The only thing I want

The only thing I want
Part 78: Without You


Claudia: This heartache is like a broken glass and I was about to tidy it up again but it made my hand scratch and bleed. I wait and expect protection from you but at first glance you may take it for granted. So, how do I deal with all this? Soon I will finish my disappointment and also my dishonest guilt from the beginning with you then I will come back to you.


Egnor: To the extent that you have stepped away from me, in fact your blood and my blood have been connected even though no one has felt it, but know that you love my death now and forever. Wait a minute I'll hug you back. I'm pretty sure you need my hug.


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Now the sad afternoon has been replaced with the darkness of the night. Appearing little by little starlight that adorns the luxury of the bluish-black Solar System. Again the woman who considers herself the most part woman in the world sighed. He stood on a bridge in the middle of the Oriental city in the middle of this very wide river. Occasionally Claudia looked down, many of them riding on swan boats and flaminggo. They are a young couple who may be getting closer. Claudia smiled watching their romance. He tightened a little of the long sweater he was wearing. The wind already made him a little cold. She is also pregnant. Two kids at once. Claudia stroked her stomach and smiled.


"Just a moment, baby, we're separated from your dad. I just want to feel the city again. It's been a long time since I left her with your granny. After we have a funeral for him, I will rethink how we got back to Honolulu. For now, work with me. If you always obey your chest, then you also have to obey me, okay? Now we have to rest. We're back in my old house. I always carry my house keys as my bag keychain. Em, actually we can stay at a hotel or motel, but your dad will definitely know his status. For a while we can't count on him. We must prove that we are strong and not fragile as your breasts worry. Take it easy, mom will always complement your nutritional intake. Let's get out of here." That's how Claudia said speaking to the child in the womb.


Claudia walked slowly towards the side of the road in search of a taxi. He was about to go to the house that became his bakery first. Yes, it was only that place that made her reminisce with her Aunt and that was the only reason she came back. He wanted to show his aunt that he respected her and appreciated all the hard work that her aunt had given him.


But for about fifteen minutes, Claudia did not get a taxi. He finally felt cold again. A black-colored sedan car was slowly about to pass through it but Claudia had already turned around first. He was about to buy a glass of warm chocolate at the cafe near the roadside. Claudia turned around and headed to the cafe while the driver in the car turned to Claudia to stand up.


Yeah, the driver in the car was Egnor. Egnor kept looking for him almost in the corner of the city. However, Claudia had turned around and walked over, Egnor was unaware and still kept looking to the right and left.


"Where are you, Clau? It's already night. Where will you stay and sleep? Oh God! Why did it come to this?" Egnor muttered while driving with a little frustration. He scratched his head and did not give up on continuing to search.


After traveling around half of Orientel, Egnor again stopped at the bridge that had been stopped by Claudia and he had crossed. Egnor feels this place is quite beautiful with a swan boat or flaminggo that has lights so that it makes the river atmosphere colorful and beautiful. Egnor felt he had to calm down first.


Yes, Egnor was standing where his wife was. He looked at the sky and how beautiful the stars were scattered up there. He would have if Claudia was right next to him. They have always loved the bridge. They both always walk on the bridge.


"I am happy to walk on the bridge." Claudia told me that afternoon.


"Indeed why? Almost every time we walk the road, you want to keep going to the bridge." Egnor asked quite curiously.


"The bridge is very useful ka, it can also unite two countries or two cities. Just like the Heart. Hearts that are far apart can be close because there is a bridge. That bridge made of love will unite every heart that seeks its mate." Claudia answered with all her philosophies.


"Can we create a bridge of love, Clau?" Egnor muttered with a warm smile.


"Maybe it might not, I'm still afraid that many women have already admitted you to them." Claudia replied blushing shyly and slightly misbehaving.


"Curtain!" Egnor was just grieving and did not discuss their relationship anymore at that time.


Egnor smiled and was about to shed his tears remembering the words Claudia said a dozen years ago. When they have never expressed the word love. How imprinting all the memories and words Claudia said in Egnor's heart and memory right now.


'where are you guys? Claudia, I miss you. I'm sorry, honey. I'm not gonna be like this anymore. Why are you punishing me this sick? Did you take revenge on me? But if this makes you satisfied, I will accept it. But don't blame me if I'm going to keep loving you because I can't without you. And my twins. Please take care of your mother. Work with him. I miss you and worry about you. Where are you and what are you doing? what am I without you, Claudia, what would I be without you. Just this once give me a chance then I will change. I can't do without you. where are you? may you take care of yourself. Wait, I will definitely find you.' Egnor cried in his heart. He slammed continuously hoping that Claudia would feel his distress.


The night was getting late, the time now showed ten o'clock at night and Egnor was even awoken on the bridge. Recalling his memories with Claudia and the last time he saw his wife still lying asleep after being glad he approved of a baby moon in town next Sunday.


Frank soon calls her using Grace's phone because Egnor borrowed Frank's phone to hold if he needed anything. In fact after Egnor left alone in his car, Frank , Grace, Lisa and Richard followed Egnor with Kevin driving the car. But they lost track because Egnor was driving so fast. They finally settled in a hotel and told Egnor.


"Sir, where are you? Have you found the Madam?" Ask Frank across there.


"Not yet!" Reply Egnor ketus.


"Where are you? You better go back to the hotel, sir. We're at the Atkinson Oriental Hotel. Rest first sir, tomorrow resumes." Frank said with all his anxiety. Grace was also very panicked there.


"Do you know now Claudia is sleeping soundly and comfortably or not?!" Egnor instead asked which question he should find as soon as possible.


"I understand Master, but.."


"Shut up! You should also look for it do not even calm down at the hotel! Get out of that hotel and find Claudia, HURRY!" Egnor's orders were about to turn off the call but Frank was more obnoxious


"Have you searched near our old lawyer's office, sir? The Madam Siren bakery. You know the place, right? If you haven't and don't know the place let me and Mr. Richard go there." that's the information that makes Egnor want to find him immediately.


"Me! Give me the location on your phone! Now!" Egnor.


Egnor turned off the call and Frank immediately gave the address and picture of the old lawyer's office map. For two months now his lawyer's office has not operated there because it has been moved and merged with the Oriental central government. So, Frank never went there again and did not know his condition.


Egnor immediately walked down the road leading to a fairly remote area. Egnor had only been here once when the attestation of his lawyer's office land and was unaware of the bakery. He was indeed interested in the name of the tavern but he did not come to him because he had to quickly meet the Oriental central government.


Finally Egnor arrived at the land that had become a spacious shophouse with a height of 3 floors. In addition to the shophouse that was once the office of his lawyer there is already a mini market and a small restaurant. Then Egnor saw a look around the parallel shophouse and looked for Claudia's bakery. He found her. A store that is quite outdated and shrouded in several profit nests. Plang name of the store is only the name of Clou remaining, then it may have been erased. Egnor scrunched his forehead from the car. Has Claudia come here because the tavern is not lighted. Unlike some of the houses between the shops. However, Egnor remained certain. It was possible that the tavern headlights had broken but Claudia remained reckless to go inside.


Egnor went down his car and approached the bakery. He tried to take a look before approaching the side door of the tavern. Because it seems impossible if through the front door of the store which is a combined wood. Egnor. He peeked at the window beside the door but only the darkness he saw.


"Claudia's not here, I'm sure! Where are you Clau!! Oh mom! Where's my wife? Give me a hint mom!" Egnor spoke loudly enough and called his mother who was in heaven. He ended up sitting weakly on a wooden bench next to the tavern.


Egnor rubbed his face rough. He was really frustrated with losing Claudia like this. He thought just by picking her up and meeting her at the hospital the problem was over but instead it became complicated like this.


"Mom, your daughter-in-law is missing. I don't know where. Please whisper a little where she is !!! Argh, all this is driving me crazy! CLAUDIA WHERE ARE YOU!!!" Egnor leaned against the wall of the shop. It was very late and his heart was also in turmoil. Finally, he decided to get back in the car. In the night there. He just hoped that tomorrow morning he saw Claudia around this place and realized herself in this car. Egnor was very tired of his thoughts and deeds today. He doesn't even have an appetite. Just the food made by Claudia on the plane he had eaten. He wants Claudia just Claudia.


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next part 5


when did you show yourself Clau?


just want to take care of yourself and your content Mimi, let's go to your husband


where is Mimi Clau?


where else would Egnor find his wife?


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STAY WITH ME --


by Bernadeth Sacha


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