The only thing I want

The only thing I want
Part 94: Not Sense!


*Claudia: You lied to me! You said you wouldn't leave me, you said you'd always reply to my messages, you said everything with words I could trust. However, until my eyes open, you are not there. Better me to leave you without saying a word but I come back, while you? You lie and keep lying!


Egnor* : ...


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CLAUDIA POV


This mind keeps calling your name. I feel like I can't breathe well. I was walking but I didn't know where it was going. It was like I couldn't see properly. My eyes were dark and I didn't want to hear anything. All I want is for you to come back, brother! You're where? Quickly reply to my message and calm me down.


The truth is I'm lying here. I breathe very well, although very slowly. I think I'd like to see you. It's too painful. Beyond all the pain you've ever done to me.


I actually can walk. I can walk to the harbor and then rent the best boat and leave you. I'll be looking for you. I'll wake up soon. You just wait, brother. You can't leave me, you can't. Since there was no law for you to leave me, only I can leave you for what? Because I must have come back to you!


You better divorce me than you go to the unknown by ending my life then I can pick you up. If you divorce me, I can come seduce you and we can reunite.


I have no power to accept this. I'm sorry if you left and I didn't want to. Everyone says I'm selfish. This is my downfall beyond anything. I'm willing to be insulted, harassed but not with you going to another realm. I don't want to.


In fact, I can open my eyes in a moment. I can see right and I'll make sure in my sight it's just you. If you don't exist better I don't have to see anything! If I didn't want you to leave, I could still see you! If it's like this just pluck out my two eyes. There is no point in seeing the cruelty of the world and the beautiful flowers in the garden if not with you, I do not want to!


The truth is I can hear. Even very clearly. I heard the fake news. I'm sure it's fake. I will seek the truth. Frank said they've reported the weather forecast but what happened? The rain broke like drops of my tears that I made sure wouldn't stop until I heard that you were okay.


Whose fault is this? I don't think this is God's plan or God's will. I know, God hasn't allowed me to part with you because you can only go with me. This is all the weather reporter's fault. He has taken my soul, my feet, my eyes, my ears, all my body is to you! He's outrageous! I'll make the calculations. I assure you, the wife of Egnor Victor Jovanca will sue for this accident. This was not unintentional because of the storm. I'm not afraid of the storm either! My love outweighs the storm and the waves in the middle of the sea. They are so different from my home life! I can't keep lying here and soon receive word of the casualties, or hear about your situation. All I want to accept is EGNOR JOVANCA IS ALIVE!


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Claudia opened her eyes. He tried to observe the room that now housed him. This isn't his room. And this scent looks like he's in the hospital. Grace approached him. She and Anne were waiting for Claudia.


Claudia's eyes were reddened. The side of her beautiful sense of sight swelled up to form a red circle. Claudia was still silently observing the sky of the room. She did not pay attention to Grace and Anne who looked very anxious. Claudia realized something.


Her husband has not yet returned the message. He immediately sat down and finally hissed because he woke up too suddenly. He held his stomach.


"Claudia, relax, you need to rest. You just had a contraction." Said Anne holding onto Claudia's shoulder.


Claudia looked up at Grace.


"Where's my phone? Has Egnor returned my message? Get my phone!" Pinta Claudia was furious. His heart is really raging. He had not been too aware of the news that this morning had made him arrive at this treatment room.


"I am this darling. Egnor hasn't returned your message! Calm down, everyone's investigating." Anne gave me her phone. Claudia was like a temple Temple not hearing her aunt-in-law's words. He grabs his phone and presses his nekan looking for Egnor's message. But there was only Egnor's last message last night.


"Look! I haven't returned it!" Claudia showed Grace her husband's last message.


"Enough Clau! You've already returned the favor but, but, Mr. Egnor hasn't responded. Clau please accept, this news is real." Grace said she was crying and holding Claudia's hand.


"What news? You're the talk! I heard nothing but the word I love you from my husband! You better get out of here, I want to call my husband!" Claudia threw Grace's hand. He danced back to his fingers on his phone. She called her husband.


But the answer was like this morning, unable to be contacted.


"This is not true! Raise my call, lift up!" Claudia kept trying to contact her husband even though the results were the same.


"Claudia, her phone's off, the yacht's hit by a rock and there's no way the phone's on." Grace tried to resuscitate Claudia.


"Shut up!" Claudia stared dislikefully at Grace.


"Claudia, awake! You have to accept it and we pray that Mr. Egnor is okay, Clau." Grace did not give up on persuading Claudia.


"You can be quiet, can't you?! I'm calling my husband! You're so noisy! My husband doesn't like a storm, you shut up!" Bluffed Claudia again with an emotional emphasis.


"Claudia, listen to aunty. The yacht that Egnor boarded was hit by a storm so hit by a large rock and sank. Understand me please do not do this!" Anne braced herself to turn Claudia's face toward him.


Claudia looked sadly at Anne's face. Claudia also realized the news she heard this morning was reality.


"No aunty! Don't say it like that. Your niece must be fine! Or is he home? Yes yes, he must have gone home. You come with me we see it. He must have seen the pizza I made, come on aunty!" Claudia is about to move on from


"Claudia no Clau no! Egnor hasn't returned. He's still in the middle of the outside having an accident. Please understand baby understand!" Anne was crying and saying the word.


"Not Aunty, no .." Claudia was crying. This is a reality that he must hear and accept. Claudia covered his face. She turned her head towards Grace who was already crying down her head and covered her face.


"No, Brother Egnor must have gone home, yes I'm sure of that. It wasn't the yacht my husband was on. She's home, she said she missed me last night so she's home, right! Wait, brother, I'll be home too!" Claudia said as if not herself. He knew the accident but he didn't heed it, he didn't want to not not not not know.


"I'm going home to the apartment!" Claudia said and immediately pulled out the infusion hose that stuck on the back of her hand. Grace and Anne were shocked.


"Claudia, what are you doing?" Grace held onto Claudia's hand to get out of her bed.


"I want to go home, get out of your way!


"No no don't Clau, your condition is weak


"Shut up! Why am I so noisy today Grace! I want to go home, I want to see my husband! Move over!" Claudia threw down Grace's body. She managed to stand on the floor of the hospital but Anne quickly held her back from leaving the room.


"Claudia don't be like this Clau! You need to be treated first, remember you're pregnant!" Anne tried to hold back.


"The color I'm pregnant, I want to meet my husband aunty! What were we doing in the apartment? I don't want to be here! Don't hold me aunty!" Reply Claudia step aside from Anne's confirmation. He immediately headed to the exit and Grac chased after him.


"I want to go home, I want to see my husband! You all do not understand my deep sense of longing!" Decak Claudia's.


Brak!


Claudia had already opened the door and exited but she bumped into Richard who was about to visit her.


"Claudia, where are you going?" Richard held back Claudia who was about to crash to the floor.


"Richard? You know my husband's home, right? Quickly take me home, I want to see him." Claudia asked Richard.


"No no! He hasn't come home yet Clau! The ship's an accident." Richard was just like Grace, trying to give Claudia some understanding.


Sir!


Claudia slapped Richard.


"Don't you say the boat was in an accident, he's fine. She said she missed me and she's coming home!" Claudia pointed at Richard with her index finger.


"Master Richard I'm sorry! She kept going like this, Claudia didn't accept this accident." Grace explained with drops of tears that had fallen.


"Indeed that didn't happen, you all fantasized! My birthday is over, you all don't prank me!" claudia snapped trying to get away from Richard because the man kept holding her back.


"No Clau, you must realize, EGNOR'S SHIP HAS AN ACCIDENT! CLAUDIA SADAAR!!!" Richard's bully was finally forced.he held onto Claudia's arms with a serious and reassuring look.


Lisa was already silent holding her chest. He also did not know how and he did not believe in this incident either. Mytha had already not entered and she was already worried. Either Mytha already knows the accident that also befell her brother or not.


Claudia fell silent and cried.


"Now Egnorr ... You tricked me, you lied! Go home brother! I told you, let me come with you, if this is me being tormented!" Claudia cried while calling out her husband's name. Her tears were on Richard's arm. Claudia hit Richard's arm. She wants her husband.


"Let me go to the harbor, I'll pick him up, Richard! He's fine! It's definitely not his ship!!!" Claudia sulked with her heartbreaking cries.


Richard finally hugged her. He felt the sadness of his ex-wife. He knows and only he may feel Claudia's immense love for Egnor, the man she is now willing to befriend. Claudia is back in Richard's arms. She kept crying in front of the treatment room. Anne was crying and covering her face. Grace was no less sad. All these tragedies are accidental. It all happened so quickly and it was not easy to get more news.


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"Viena!" Call Claudia. Claudia woke up the other night. With compulsion, Claudia is injected with a tranquilizer that is safe for pregnant women. Lisa's bearing in case what happens to Claudia. Lisa has ensured her safety. But now Claudia is in her apartment and of course with the infusion in her hands.


Claudia keeps asking to go home but when she does not get her husband, she goes back to rage and Lisa is forced to act. Grace, Anne, and John take care of themselves. While Frank is still monitoring the development of the sea and heavy rain that is still flushing the accident area. Frank keeps Bertho watching Egnor's apartment. This time Frank must not be negligent because the weather forecast is reported to be inappropriate. Frank is still investigating with Moses. Frank went back and forth from the cruise ship's office and headquarters to the port office to find out about the developments.


John approached Claudia.


"What do you need, my son?" john asked holding his daughter-in-law's hand.


"Viena, I need to call Viena. Sister Egnor must be with Viena." said Claudia about to sit down. Anne also approached and helped her daughter-in-law sit down.


"Viena is taking care of her office first. He'll be here soon." replied John.


"I know, Brother Egnor must be with Viena" Claudia said with confidence.


"No dear, Viena doesn't know Egnor's situation. Relax son!" John tried to calm Claudia down.


"Vienne. I'm calling Viena!" pinta Claudia started to get hysterical again.


Grace relented. He took Claudia's phone and contacted Viena.


"Viena, brother Egnor Viena!" claudia said and she started crying again.


"Prophey brother! She must be fine, trust me!" viena said across the street.


"But he hasn't come home yet. He promised not to leave me Viena." Claudia said sniffled.


"Relax brother, he won't leave you, I know Brother Egnor. He's the strongest guy. You must calm down, pray and continue to hope that Brother Egnor is okay." Viena tried to calm down in her way.


Claudia cried at the words of her sister-in-law. She felt like she was calling her husband. Because of Egnor's deep closeness to Viena, Claudia always felt that Viena was Egnor.


"Sister, you should see the baby in your womb. If you are sad, your baby will be sad too. Now you need to calm down. I know how you feel. I'm the real brother of Egnor's brother. My feelings, my dad's feelings, Aunty Anne and Grace's feelings, Frank's just like you, brother. We are all sad. Please, you have to strengthen yourself. Everyone is looking for. Dion has also paid the best search team in the Legacy to directly review the sea of Atlantis. So now you eat, drink your milk and rest. Do as Egnor's message says. I'll be there soon." Viena said another word.


"I am yes Viena, hu hu hu .." Claudia finally weakened. She held her stomach in the middle of her cries.


Claudia had finally weakened a bit even though she was still silent. He won't talk except with Viena.


In the middle of the night, as all of them who were accompanying her fell asleep Claudia moved out of her bed slowly so that Grace would not wake up. She took her infusion pole to the living room table, the last place she put her husband's notebook. He took it and went back to the room. He doesn't want to disturb Anne who sleeps on the couch while John sleeps in Frank's apartment.


"Son Egnor, you're okay, right? I've been drinking my milk, brother. I want to make milk by you, brother. I'm waiting for you to come home brother! I'm sure you survived! Lord, protect my husband wherever he is. Save him from all the shackles of his troubles." That's how Claudia wrote on her notebook. She came back crying with her legs folded. His heart grimaced. Grace slowly heard and woke up. He walked up to Claudia and hugged her from behind.


"Everything's gonna be okay, Clau." Grace said she had her head on her best friend's shoulder. Claudia just nodded and continued to cry.


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"Whatever happens, I will always be with you. I'm not leaving you. Any obstacle, storm, waves breaking, things and people who do not make sense until death wants to separate us, as much as possible I will always be in your heart. And will protect you. Trust me!" a voice in Claudia's sleeping realm and she awakens.


"Sir Egnor? Brother Egnor? Yes, that's Miss Egnor, she's home." Claudia opened her eyes. She's dreaming. Egnor was in front of him holding his hand and saying such a word. He was very confident that Egnor survived the accident. Claudia got up slowly from her bed not forgetting to push her infusion pole out of the room. But his steps stopped when he heard Frank and Grace talking to John and Anne.


"Everything makes no sense Grand Master Jovanca. The port, the government until the Rose Gold cruise ship office received reports of good weather forecasts. If they had received a bad weather forecast, they would have delayed the voyage" Frank explained the analysis he had obtained to John


"We must hold the Climatology Agency accountable." Johanes said linking his hands, he was also very hit with the incident that befell his son today.


"Yes, it has to be like that. While the SAR Team until now no one has arrived at the location because the rain again flushed the Nederland peninsula. The waves are so high. The odds are very small Sir!" frank bows his head back.he is already very negligent and guilty of all this.not to mention yesterday he, Moses and Richard tried to calm Mytha. The girl was forced to live with Lisa for a while. she was very worried about her brother.


"Let's just remember, Frank, there's a way. I believe, before the SAR team has not told me what, I believe my son must still be alive. Theres, cover your son!" johannes said he also bowed his head in a bit of frustration.


"I'm going to ask for an explanation from the Honolulu Climatology Agency. This is not true!!!!" Claudia was screaming. He doesn't accept all this. He went back into his room and prepared to go there. Grace and Anne followed him into the room.


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Next part 95


What's with this irrationality?


Who's behind everything?


How can the Climatology Agency report anything that is not appropriate?


What will Claudia do?


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