Heart Words.
Chapter 27

Three days passed after Kana returned from the village and resumed her usual activities. And for three days also he did not meet with Arif because Arif was staying at the hospital because of the many schedule of operations and consultations with his patients. Even so, Kana always brought breakfast and lunch to the hospital. Sometimes put on the desk repressionist, sometimes if lucky he can meet with Yoga and leave it to Yoga. But somehow he chose not to deliver it to Arif's room directly.

Since their discussion under the rice tent, Kana felt not ready to meet face to face with Arif, not because she had not decided on Arif's offer, but since then in his heart it's always been like a little drum being pounded, it's a total shock at his heart.

Kana realized and did not deny that she had fallen in love with the goodness of Arif. It's just that, social strata enough to make himself not dare to say what is in his heart. He knows himself well enough, he doesn't deserve to be with a successful young surgeon.

Kana took a deep breath, hugging the long broomsticks behind the club building, she turned her head to look at the quiet night sky of the stars.

What's he supposed to do? Arif's offer had a very reasonable reason. His return to the village three days ago with news of his relationship and his wedding plans with the city doctor, made his family's good name back. If he thwarts the wedding plan, it is not impossible that the citizens will increasingly mock and demean their family names.

But if he accepts Arif's offer, gets married for a year, lives one roof, meets and interacts every day, won't it torture him too? What's more, it's very clear in Kana's mind that someone like Arif can't possibly have any sort of liking until he loves village and village women like himself. Considering her ex alone was very beautiful and definitely not from the social strata down.

"What should I decide?" his weakness.

While he was enjoying the turmoil that struck his heart, a commotion broke out, when two people were dragged out by the club security. The two men were forced to be detained by each security side because the two men were seen still wanting to attack.

Cana who saw the situation was no longer conducive to rallying, she chose to move from her place, but dear, just as she walked towards the door of the building, she said, one of the two men escaped the check of the security guard, and the person who was targeted was instead made to avoid the brunt of the man who got out of control.

BUGS!

The hard and strong bogeman landed on the wrong target.

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"Not coming home yet?" tanya Yoga turned her head into Arif's room. The practice hours were up, the operating schedule was finally empty, and Arif chose to remain in his room, laying himself on top of the examination gurney.

"Later." replied Arif just as he closed his eyes with his hands.

"Is it the same as Kana?" This time it was not the voice of Yoga that asked, but the voice of Jodi.

Arif just took a breath. While the two sohibnya put each other's heads, then shook each other.

They both compact into the room Arif which when clearly the owner of the room needs time to rest.

"Why lo? I have noticed since returning from his village, Kana, you often daydreamed" said Jodi.

"The real danger loh if lo kayak is fitting again to operate." Yoga reminded.

"You can't be noisy and go home? I want to sleep."

"Well, now in your apartment there is no bed until you have to sleep on a mattress check?" Instead of obeying the request of his best friend, Jodi and Yoga instead sit comfortably in two single chair in front of Arif's table.

"Gue can't go home anymore, because I have to clear my mind."

"Why is your apartment?"

"My apartment is fine. But I guess I'm the one who didn't."

"What pain does Lo?" ask Jodi.

"Gue promised her family Kana will marry Kana next month."

"Wow!" Yoga widened his eyes.

"What?!" Jodi also widened her eyes as wide as a rug. "What did you do to her?"

"Never happened anything between me and Kana, but what happened in the village yesterday... So many are out of control."

"But you didn't plan the charade if you were dating her ex Kana, did you?"

"yeah. It was well."

"Trus why all of a sudden so there's an appointment to marry everyone?" ask Yoga.

Arif took a deep breath, and began to tell what had happened in the village for three days, an experience that Arif had not had time to tell the two sohibnya because of his busy schedule.

As long as Arif told me about what he experienced in the village, it was certain that the expressions of his two best friends were. Surprised, laughing, and of course the plunge did not miss them to present to the surgeon. What's more when it comes to the story where Arif feels strange with his unwilling feelings if Kana decides to foil the plan she has promised in front of the Kana family.

"Fix, you're in love with Kana!" Jodi drew a conclusion.

"Fell in love?" Arif is doubtful. "Or actually what makes me not willing is, my good name will be ugly in the eyes of the family if I do not keep my promise?"

"It's empty, it's just an excuse to fool your own feelings." Yoga shook his hands.

"Now try to remember, every time you do not meet Kana, is there no longing? Is there no worry? And if you meet again, is there no sense of wanting to get close to him? Isn't there a sense of how I look at him? Does your heart not pause-jedug?" Jodi at length makes Arif feel and understand his own feelings.

Arif recalled all the feelings and turmoil he felt every time he saw Kana and recalled the worries every time he imagined the girl living alone in that boarding place.

"Please, don't make the reason for your social status prevent yourself from being honest with your own heart." Yoga reminded.

Arif shakes.

"Okay, let's go back, Lo try to think again my words and Jodi, I'm sure only Lo who understands your own heart. All you have to do is be honest with yourself, and listen to your heart." Yoga got up, while shaking his head at Jodi, coding for Jodi to rise from her seat.

"One more thing, don't make your experience of failure the same Yunia the reason for the trauma of macem abege! Look out for Lo's brain so shallow."

Finally, after giving advice on the wisdom of the adult style of Yoga and Jodi, Arif was left alone in his room. Wrestling with his own feelings, diving in and pervading also understands what his heart feels and what his heart wants.

Long enough Arif was silent in his room, he closed his eyes. Until one point he was sure what he was feeling, and what his heart was saying.

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