Heart Words.
Chapter 30's
Yoga and Jodi did not stop laughing until they choked on broccoli from capcay which became one of the lunch menus in the hospital canteen, not even concerned with the gazes of the nurses who chose the canteen as a place to enjoy a short break.
"Racaine!" arif said he saw Jodi choking and Yoga patting her on the back. After telling his heart and soul unrest to his two friends that he got instead of getting a solution instead got a trick and laughter that eventually made Jodi choke.
Arif pushed his plate which was still half intact, no longer eager to eat anymore. His mind was confused, his heart was troubled, and his body was too weak to respond to his two friends.
And the Jodi still had time to chuckle again after the choking subsided.
"Yeah you're weird too, Rif! Want to sleep but the way horror is. Still mending the Kana out of the elevator just directly ngibrit run doang, if I so Kana, that's my mouth already sambit using flip-flops." said Jodi judge Arif who is increasingly vulnerable.
"What should my crus be? I'm actually laughing at the emotion, and the atmosphere." Arif clucked in frustration while rubbing his face.
"Yes keep going, don't get away with it." Timpal Yoga's.
"How?" Arif is really in Lola mode. Old loading.
"Yes, you buy duct tape, you take deketin the Kana, you put the duct tape on your body." Jodi answered.
"Damn it! I'm serious!"
Jodi and Yoga laughed. It was truly a living ordeal confiding with the two men in front of him. But instead of going from two annoying creatures named friends, Arif even slid half his body on the canteen table.
"Okay, gini, the first thing you have to do is apologize, you do not need to first discuss about feelings and mating, mating, the important thing is to show first your regrets until he is not afraid anymore deket-deket same bachelor ngebet mating kayak lo."
Although it feels like Arif is keen to pin Jodi's head with his feet, but he holds it because this time Jodi has started to get serious.
"Trus, you find out where the club he works at. If you can find the owner of the club, and ask the owner of the club not to extend Kana's work period, yes if it is love, you come out looking to pay the penalty of his work contract."
Arif nodded listening to the second suggestion of Yoga.
"But he must be angry that I sabotaged his work."
"Yes, of course, but there is the art, bro, you have to fight to get the heart of a person who is already lo sosor. Ahahaha!"
Damn it his friends!
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After hours of practice and no scheduled surgery that day, Arif was discharged from the hospital in a very timely manner. Not to go home, but to run as soon as possible advice from Jodi. Yeah, apologise.
He drove his car to Kosan Kana. But unfortunately, the streets are always crowded with road users make the trip hampered and stagnated for one hour.
His car stopped in front of the alley, he set his breath to relieve the nervousness that attacked the village. This was the first time Arif had felt nervous about facing a woman. In the past, when liking and expressing his feelings for Yunia, he was not as nervous and misguided as this behavior.
Throughout the jammed journey, he used to practice talking and composing sentences of natural apology and did not seem pushy. Word by word he chose the most fitting to touch the heart of Kana. He was sure, his apology would leave Kana touched.
He did not know that all day Cana had only confined herself in her dormitory. Not opening the window curtain even suddenly permission not to enter work as a nanny this afternoon.
The memory of how rude Arif was this morning when forcing******* Kana's lips always made her body overreact. Shaking and cold sweat. Kana doesn't lie and doesn't exist when she says she's scared. Yeah, he's scared.
The reason was not only because of Arif's aggressive attitude. But because what happened this morning throws Kana to a past memory that made her almost lose her honor.
Kana still remembers when she was in the fields a few years ago, when it was late afternoon, when all the farmers had left the fields, Kana chooses to remain in the rice fields only to enjoy her solitude then two men, out of nowhere, who are obviously two men not from the same village, they suddenly dragged Kana into an empty saung in the middle of a deserted field. Kana rebels, hits, scratches, kicks, but the more Kana fights, the more the two men go crazy.
One man smothered Kana's mouth, while the other tried to strip Kana of her clothes, trying to open her own pants.
No matter how hard Cana tried to shout and resist, her strength was not worth the energy of two men of equanimity. Until the man who was trying to open his pants off guard, at that time it was as strong as he had Kana kicking a vital tool that had been seen stiffening behind the material of the man's pants.
The man looked down at his throbbing bird, saw his friend in pain, the man who smothered Kana also let his guard down, at that time Kana bit the man's hand hard until Kana was sure the bite tore the skin of the man's hand.
The makian came out of their mouths. Kana did not care, she clawed at the eyes of the man she had bitten her hand because the man was about to touch Kana again. And Kana again kicked********* the still throbbing guy. And in that way Kana finally escaped, limped out of the field, shouted for help, just then suddenly Kana heard a voice. The voice of a man calling his name. Kana looked, but there was no one.
"Where! Cana! Open door!" The sound was getting clearer with a bang. Kana gets sucked back in the present, she blinked. I don't know when he's been lying on the floor. His cheeks stuck perfectly to the cold floor, but the huge sweat of corn kernels filled his forehead.
"Where! I know you're inside. Please open the door!"
"Again in the bathroom, kali Mas." voice recited from next door kosan. Neighbor Kana who last night met with Arif, returned to the house.
"Is he out again?"
"It looks like he did not, this morning it was out, work he said. But back and forth, it's not coming out anymore."
"Dobrak aja Mas. Fear why-why in dalem." Tell the other neighbors.
"It's okay, I will compensate" said Arif.
"Oh yaudah, it doesn't matter what, break it down Mas, worry about us-we too."
Arif nodded, he took a few steps back, taking a step to break the door using his own body.
1...2...3
Taps! Taps! Taps!
Chequek!
The door moved open just as Arif was in the pose of breaking him, as a result of which the man fell down kissing the floor when the door opened wide.
"Akh!"
The neighbors who watched also grimaced.
"Well, is that okay?" ask neighbor.
"It's okay" replied Kana, grimacing heartlessly at Arif who fell and his neighbors who gathered in front of his room.
"Oalah, Masnya until very worried Mbak Kana not nyaut-nyaut from earlier."
"I'm fine" said Kana giving emphasis, as if the answer was also given to Arif who got up while rubbing his elbow.
"Yaudah, Mas have met ya Mbak Kananya, we say goodbye first, do not be alone in the dalem ya Mbak Mas, let not be raided."
Arif thinned his lips to hear the neighbor's last words before Arif and Cana were left in front of the room. More precisely, Arif was standing in front of the room, while Kana was standing inside the room with her door only half open, and Kana was standing there holding the door.
"What's the Doctor coming for?" kana asked, reluctant to see Arif's face.
"You sick? Why is it so pale?" Instead of answering, Arif asked another question instead.
"No, I just mostly sleep."
Implusive Arif reached out to touch Kana's forehead, but reflexively exaggerated, Kana instead brushed off Arif's hand very roughly.
"I told you I was okay. Now the doctor is coming home." Kana was about to close the door, but Arif held her back, using her feet as a barrier.
"Wait, Kana, I want to talk to you."
"Speak what else, Doc?"
"I want to apologize about this morning."
"I told you, I'm sorry. Now the doctor can go home, right?"
"But you're avoiding me, Kana."
Kana looked at Arif with a look of disbelief. "Yes, I avoided the doctor, because I was afraid. What did the doctor expect from my response?"
"Yes, I know, I've been outrageous. I accuse you, judge you, offend you, to the point of making you fear me so much. I'm really sorry, Kana. Please, please, don't be afraid of me. Don't ignore me." Pinta Arif's. Weld.
Kana took a long breath. He closed his eyes, turning his face away from Arif who was looking at him softly.
"That's it, I need time. Because now I'm still scared."
Arif's biggest regret is that he was so aware of his feelings for Kana, when he wanted to be someone who could provide shelter and lean on, she said, instead he became someone who made the woman he loved fear him.
Ironical.
But, there was one thing that caught on to his vision on Kana's attitude, Kana's body trembling. And no matter where the whisper comes from, Arif believes Kana's fear is not just because of the incident this morning. There is something that triggers Kana's fear to go big.
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