mr. James stood up with the help of his staff. He sat half his body on the edge of the gurney and grabbed Rachel's hand. Swiping slowly and slightly patting there. "Sure! You will definitely get back together.

Rachel raised her body, scattering it hugged your body in front of her. The crying broke out there. "I miss him dad."

"I'm sorry Dad. I'm sorry, son." With trembling hands, Mr. James returned Rachel's embrace. Pulling Rachel's weak body into her arms. Gently rubbed his back.

"Take me to see him now. Please find us soon. I can't do it without him Dad...."

"You will meet. But not now."

Hearing that Rachel instantly let go of her embrace. His face looked up, with a deep frown looking at the face of Mr. James. "Do you still doubt me?"

"No son, that's not it." Mr. James' hand moved quickly gently rubbing Rachel's head. "Just now you have to be in total care first. You can't move much." He said with a broken Indonesian accent.

Rachel was filled with panic. Holding his stomach with a racing heart.

"Your relationship is fine." Mr. James said he saw Rachel's panicked body gesture.

"really? my son...my son is still in here?"

Mr. James nodded slowly.

Rachel covered the smile in her tears. "They are your grandchildren, son of Mahavir."

"They? what do you mean they are twins?"

Rachel nodded quickly. "Yes Dad, they're twins. You will have two grandchildren at once. Mahavir will have two children."

Mr. James' hazel-eye bead suddenly sparkled. Seemed very surprised and happy which very filled his heart.

"Can you touch them?"

Rachel nodded and pulled Mr. James' hand. Pasting that big palm on his stomach that had started to bulge.

Taun James' big fingers rubbed him. His smile rose with tears full of novelty that increasingly dripped.

"Boy or a girl?"

Rachel laughed a little. "Their eggs are not clearly visible. They're still too small."

Both of Mr. James' eyebrows were raised. "How many months, son?"

"It's been fourteen weeks. About three months more."

"That means since you've been separated?" Mr. James raised one eyebrow. Little does not understand the calculation.

Rachel lowered. Putting his hand together on the hand of Mr. James who suddenly stopped moving.

"The night before our accident, Mahavir touched me. Leaving half of her in my womb."

Mr. James was silent for a split second then nodded in understanding.

"That night I was finally able to lower my ego and accept it. I admit that I love and love him very much. Apologizing for my tough attitude all along. And Mahavir with an open heart forgave all my actions that had ignored him. We promised each other to be together and inseparable. Each other pledged our love, which seconds later the misfortune happened."

Tears came back from Rachel's eyes considering the fateful incident. His chest was claustrophobic considering the look of Mahavir last time recorded in his memory.

"How is Dad? Is my Vir okay?"

Mr. James took a deep breath and threw away his gaze.

"Dad, is Vir okay? Tell dad. Tell me how he is?"

Mr. James's gaze returned towards Rachel, staring at her pushyly.

"Father...bagaima....."

"Pretty bad..." Lirih Mr. James said with a sigh.

Rachel's hands were raised shut her mouth. His head shook with tears that again glided freely.

"No, that's not possible. You must be lying, right? You're not serious, are you?"

"Before he had improved. But his stubbornness in finding out you're making his condition worse. His spinal cord injury grew larger, so there is a possibility he will experience paralysis.

"Aps... What's??" Rachel's eyes were round in disbelief.

"Do you still want to accept that which is already in that condition?"

"What did dad say? Do you think I finally like it because of the perfection it has?" Rachel's head shook slowly. "No, Dad. I love him sincerely. Whatever the current state and condition."

Mr. James nodded his head. "thank you. And forgive me for making you suffer. I'll be very sorry if I'm late to know all this. I almost hurt my future granddaughter. Thankfully they were strong in there."

"That's because they miss their father. They want to meet Mahavir."

Back in the head Mr. James nodded with a moving hand rubbing Rachel's head.

"You better get back to rest. We've talked too much when the nurse warned me not to bother you too much." Mr. James grabbed his wand and got up from his seat.

"I'm glad you're going to see me."

Mr. James nodded. "Rest first, I'll ask the doctor to move you to a more comfortable room." Clenched Rachel's head and smiled. "Pater's grandchildren are good." Her speech. Subsequent to

Rachel laid back her body and smiled with a full cry. The middle-aged man turned around, uncovered the curtain of barriers and stepped out limping.

Rachel wiped away the tears that washed her face. Reviewing the smile while gently rubbing his stomach.

"Thank you Mommy for sticking around. Our efforts to come here are not in vain, son. You saw that Granpa had promised to bring us together with daddy. Now that we're together praying, I hope daddy's there all right."

Tears of happiness fell along with her eyes closed. Rest his heart filled with relief.

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