Heart Words.
Chapter 29's

Kana moved back, of course, the girl must have been surprised by Arif's super soul-pleasing remark. Both of Kana's eyes were perfectly rounded.

"Doctor's healthy?" ask Kana.

Arif sighed. Then she pulled out Kana's hand again, but Kana was quiet on the spot, apparently afraid that Arif would kiss her.

"I'm not gonna kiss you, okay? Here, let me treat your wound" he said later. But Kana looked at him suspiciously.

"Hey, why see me like that? I'm not gonna kiss you, okay? It was just the origin, because you kept lying. Here!"

Finally Kana returned to her position right in front of Arif, letting Arif's hands treat the wounds on her face.

"Tell me, who did this?"

"Work accident, Doc." Again Kana's answer made Arif anxious to bite him.

"Okay, let's change the question. What did you do last night or rather, what did you do every night?"

"Eh?" The expression on Kana's face changed. "D-where does the doctor know I work nights?"

"So you really work nights? And your face is the result of your work? Answer me! An honest answer? What are you working on? Where do you work?!"

"Akhs! Sick Doc!" Kana grimaced as she felt Arif's hand clutching her wrist firmly.

"Sorry, sorry!" Hurriedly Arif released the grip of the hand. Really, he himself did not realize it. Suddenly, there was anger hitting him.

"Tell me honestly, Kana, what's your job until you have to work nights? What is the salary I give you? Don't you work as a babysitter too?" arif asked, this time much calmer although still sounding firmness in his tone.

"I work at the club." replied Kana, bowing her head, until she did not know how a look of surprise appeared on Arif's handsome face.

"Club?!" The high tone escaped from the lips made Kana back to retreat. She's terrified. This is not the first time Kana sees Arif angry, but this time Arif's anger is different. There was a glimmer of disappointment in the man's eyes. "Aren't you thinking about your father, mother and sister? How could you betray their trust! Was all this time your innocence just a mask to cover the real you? Huh huh? Answer?!" This time it sounded a furious tone at Arif's heavy voice.

"What do you mean by doctor?" kana asked, she was confused, completely clueless with the anger that exploded from Arif. "What's wrong if I work as-"

"You still asking?!" Arif glaring. His hand grabbed both of Kana's upper arms. "How much did they pay you? Answer me! I'll buy you!"

"I'm not an item!" Kana finally replies to Arif's words that make her more clueless and unreasonable.

Yes, Arif has already lost his wits so much at the moment. Imagining Kana in the arms of a striped male, letting them enjoy Kana's body, imagining Kana serving them for a payment that Kana might have collected to pay her family's debt makes Arif angry. But, Arif has already paid it off. He did not even intend to ask the Kana family to replace him. He helped Kana.

"Oh yeah?! You sold your honor!"

"What is this doctor talking about?!" Kana tries to push the chest field and width, but Arif keeps locking Kana's upper arm.

"You sold yourself there, Kana! Do you still want to avoid too? Answer me, how much are you worth? I'll buy you!"

"What?" Both eyes of Kana bought, now he just realized what happened. Arif misunderstood her. "Did the doctor think I was whoring there?" Kana's voice trembled saying it.

"Let's do what you do every night with those people, not only will I pay you, but I'll buy you whatever your price is!"

"I'm not an item!" Shouted Kana. "And the Doctor misunderstood, I just-"

The next second that happened Kana could no longer continue his words because Arif had locked Cana's lips with his lips. He kissed Cana's lips violently. Very rude even. His mind was covered in fog. Eyes darken. He is losing his mind. He had even forgotten that Kana's lips had been injured. But she passes it on, plus the scent of Kana's body further makes Arif a craze.

Cana rebelled, he tried to hit, push, kick, but his strength was not comparable to Arif's power. He was getting more panicked, his demeanor, his body began to tremble, shadows and memories of the past made Kana finally cry in fear. The tears and the sound of Kana's sobbing awakened Arif's madness that controlled the man's sanity.

Arif immediately let go of his rough appearance, regret was mapped on his face as soon as he saw how Kana's lips swelled as a result of his actions as well as the wound in the corner of the lip. Tears had already flooded that frightened face, even his body was shaking violently.

"Where.. I am. I'm sorry, I..."

"What?" It was like being doused in soapy water in a crowd of people. Arif was so embarrassed.

"What is the sweeping, mopping and wiping of the tables in the eyes of the Doctor including the work of selling themselves? Then how is it different from my job as ART here?"

Arif. Losing all his intelligence. Losing all speech ability.

She wanted to touch Kana again, just to calm her trembling body, but Kana avoided. His eyes looked at Arif with fear as well as disappointment that shrunk Arif's guts. Guilt attacked him with great bar-bars and mercilessness. No matter how much he cursed himself, it still could not ease his regret for his actions that were late and certainly very hurtful. Not just physical, but also Kana's feelings.

"Sorry, Kana, I..."

Kana stood up, she headed straight for the kitchen where her bag was. And the girl just came out of Arif's apartment. Leaving the man alone with his endless regrets.

Ah, crap!

Arif immediately got up and followed Kana out of her apartment, just as the elevator door was about to close, Arif stuck out his hand, blocking the iron door from meeting each other.

"What else do doctors want?" kana asked, her body retreating until her back was attached to the elevator wall. His eyes were staring at Arif very cynically.

"I'm sorry...."

"I'm sorry, but now I don't work, I want to calm down."

Arif nodded. He gave permission, he understood with the fear that Kana was experiencing now. But on the other hand he also did not want to waste time.

"Rest at my place. Let me get out."

Kana's forehead wrinkled deep. Then he shook his head. "I don't want to, I'm still afraid of doctors."

"Don't! Please! Don't be afraid of me." The door moved again, again Arif's hand he used as a barrier.

Kana kept shaking. "It took me a while to not see the doctor first."

"You mean? You wanna go? Not working with me anymore? You want to stay with me?"

"Maybe." answered Kana. But for sure right now, he just wanted to calm himself down.

Arif shook his head. Once again, his hand became the barrier of the elevator door. His hands began to redden as a result of being a barrier of two iron doors that wanted to be together.

"Cannot. You can't just walk away from me." said Arif, he sounded pathetic. But he looked straight into Kana's eyes.

"But I can't if..."

"I'm sorry about that, really, I don't mean to be rude to you what else until it's like. I'm crazy. I get angry imagining you getting beaten up by someone else, imagining you having to be in the arms of striped men, imagining you working like that to raise money to pay off debts. I can't."

"What does this doctor want?" ask Kana.

"You want me?" Arif stepped into the elevator. This time he was no longer a hindrance to the two iron doors that wanted to be together. "Married. Let's just get married."

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