The only thing I want
Part 96: Habit - 2
Wanting to feel good was fine but when I remembered the name back and thought about it again. Want it to try to accept but in reality this longing is too thick. Too soon to be thawed but instead become frozen and sometimes lifeless. Who is missing and how are the people who are missing don't know. But when all the memories come to pass, he admits he is miserable without his partner with all the habits that have already happened. Claudia realizes everything, but is it wrong if she pretends as if everything will be fine even though she herself continues to mention her husband's name so she remembers?
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That's right what Claudia said. In the room she fell asleep but occasionally Grace heard her crying in her sleep.
The night Claudia woke up. He didn't find who was in his apartment. Grace is out buying food downstairs with Viena. They had already locked the apartment door seeing Claudia so soundly that they did not dare to wake her up. Claudia was panicking. He's looking for his notebook. He forgot he put it on his television nightstand. He picked it up and headed to the dining table. There is already watermelon juice made in Vienna.
"Watermelon juice? Is Egnor's brother home yet?" Mumbled. She drank the juice and felt it was not the same as her husband used to.
"Ah yes there is Viena here. Maybe he made it. Hem, brother Egnor hasn't come home yet." Claudia is starting to get sad again. He's sitting there. In front of the dining table. He opened his notebook and saw a painting of himself.
"Brother Egnor, brother Egnor, what shall I do? I miss you, I need your arms! Come back please!" Claudia said and looked for blank sheets on her notebook.
"Fourth day you're gone! You're where? I just want to know where you are, where you are! I missed you brother! I keep calling your name, I'm sad brother I'm sad where are you?! I know you didn't leave me I'm sure! So come back, brother! If you go how do you pay for what I've done on this notebook? I'm getting used to writing on this notebook because of you, sister! So please come home and I'll make sure I won't let you go like this again! Yeah, I want you not to go again! I want to feel good about myself, I want to think positive but it's hard! You know what that feels like, right? Maybe you'll do the same with me!
Lord please save my husband!" Claudia had already written what became her distress decorated with tear drops on the side until in the middle of the sheet.
Claudia wiped her tears and headed towards the sofa. He turned on the television. He wants to find entertainment to just forget. He still thought all these storms would pass quickly.
-NEWS LATEST
The SAR team from Legacy arrived at the scene of the Rose Gold cruise ship accident two nights ago. They immediately reviewed the location. The Rose Gold Cruise Ship hit a large rock that caused half of the ship to be destroyed. The ship sank in the depths of the sea which is quite indented. Reportedly the not-so-large yacht accommodates as many as 50 lawyers from Honolulu, 30 members of the government and 20 courtiers. They will attend the largest delegation celebration in the Netherlands. The fatalities have not been determined by the SAR team but it is likely that those on board drowned along with the ship.
"No!" Claudia shouted and threw the television remote she held onto the television screen. She held her ear along with it as Viena and Grace returned. Viena walked over to Claudia.
"Sister? What's up, brother?" Said Viena hugging Claudia.
"No! This news is a lie! This news is Viena's lie!" Claudia pointed at the television. Grace who had put the food they had bought immediately grabbed the dropped remote and turned off the television.
"Silence brother!"
"So Egnor must have survived. Maybe she's stranded, yes she must be stranded, she'll definitely find a way to save herself! I'm sure he's waiting for help. Viena, I'm looking for her, I'm picking her up. She needs me, Viena. I'm going there. Yes, I'm going there." Said Claudia again trying to escape from Viena's embrace.
"So calm brother! There's someone on duty, brother, you don't be like this brother!" said Viena holding Claudia as hard as she could.
"No, Viena, they were long, Brother Egnor must have suffered greatly. He needs my hugs and care! I have to go there!" Claudia continues to hysterically embrace Viena. Grace took the initiative to contact Lisa. Claudia's back can't be controlled. He also calls Frank to come back.
And that's how Claudia is. He hasn't received everything. He did not accept any explanation and this time he did not listen to Viena either. He does not tolerate this accident. Every day Claudia hysterically forces herself to find her own husband. She cried but sometimes also did things like nothing would happen to her husband. As long as she had not seen her husband's body, she who recognized him, she did not want to believe anything.
Reports of fatalities day by day are being made known. Until one week later, 30 deaths were known. There's someone in the boat. Some are stranded on the coast of the sea of Atlantis and some are on the side of the ship. The fatalities included the driver and captain of the ship as well as Mr. Gonzaga with his eldest son reportedly died.
The SAR team continued to take turns looking for the rest of the victims. It did not rule out the possibility of looking to the bottom of the sea because the families of the victims demanded certainty. There's no word yet on Egnor alone with Gabriel and Joe. This makes Claudia more convinced that her husband must be alive. Viena and Dion were forced to settle down to accompany her.
One week has passed. Claudia's situation is getting worse but Viena and Grace try to keep the intake for Claudia and also the child she contains. Viena and Grace try to accept Claudia's sometimes silent state, crying and calling out Egnor's name.
Anne often visited him and read to Claudia scripture verses so that she would be calmer. Lisa also visited to check on Claudia's condition.
Sometimes, too, Claudia did the things she used to do for her husband as a wife prepared Egnor's food and clothes. Like this morning. Claudia woke up early in the morning. She cut corn and prepared cooking spices to make her husband's favorite corn soup.
Viena's still asleep. Dion is forced to sleep in her motel without Viena but Viena takes turns to look after Claudia with Anne and Grace.
Claudia was very excited because today the Egnor agreement came home. Claudia was about to prepare something that made Egnor feel welcome on his long journey. Egnor has not been found. Even Gabriel and Joe. When Claudia sliced the chives, her finger scratched the knife and drew blood. Claudia also nodded. Claudia realized that she had not received any news from her husband. He even did the bodo thing that tortured himself. Claudia. He looked at the blood coming out of his finger and finally cried. Claudia was sobbing and a little bit sobbing. He propped his hands up at the side of his kitchen table imagining what he was doing with Egnor. Yes here too he once joked to each other just making drinks. Egnor also helped her rinse the dishes she was washing by hugging them from behind. All those memories flashed as if they could be done right now.
"You're sure we'll always send a message?"
"Sure, I'll always call you!"
"One Sunday no more!"
"Yes, one week I'll be back! I also don't want to linger with you for long!"
"I must have missed you so much!"
"If our son had been born, we would have gone to the Netherlands together."
"You must believe in a very beautiful reincarnation for yourself. All humans will definitely leave this world, dear."
Claudia defends herself.
All the conversations she and her husband had crossed were exclaiming in her mind. Claudia held onto her chest. It makes it hard to breathe. He missed Egnor. He wants to hug her. He needs a little Egnor news.
"No brother! you cannot leave this world, brother! why were you talking about that at the time? In front of my aunt's grave you said you wouldn't leave me while hugging me, but why are you leaving now and not knowing back or not. Brother Egnor .." Claudia said in her tears and now she was holding her stomach.
"What are you doing, brother?" viena asked Claudia. He held onto his sister-in-law's arm.
"I want to make Egnor's favorite corn soup, today he's back in Vienna. He promised me one week. It's been a week and today he's gone too! She'll be home soon and ringing the bell, Viena." Claudia replied but kept crying. Claudia who he said was the stupidest thing and was very unclothed. Viena sighed. She hugged Claudia. Claudia also held him very tightly.
"Viena, this really hurts Viena! I, I really don't know how I am right now! It was like being doused in hot water, it felt like hundreds of nails were stuck in my heart, it felt like bees were attacking me. Oh my God, where's my husband? Viena, where's your sister, the father of the child I have now." that's how Claudia finally vented it all. Viena nodded her head in a nod drowning in her brother's grief.
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"You just have to believe in your little heart then what you want will come true, honey. Write everything you want in my notebook, don't forget! It is indeed God who can grant all prayers but allow me to grant them first before you ask God to grant them."
"Sister, where are you?"
"Always in your heart, my only one!"
"Son Egnor!" Claudia opened her eyes. Every day Claudia must have dreamed of Egnor so she always put herself to sleep so she could see her husband for a while.
That day was exactly ten days after the accident, Claudia woke up and finished her dream because she heard someone pressing her apartment bell . Viena is asleep while Grace goes to the office to check the work of the employees because Frank and Dion continue to monitor the progress of the victims.
When her apartment bell rang again, Claudia recalled the time Egnor had long come home to surprise her with a birthday.
"Sir Egnor? Yes I'm sure it's him! Brother Egnor?" Claudia opens the door but it is not Egnor out there but condolences are mourning her leaving Dr. Egnor Victor Jovanca, S. H, M-C. H.
Claudia's forehead shriveling. His anger rose again to his brain after these few days Claudia was already back in a state of calm. And the most make it inexhaustible with this wreath is the sender and say.
your ex-husband, Ricardo Gabriane
At that time also did not hesitate to claw Claudia clawed out the entire flower arrangement. Hit him and shake Egnor's name there. He ripped the wreath apart while crying. Viena finally woke up and heard Claudia who was back hysterically. Viena tries to stop Claudia's actions, and Claudia hugs her.
"Egnor is alive. He's still alive .." Claudia shrieked in her tears, and Viena sometimes went along in her grief. Viena had felt this, it was indeed so heartbreaking and heartbreaking.
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Come to my heart, Viena!! 😭😭
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Next part 97
Kmaren there see the status of people: Full Drama haha forgive if this is the case 😂😂
What does every word of Egnor in a dream mean? Is it going to be like this?
Then was it really Richard who sent the garland allusions? There was no news of Egnor's death.
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