Heart Words.

Heart Words.
Chapter 07's


The lunch box in front of Arif was empty, not a single grain of rice was left. He was very hungry, besides, Kana's cooking made him addicted. What happened to that strange girl? Why is it that knowing that Kana works elsewhere makes Arif feel a little worried. What job? Whereabouts? Will he eat enough?


"Hhhh." Arif leaned his back on his chair. To exfoliate his stomach that had just been spoiled by Kana's cooking. "ah! Why is his face always on." Arif shook his head. He tried to close his eyes, but the shadow of a pair of Kana eyes that have a unique color even more so. Arif cleaned his lunch box, washed his hands and washed his face in the bathroom, to refresh his mind from the persuasive influence of Yoga and the shadow of Kana when several times he and Kana accidentally engaged in skinship.


"Imagine, how comfortable you are if Kana can always be near you. The smell of morphine from him can always make you relax, right? So, my advice is, you pay him double, so he's full day at work just for you. You can freely tell him to come to the hospital, anther lunch, or between clothes, or whatever. The smell can always be around you. Or you can also tell him to nginep also at your place. How's it?"


The crazy advice from Yoga is actually quite Arif consider. Not only because of the smell of Kana that makes Arif like an addicted person, but on the other hand, Arif was worried that Kana's thin and small body was unable and forced to make it will fall ill.


"ah! What I care about, let it go, is up to him. His business. After all, I'm not that addicted to the smell of the irk." Arif keeps bracing himself from Yoga advice. Trying not to be swayed.


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Kana's phone rang, Danu's name on it almost made Kana scream so happy. He immediately went out through the back door of the bar. Yes, it has been a few days that Kana finally received an offer to replace the position of women who had met him in front of the minimarket as cleaning services. Kana looking for a place to mojok so as not to be too noisy with the sound of music inside.


"Mas Danu?" Kana's voice was as bright as the dry season sun. "Mas Danu where are you? Kana Telepin never lifted, Kana SMS never reply. Danu also never called Kana. Danu's fine, right?" Kana nyerocos long just like that with a feeling of joy. But, strangely his interlocutor is not as enthusiastic as Kana. Sounds tend to be nervous and gloomy.


"Where...sorry." said Danu finally making a sound.


"Eh, what's wrong with Danu? How weak does that sound?" kana asked, immediately feeling so worried about the man who had promised to marry her.


"Where, I think, we can no longer continue." Danu said just like that.


"What-what?" Kana's smile was lost to the earth. "Mas Danu's kidding again, huh? Mas Danu again want a surprise, yes, for Kana?" The woman is still trying to think positively.


"I'm not kidding, right. Our relationship must end. I can't continue our relationship anymore."


"But, but why, Mom? What reason? Am I wrong? Our relationship has been good, right, Mom? Is it because I work in the city? But, Danu promised, I'll wait for me. We're getting married next year, right? But why is it like this? What's wrong?"


"I'm sorry, I can't keep my promise to you." said Danu, sounding no remorse even though his tone was limp.


"But what's the reason?"


"Because I'm married to someone."


"WHAT?!" Kana Buyak did not believe in his own hearing. "Mas.... Was she married? Who is Mas with? Which woman did you marry?!" Kana's voice was shaking, tears were filling her eyes. Next to his hand gripped the tip of his fresh shirt firmly.


"June." replied Danu. The answer that gives Kana an effect like being struck by lightning in a night full of stars.


"June your best friend."


"What?" Tears eventually shed both of Cana's cheeks. "June.. but why Mas? How could you two betray me? Why so much heart? What's my fault, Mas? What's my cage?" Why are you so evil?!" Cana's screams were full of grief.


"Sorry, Kana, we've been in a relationship for a long time. It's been a long time since I turned away from you, it's been a long time since me and Jun have liked each other. But I have a reason!" Danu is still trying to find a defense and justification for her treatment of Cana.


"Oh, huh?! What's the reason you betrayed me with my best friend, huh?!"


"Because she's much more feminine than you. He can take care of himself like women in general. You know, how I don't like it if you're too indifferent to how you look. And to me, you're too masculine."


"What's? Just because it's my best friend's affair?"


"It's not entirely my fault and my wife's fault,"


Cana's heart was pierced by a machete when she heard Danu defend her and called June her 'my wife' to her.


"Just the one who never appreciated my favorite, you always ignored my desire that you take care of yourself more, more feminine, and not always work in the fields with your father."


"Mas!" Kana finally raised her voice. Can't stand the weird reason Danu made. "You know for yourself how my life is. If I don't help you in the fields, who else? If I don't help my mom and dad work, who else? If Mas wants me to take care of myself, why did Mas not buy me his skincare? I don't have a lot of money to buy skincare that's not cheap!"


"But-"


"Whatever your reason for defending yourself, it's still you and Jun are evil to me! If indeed Mas did not like me, Mas should have said from the beginning when Mas turned in June. Don't keep pretending to love me, but betray me behind my back, then stab me so sadistically and cruelly like this! So mean! Don't you have any humanity?!"


"Where, i...."


"Your apology I refuse! Until I will never forgive you! I swear you got karma from what you did to me!" Without having to wait for more defense from the voice of Danu, who he had longed for so much, Kana immediately disconnected the phone and revoked the battery of his phone.


"Yahoooo!" her tears broke in the corner of the bar building, her body slumping while leaning against the wall. While bending both knees, Kana broke her cries, releasing the tightness in her chest, trying to pull the machete that stuck deep in her heart.


"How come you are, I have the heart of June!"


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