Missing In The Heart
Chapters 107.Missed her.

"Dian... Why?"

Bryan who was seriously typing on his MacBook reflexes turned around, looked at the Arab peranakan woman for a moment and then reviewed a thin smile. "Eh, Aya...."

"Job again?" Tanya Raya to Bryan who sat alone by the pool of his house shortly after dinner with a pile of books around him.

Bryan again smiled and nodded. "Which other one?"

"Tuh fun playing monopoly with Risya." Raya pointed with her eyes towards the living room that was a few meters away from them now, while sitting her body on the rattan chair by Bryan's side.

Bryan followed the direction of Raya's view and then turned to look at Raya so closely. The two exchanged glances for a few seconds until Bryan finally disconnected that gaze when the shadow of Raya and Rey who accidentally kissed in his room flashed back in his memory. Bryan quickly turned his gaze back on the Macbook screen in front of him. Trying to focus on what he does.

But Bryan could not focus at all and finally subconsciously let out a long sigh.

Raya frowned and descended on Bryan's side who sat on the floor covered in carpet with a small table and a lit MacBook on it.

"Designs difficult huh?" Reproved, thought that Bryan was having trouble doing his job.

Bryan smiled his smile, shook his head slowly and turned and looked at Raya, who was now only a few cents away from him.

Raya who did not pay attention to Bryan continued to move her face closer to the screen of Bryan's MacBook, curious about what his young lover was doing.

"Don't Rey explain it? Is there anything still unclear?" Just look at Bryan's MacBook screen.

"Yes...."

"Hmm?" Raya's reflexes turned around, her face and Bryan's face were now so close. Until the two can feel each other's breathing on the surface of their respective skin.

Bryan looked back at Raya, locking the woman's gaze by looking at her eyes so deeply. Looking for meaning in a woman who is the same age as her brother.

To be honest Bryan adored the woman so much. Even since he was so young. The woman's friendliness and gentle smile when she first gave her candy, is still recorded clearly in her memory.

It could be said that the woman was the love of her monkey. Love of his childhood.

When I met him again after a long time, the feeling came back. Especially hearing the joke Raya time in the cafe at that time,

"Bryan wants to be sister's boyfriend?"

A joke question from the woman that even made her manly soul rise. Makes Bryan not want to waste the opportunity. Brave to approach him until finally managed to make him his lover.

But Bryan was conscious. It wasn't really her who was in that woman's heart. There was someone who occupied the deepest space of his heart. And the woman in front of him still did not want to admit it.

Should Bryan step in to help him realize his own feelings? Maybe it will hurt her heart a little?

Bryan lowered his gaze on Raya's lips, the lips he had kissed a few months ago. Then slowly advancing his face was about to reach those lips. Trying to find answers there.

Per prediction. Raya quickly pulled her face and turned her gaze away. Avoiding the touch of lips from him. Refusing a kiss from him.

Bryan smiled his smile and returned to his position. "Why avoid?"

Raya smiled awkwardly, her eyes twitching for an excuse.

"Ah, um.not good to see your daddy and mommy." Answer origin.

"When I was at the airport, Aya wasn't shy about kissing me. Even a lot of people saw us back then."

"Huh?" Raya cringing. His eyes were circling for an excuse.

"I understand...." Bryan said with a smile on his lips. "Not to be explained. I get it." He said again realizing the unpleasant face of Raya.

Raya just nodded and shivered awkwardly. He was like a boy when he was close to Bryan. The figure of a handsome young man with a cold and indifferent aura that sometimes made him misbehave. But does he love her? I don't know, he hasn't been able to interpret his feelings for the young man either.

"So Aya asked, is there still something that is not clear even though Rey has explained it to me?" bryan asked, shifting the subject.

"Hm?" Raya raised both her eyebrows then nodded. "Yes, didn't he explain everything?"

Bryan shook his head and looked back at Raya's entire face. Wanted to see the woman's reaction after what she was about to say at this moment.

"Sir Rey didn't explain anything earlier."

"Then were you guys....?"

"Sir Rey just reasoned. Actually, he wanted to find out all about Lily's sister." Bryan is lying.

Both eyebrows are raised again. "Lilly? Why with?" Asked who had not caught the direction Bryan was talking.

"It looks like Rey's brother is interested in Lily's sister. Plan tomorrow brother Rey will shoot Lily's sister while taking Rachel's sister to visit her mother's grave brother Vir tomorrow."

"Huh?" Raya was startled for a moment then quickly changed her facial expression. "Oh...."

"Say, if Lily's sister accepts her, Rey's sister will immediately propose to Lily's sister and marry her."

"Huh?" Back Kingdom was suffocated with a face that looked so shocked. Even impressed in shock. "Se... Seriously?"

"Yes, Rey herself said that in my room." The lie.

Raya stunned. Shut up in his position. His mind ran somewhere. And his expression was clearly visible to Bryan. It made Bryan even more sure of what was on his mind.

"Yes...." Call him but Raya was still stunned.

"Yes..." Call him again.

"Huh?" She looked and smiled awkwardly. "Oh, sorry Ian. What was? It's less clear."

"I haven't said anything."

"Oh..."

"Yes...?"

"Hm, yeah?"

Bryan grabbed Raya's hand. Grasping and squeezing it a little slowly. "Don't lie to your heart. When I like to say I like. When darling says dear. When love says love. Do not be proud of your own feelings. Regrets always come later. Don't let Aya just realize it when the person is already owned by someone else." He said while staring at the two beads of the eyes of the Kingdom fixed

Raya was stunned for a moment, but quickly mastered the feeling. "What the hell? Who likes who?" Elaborately.

Raya removed her hand from Bryan's grasp, then patted the young man's arm. "What are you talking about? In heart? Well it must be you."

"Related?" Bryan looked at Raya so deeply. His face was so serious that it looked so mature. It doesn't even look like he's 18.

Raya slightly hesitated to receive those cold-impressed eyes.

"What the hell? Maybe your brain is hot from too much learning. It's been. Come on, let's join them." Take it while standing up from Bryan's side. Try to act normal as usual.

Bryan grunts his smile. Turn off the MacBook and close it, then stand up. Follow Raya's steps to join the others in the living room.

***

The day is so bright. Blue clouds hang over the horizon. Rey is behind the wheel. Drove the vehicle so gallantly through the winding streets past several hills with views of rice fields arranged neatly.

Beside him sat Lily who had been engrossed in admiring the beauty of the scenery presented along the road they passed. While in the rear passenger seat, Raya and Rachel.

Well, Raya decided to come with them because she couldn't sleep all night thinking about Bryan's words. His mind was filled with shadows of how Rey proposed to Lily. As much as possible Raya ignored her feelings but her heart was getting disturbed. Irresistible and unwilling if Rey is owned by another woman.

But it's only natural that Rey chose another woman? He and Rey had nothing to do. Especially during this time he also desperately away from the man. Why is he even afraid of losing?

As of this moment, Kingdom was unceasingly observing the interaction between Rey and Lily in front of him. With a friendly Rey explained the area they passed on to the crossbred woman beside him. Both look so familiar, they look so close.

Of jealousy? Is he jealous now?

Raya quickly shook her head, dispelling her thoughts. Choosing to throw your face on the window glass next to it. Looking at the wide open rice fields out there. But his brain and heart are out of sync. Many times his mind was evasive, but his heart always managed to guide his organs to pay attention to the man in front of him again.

Okay, Raya admits that she's a little jealous right now. Especially when Rachel stopped by to buy flowers for Mahavir's mother, Raya saw Rey also bought a bunch of roses. Surely the flower is to give it to Lily later, right?

Raya took a long breath. He leaned his back against the car seat and closed his eyes. His heart was not strong to see the familiarity between Rey and Lily who along the way continued to chat non-stop.

Unbeknownst to Raya, Rachel who was sitting next to him now smiled. He silently blinked his eyes at Rey and Lily who were looking at him from the reflection of the front mirror. It was as if he was signaling to both.

A few hours of travel that is quite tiring it finally ends in front of a very large field with many mounds in it.

Rachel hurried over to one of the mounds that were a little further up the small hill ahead. This time he was wearing flat shoes that made it easy to walk. In his hand held a bouquet of carnations exactly as Mahavir chose at that time, at which time he preferred white roses.

Rachel's smile grew with a drop of clear hair that fell in the corner of her eye, when she recalled the incident when she and Mahavir went through the road where she was walking.

Given how rude he pelted Mahavir with his heels at that time. Even Mahavir's agonizing screams and his angry face were still perfectly recorded in his memory.

Rachel stopped for a moment. Looking down at the path in front of him. Where at that time Mahavir squatted put his shoes on his feet there. His tears came back with a smile on his lips. Rachel quickly rubbed the corner of her eye.

Rachel put her feet in front one by one. Passing the cobblestone path where Mahavir led him to walk using his oversized shoes. Where Mahavir at that time was so troubled with his belongings. His slingbag hanging from Mahavir's neck, his big hand holding heels and a bouquet of flowers, and one hand holding his hand tightly.

Rachel played back all the memories while she was in that place with Mahavir. Recalling how his face was upset with the interlocking forehead and the brow that was folded but still worried about him by continuing to say, 'Be careful of the way, it will fall. Slippery path.'

Remembering that made Rachel could no longer hold back her cries. Instantly her sobs broke. Rachel dropped her body crouched down and hid her face between her knees.

Vir....

Miss you...

Miss you... Vir...

Rachel kept calling out Mahavir's name. Crying was there.

Lily, Raya and Rey who were walking a little far behind him rushed up to him. Raya crouches on her left side and Lily on her right side, while Rey stands right behind Rachel's back. Slightly patted Rachel's back to calm her down.

"Chelin....."

The tears of the Kingdom came to see the sadness of his best friend, as well as Lily.

"Chelin...." Call again.

Realizing that the two women on her left right side were saddened to see her, Rachel quickly rubbed her wet cheeks and raised her head. Reviewing her bitter smile then stood up with the help of Raya and Lily who held both arms.

"I'm fine's... I'm good. Thank...." He then mended his mood and smiled again.

Raya also released her grip on Rachel and rubbed the corner of her eyes.

"Rachel... We both miss him. Don't be sad alone." Rey said behind Rachel withholding her cries. Rey really misses her best friend. Worrying about his condition and hoping for his recovery.

Rachel turned around, smiling bitterly at Rey. Smile with a lot of pain in it. Make Rey immediately pull the fragile woman into his arms. Bringing Rachel's head over her shoulders. Giving the woman his sturdy shoulder to just lean on exposes her sadness.

Back sobs Rachel broke in there. Summoned Mahavir's name and called for his longing. Two other women clutch Rachel from the side to make Rey drown with three women.

Realizing that, Rey quickly cleared her throat and smiled awkwardly. What was the dream last night that he could hug and be embraced by three angels who were so beautiful? Is this a dream? I just imagined that he had never done this in his entire life.

"Hey, if anyone sees us, I'd think I'm the man who hurt three women." Candanya while releasing her embrace. "While I have none." Continue with a glance Raya.

Lily laughs after Rey's eyes and embraces the man's arm. The Kingdom who saw that instantly shifted its gaze.

Rachel also chuckled softly and hit Rey's arm. The firm arm of her husband's friend. Which at this time also he knows the reason why Mahavir can be so familiar with men who were not so considered. A man who has so much empathy.

Rachel turned her head towards Raya with a smile on her face. Basic prestige!! It's foolish to waste this man Ra.

Raya raised both eyebrows, as if asking the intent of her best friend's gaze. But Rachel simply shook her head, smiled and averted her gaze.

"Now I'm fine. Let me go there myself." He said then stepped back towards the navel of Mahavir's mother.

Lily, Raya and Rey who stood between them just silent looking at the back of Rachel who walked further and further forward, walking up a small hill to one pusara that was on the hill.

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