Heart Words.
Chapter 44's

Kana looked at Arif with a confident gaze, although her heart was also pounding as this would be the moment that ascertained whether the fear was still there, whether the shadow of her frightening past still affected her, whether it affected her, can he face his fears and control them. Kana will know now. His heart was pounding, but also curious.

Another case that Kana felt, what Arif felt was much more nano-nano, there was fear, there was worry, there was curiosity, there was impatience, there was hunger, there was hunger, everything mixed together to make his heart beat uncharacteristically.

Arif cleared his throat, trying to dispel his own doubts.

"OK," he said later after a while of sculpting. "Stop me if you're not ready yet."

Kana nodded steadily. He even stood like a man who was ready to fight to the extent that Arif who had been stubborn and full concentration had to be dissolved because he saw how serious the expression and the way Kana stood, he said, as if Arif was threatening her, Kana was quick to kick Arif with her slender legs.

But Arif restrained his smile, he did not want to break the confidence and confidence that had been embedded in Cana.

Slowly Arif stepped, like a slow motion, with a gaze that locked Kana's eyes tightly and deeply. He did so carefully, not wanting to rush this first practice exam since Kana consulted a psychologist. With every move he makes, Arif tries to anticipate Kana's body language.

And so is Kana. The look of Arif's eyes filled with feeling made him even more pounding. Not a scared person half-dead, but another beat. The intoxicating leafan. Until Arif stood with a super thin distance.

Kana raised her head, Arif lowered her head, until their two eyes locked onto each other, sending out feelings of each other. Arif was silent for a moment, doing nothing but staring and anticipating the response of Kana's body.

Kana herself tried to decipher the beating of her heart. He felt no fear, Arif's intense gaze clouded his dark memories, his fear. That sincere, heartfelt look of the eyes wipes away the memory of the lightning-filled, hungry eyes of those who were on the verge of a coup, also Danu's old eye gaze asked Kana to do that.

Arif's hand began to move after seeing no negative response from Kana. Her warm fingers touched Kana's cheeks slowly, rubbing her gently, passing her gently even until the effect was very careful as if Kana was a parchment from ancient times that would have become ash if not full of caution. He tucked a pinch of Kana's hair behind the earlobe, his thumb once again rubbing the earlobe with tenderness.

Kana felt a strange warmth and taste in her body. No, it's not fear or feeling that makes him uncomfortable. Precisely, the small touch of Arif makes it so peaceful.

The other hand Arif moved to touch Kana's cheek from the other side, rubbing his thumb on Kana's cheek which had acne scars, but did not reduce the sweet and beautiful levels of his wife.

Arif's face began to move, getting closer....

Close-up...

Kana could feel a warm breath on her cheek...

Kana clenched her hands on her own side, Arif's hands like having radar, the hand that had touched Kana's nape after touching the earlobe, she moved down to reach one of Kana's hands that were clenched, and she moved down to reach one of Kana's hands, squeezing it slowly, bringing warmth and comfort into his hands.

And finally.... Arif managed to erode the distance between them, there was no more empty space between the two. Her lips were fused with Cana's lips.

Arif kissed her lightly and gently, no coercion at all, just briefly, as he let go of the touch of their lips, rewinding his face to make sure his wife was okay.

"How's it?" ask Arif.

Kana blinked her eyes.

"You're all right, right?"

"It seems." replied Kana hesitated.

"Looks?" Arif parroted with a frown. "So, how do you feel now?"

"I... Deg degan." answered Kana honestly.

"Sama, me too."

"Mas why deg degan too?"

"Fear." replied Arif as he wrapped his hands around Kana's waist.

"Fearful? Do I need a consultation with Dr Ani?" Kana's innocent question and her changed expression was very worried making Arif could not bear to singleness his wide smile.

"Why are you so funny." Arif pinched the squash on Kana's cheek.

"Ish, I'm not joking anymore. Seriously, again."

"Eatya be funny gini, make me so add klepek-keplek with you."

"Ih, the guy I asked seriously Mas! Afraid why? Did you ever have trauma, too? Did you ever almost get a*sa too?"

Kana's question successfully made Arif spout his laughter. Completely beyond the prediction of the question that Kana asked, what made Arif even more anxious was Kana's expression that was so serious.

Because of that laughter, Kana became upset herself, she was really worried about Arif, but Arif's reaction even laughed at him. It sucks!

Kana pushes Arif, he is about to leave, but Arif's arms are directly coiled around the waist to Kana's stomach, holding her in position.

"Suddenly late?" asked Arif quietly in Kana's earlobe.

"Yes, his brother Mas even laughs me, I'm really worried, Mas afraid why, why Mas Arif can be scared too. That way. But Mas even laughed. Sebel!"

Arif kissed Kana's cheek so hot.

"I'm okay, baby. I never had any trauma. My fear isn't that I have bad events personally." Arif twisted Kana's body so that they would face each other again.

"I'm afraid because I'm afraid of hurting you like that. I'm afraid this trial will scare you as much as I did back then. I'm afraid you're drowning again in your past fears. That's what I'm afraid of, baby."

Cana thins her lips. Turning his face away from Arif's gaze that made his bones look like they were mewling in all directions.

"Oh.." That's all that came out of the tiny lips that had just been let out a short, gentle sneer that strangely sent out a strange vibration in Kana's chest recess.

"How are you? You all right? What are you feeling? Is it still scared? Did that bad memory come up again when I kissed you?"

"Eng.... Bad memories come up anyway, but..."

"But?"

"But escaped. Like a screen tipi that has a lot of ants. It is almost unclear his memory. And I'm not scared at all."

"really?" Both of Arif's eyebrows rose, looking at Kana proudly.

Kana nodded.

"But.."

"But what?"

"I'm upsetting the weird feeling of the time."

"What strange feeling?"

"Hour heart breaks, not out of fear. But because... What yes... I don't understand myself either, I thought I'd had a strange feeling like this before." replied Kana honestly. The answer that invited a big smile on Arif's face.

"If so, what if we try again, so that we can know what that feeling is?"

Ah elah's... The mode of Dr. Arip.

Kana raised her head again as Arif's face approached again and eroded the distance, a breath on Kana's cheek making Kana's eyes reflexively close.

Arif guided Cana's hand to be placed on Arif's shoulders. The lips of the two halal people also touched again. This time it wasn't just a short test run. Because Arif began to kiss his wife's lips with a feeling that exploded. Draining the stings that made Cana's blood rustle violently. Like so many butterflies born in the belly of Cana, flying here and there.

Arif releases their lips against each other to see the face of Kana... Ah, beautiful, really!

"How now?" ask Arif.

"My stomach..."

"Why is your stomach?"

"There are butterflies."

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