The only thing I want

The only thing I want
Part 4: The Notebook



A picture of Claudia painted by Egnor.


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"It turns out Egnor's sister loved me for a long time, is this what made him hate me? But why did he paint me in such a way? Nah! I can't take it off again, I have to get it too! Brother Egnor, just wait, I'll make you your assistant, even your life assistant!" Claudia murmured while holding the black notebook.


Frank returns with his breath cut off. His master did not accept any reason to accept Claudia to be his assistant. Frank really got scorn and anger from Egnor. All his work and Grace just lowered her head to hear the swearing directed at Frank. Frank also felt that he should have told his boss first. However, Egnor had always agreed to his suggestion.


Frank's still not good with Claudia. How should he tell that woman?


"Claudia? You're okay, right? Em, that's my lord, his feelings like to change. I don't know why he doesn't like you. Looks like he's having a problem. Em like this, how do I say it? Eng ." said Frank when he found Claudia still waiting by standing in the same place without switching one bit.


"Mr Frank, don't worry, I know that person's nature is very bad! I can change it! You take it easy, tomorrow morning I'll see him, you just say I'm not going to propose so he's not emotional anymore. Tomorrow I'll deal with it, you take it easy. Now, where can I stay? I'm going over there. I quite remember this place, eight years ago I lived in this area." Claudia's reply cuts off Frank's thinking.


"Ah yes Claudia, fine if you talk like that. Looks like you guys already know ya, so I'm sure you can deal with it. You live in a small apartment not a few miles from this building. The driver will drive you." Frank explained. He then drove Claudia up to the car while he returned to take care of some abandoned files.


"Mr Egnor Jovanca, you will know my skills, just wait!" Claudia smiled at the thought of what she would do tomorrow.


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While Egnor was urinating in his room. He was looking for his favorite notebook. She's like she can't sleep if she hasn't seen Claudia's self-portrait. One of Egnor's other skills was painting. He can paint figures using only a pencil. He can paint anywhere he wants.


One year later Claudia left him he saw a small notebook limited edition where there is initial C in the button cover. He remembered Claudia and immediately bought her. And, he simply pictured the face of the woman he loved and painted it on the first sheet of the notebook to remind himself that she was the only one he wanted, nothing else.


"I never left that notebook! Where's arggghhh!!!" Egnor slammed his body roughly on the bed and ruffled his hair.


"Claudia, she who came to me, I should have held her so she couldn't leave again. I shouldn't have kicked him out! Ah you stupid Egnor!" Bump Egnor on himself.


Now, he had absolutely no image of Claudia. He deceived himself, he even outweighed the miss. He wants to be with her always. Egnor marajuk while occasionally shouting made her Aunty Anne confused. Egnor currently lives with his father and aunt but occasionally Egnor also stays at his apartment near his office if his work piles up.


"Egnor, are you okay?" Anne screamed from behind her room.


Egnor got out of his sleep. He was really frustrated thinking about his black notebook. The notebook was limited edition, he could have made it but he had fallen in love with the notebook just as his heart had fallen too deep against the woman named Claudia.


"OK, Aunty, I'm okay." Shouted Egnor at his aunty.


"What is he now? Has he returned to the Oriental? If I asked Frank, he would tease me. Is Claudia offended by my words? Sure, he must be offended by my rudeness, ah I don't care, that's the reply for leaving me. Who is he? Don't know thank you. Who's been with her all this time if it wasn't me?!" Egnor muttered and returned to his body.


Right now he could only reminisce about the sweet incident he had with Claudia so that he could sleep. If the power wills, he will be met once more to Claudia and will bind her with his hands.


"Sir Egnor, you kissed me, why? You're not afraid your boyfriend will get angry?"


"The color I like your sweet lips, who's my boyfriend? I don't even know any other woman than you."


"Do you like me?"


"You want me to like you?"


"Maybe?"


"Yes, do as you please my clau."


This dream always doused Egnor's mind when he missed Claudia.


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CLAUDIA POV


I didn't even realize Egnor liked me. I think the kiss at that time was because it was carried away because of the loneliness that every day applies to me. After that he never told me what. Isn't everything a mistake with me? I was about to tell her, even I already provided this scarf for her. But I can't control time.


When Uncle Jack said he had to go back to Honolulu immediately because of the unfair treatment of the debt collector. Aunt Siren had left her home too long. I couldn't do much when they took me to Honolulu in the morning. While I no longer have anyone. When will you understand, brother Egnor? I didn't mean to leave you. In fact, I love you too. Since the first introduction, I've liked you. It turns out you're so nice that you're always quiet sometimes. You always ask Viena to accompany you to visit home. You always protected me when we went to school together. However, since you are too beautiful and handsome, I fear that many will be my competitors above me. So, I better not tell you. It's close to you I already feel you're my lover not just a sister.


I've tried so many times to forget you because it hurts so much to remember all your kindness that I haven't returned. So many times I try to accept someone who is best than you but it feels useless. You're the one I want most, Brother Egnor.


If only God had given me the chance to explain it to you. It's up to you whether you understand it or not. I've been in this town. The city that raised your name. I will not leave you a second time. I will get that job and your heart Brother Egnor. We're gonna be lovers. Let how hard your heart I'll break it. Look how this heart plays on your heart, you are strong-minded.


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Egnor came in the morning. He can't sleep all night. Every beautiful dream that attacked him, he even woke up and sweated. Already about three times he washed his body because it was very hot and tired even though the air conditioning he turned on. He kept thinking about his black notebook and also his Claudia. He was a little afraid that Claudia turned mad or hated him.


Finally he decided to go to the building and look for his black notebook. He assumed he'd find it in his file pile. Before his employee arrives, he must find the notebook. Not only was Claudia's painting in the notebook, but there were also some of her most important schedules she wrote there. Just an important moment that he wrote on the black notebook.


Egnor was already upset half to death. He didn't find his notebook. He was silent for a moment because he heard someone's footsteps but he assumed it was Grace who often came early before work hours.


"Excuse me sir, are you looking for this?" Ask a woman dressed in a skirt suit and a press body blazer as if to apply for a job.


He entered the room of the highest lawyer as well as the owner of the lawyer's office.


While he was looking at the Lawyer, Egnor Victor Jovanca was looking for something on his desk file. Egnor then turned to the origin of the voice questioning him and was looking for his black notebook.


His face stiffened immediately. His heart was turbulent and his heart was racing to see the arrival of a woman who had once perched in his heart. Yeah, it's Claudia. Neighbor Egnor when in Legacy yesterday he was expelled very rudely. His eyes then turned to the small book held by Claudia.


"Give me my notebook!" He said without further ado asking for the intention of the arrival of Claudia who arrived at his office which Frank said was not willing to apply for a job.


"I'll give it back as long as I can be your personal assistant." Threatening Claudia slowly approached Egnor's desk while fanning out the notebook that almost made Egnor die of annoyance.


"You don't meet my qualifications as an assistant, how can you be my assistant?!" Egnor, who had previously seen Claudia's curriculum vitae that he sent yesterday and had thrown away, may still be in the trash.


"With my love, how? Isn't this a qualification that some women who apply to be your assistant don't have?" Claudia said, who is now in front of Egnor's desk. He bowed his body so that he could say a word in front of Egnor's face.


"You really are a trapping woman!" Bump Egnor in front of Claudia's face, making Claudia grin mischievously. He then pulled the collar of Egnor's suit, which was already standing, and kissed the little lips of Egnor.


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Next part 5


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