The only thing I want
Part 93: The Feeling

As tall as the tree, the stronger the wind. He will fall in the end and so will when the tree is getting busier the fruit, do not rule out the possibility he will be more down. What's the matter? Has something started? How did Egnor and Claudia deal with this?

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Claudia blinked her eyes. He tried to open it slowly and noticed where he slept last night. He turned to the right looking at Grace who was sleeping curled up. Claudia smiling. This friend of hers must be cold and needs her husband's embrace. That's what Cluadia asked her husband for when he felt this cold. A husband's hug during pregnancy is the warmest over the thickest blanket ever.

Claudia looked back at the sky of Grace's apartment room. It seems like he forgot something. She was too sleepy last night watching Frank's favorite action movie and also her husband. But over time she and Grace did not understand the story so not only was the movie over, she and Grace entered the room and ended up falling asleep after they prayed together for the development of their child. According to Claudia and Grace, being able to sleep together is a rare moment considering their respective husbands cannot be far from them if not urgent.

"Sir Egnor? Ah yes, last night I wasn't waiting for him, I was so sleepy! I'll call him." Claudia said at last. She got up and headed to Grace's dresser, where she put her phone away last night after using her face cream night.

He grabbed his phone and checked it. Egnor contacted him twice and gave him one message.

MR. JOVANCA _________SOVAN

You're asleep already, aren't you? Sorry I just finished. Go to sleep, have a beautiful dream and present me every time you close your eyes. Give my regards to my two children as well. I love you my only one, GBU

Claudia again smiled and missed her husband even more. The cold this morning was so touching that it felt in his bone marrow. Looks like last night the rain has reached this city of Honolulu. Claudia rubbed her arm. She recalled her husband and contacted him.

- The number to which the destination is inactivated or out of range. Try a few more moments!-

That was the answer to her husband's contact. Instantly Claudia's heart was beating yet she did not want to think badly. It's possible that her husband forgot to charge his energy so this morning his phone was off or maybe it was in the middle of the sea so there was no signal. All that speculation and conjecture flew over Claudia's head. Looks like he has to go back to his apartment room. There she could see her wedding photos or put on her husband's clothes. This can reduce his longing.

"Grace, I'm back in my apartment, okay? Aunty Anne is coming anyway." Claudia's whisper asked Grace for permission to sleep. Grace is unmoved.

"Grace, you heard me, right? Besides it's six and a half in the morning, aren't you getting ready for the office? The graaccceee!!!" Claudia swayed the body of her best friend, and Grace finally stretched her body.

"Grace wake!" Call Claudia again.

"Eemm, yes Clau!" Grace woke up and tried to open her eyes.

"I'm back in my apartment, right?" Claudia Permit.

"Yes, Miss Anne will meet you today, right?" Look Grace is trying to sit down.

"Yes, just calm down! I'm going home, right?"

"Heemm.. Use your warm clothes Clau, it's so cold!!" Grace's Message.

"I know !! Bye bye!"

Claudia went to the door and returned to her apartment. Grace came out of her room to wake her husband. It's Wednesday, the office is much more crowded than usual. In addition, because it rained last night and is still drizzling usually the streets will be densely creeping. For one week Frank must not be late because he must replace his master. Gabriel also went with him.

Claudia enters her apartment. He cooked water to make hot drinks. The air this morning was very cold. Aunty Anne will come around 9, there is still time for Claudia to take a warm bath and will probably fall asleep again. Not forgetting she wrote something that her husband wanted to do to her.

"Third day of April 21, 2020 is very cold here. Are you the same? Hope you're okay. I'm waiting for your news, brother! I don't like you turning off your phone or leaving it! Don't repeat it or I'll be mad at you! You're afraid I'm angry, aren't you?! Haha! So sister because this morning is so cold, I want you to make me a hot drink like hot chocolate or warm milk chocolate seems very delicious. Thanks." Claudia said while writing down what she said on her notebook sheet. He closed his notebook and smiled. She grabbed her phone again and checked she might not have realized her husband had contacted her but there was nothing. Claudia sighed. The water he cooked was ripe and he finally decided to make a drink first.

Instantly Claudia felt her whole body bristling and a little sore. His head is also dizzy. It seems she really needs a warm water bath as well as the fragrance of her favorite therapeutic fragrance and her husband.

Claudia rushed to the bathroom after gulping down one to two times her hot drink. He made camomile tea which so calmed his feelings. He was still waiting for Egnor to contact him.

Claudia prepared the warm water bath and quickly joined the water. Claudia sighed. He closed his eyes and did not forget before he had already pinched his hair making a circle upwards. Likewise, he did not forget to turn on the song on his phone. It would warm his mind more. The last song Viena sent for him. Eyes, Nose and Lips by Taeyang.

"Hem, fucking Viena! Why did he send me this song huh? It seems like she's been conspiring with her brother so that I continue to miss and imagine her brother. It's true that the brothers are very clever!" Claudia was enjoying the song. Each song lyrics make her want to feel the body burly and warm her husband.

~My selfishness that can't let you go,

it turned into an obsession that imprisoned you.

Are you hurt because of me?

You just sit down.

Why am I so stupid, why can't I forget you when you're gone?

Your eyes, your nose, your lips

When you touch me to your fingertips, I can still feel it

but it was like burning fire and being destroyed

all our love

so painful, but now I'll call you a memory~

Instantly Claudia's feelings became claustrophobic hearing every word spoken by her singer. Like having faced a farewell but have not been able to accept and still miss.

"Oh my! Why am I so sad? This song is not worthy of me! Viena was really the cold melancholy woman. Turn it off! I'm done too. It can't take too long to drown me with this feeling of sadness. And where is this lawyer sir? why haven't you informed me? Should have had breakfast at this time already, when he didn't check his cell phone? Breach!" Decak Claudia kept chattering while wrapping her body in her towel robe and draining her bath up.

The time had already shown at half 9 am, finally Claudia sent a message to her husband.

MY CLAU

The darling? What are you doing? Why haven't you told me?

Status not send

The deg!

For a moment Claudia's feelings rumbled and was a little scared. His heart grimaced sadly and both his eyes were glazed with glass.

Claudia's feelings are getting worse. He was not satisfied and wanted to send another message but ..

Prangs!

The sound of a glass falling from above. Claudia was a little surprised then exited the room and found Aunty Anne had already come. He did have the spare key that Egnor had given him.

"What's Aunty doing?" Ask Claudia .

"I'm sorry Claudia, I'm about your hot drink that's still pretty hot. I was shocked and ended up throwing it away." Anne answered, who cleaned it up.

"Oh it's okay Aunty, let me clean it up" said Claudia to approach Anne.

"No no! Me! You're pregnant don't slouch or squat too often." Anne forbids Claudia.

"Oh well, slow down aunty I wear clothes first."

"Yes it's okay Clau!"

Claudia entered her room. His heart again murmured. What the hell is it? Why together like this? The message she sent to her husband was not sent and Aunty Anne dropped the glass. The feeling is getting bad. She again grabbed her phone and it turned out that her status had just been repeated which stated the message was sent but her husband had not replied. Claudia tried to contact him again but there was no answer. Connected but not lifted.

"Argh, brother Egnor, you are outrageous! Never mind, he will reply later. Maybe he just turned on the phone and had something else to do. I'd better stay calm." Claudia muttered, trying to keep thinking good about her husband.

Claudia heads to her wardrobe but she goes to Egnor's white shirt. Slowly Claudia chose this white shirt with a widened smile. Maybe if she was wearing her husband's shirt this would reduce her longing. Aunty Anne wouldn't mind seeing herself wearing her niece's shirt. However, when Claudia was about to reach for one of the white shirts in the middle, the shoulder side of the shirt was torn because it was hit by the tip of her finger which had a fairly long nail. Something unexpected.

Claudia then pulled out her hand and closed her mouth. This is so impossible. What is this absorbent shirt fabric so that it can be torn just because of the long fingernails?

"Why is this so? Are my nails too long? As usual. Hem, maybe this is where old Brother Egnor is. I'll fix it later." Claudia said she picked up the torn shirt and took another one for her to wear.

Claudia immediately put on it which she put on special maternity tight cotton pants. Claudia came out of the room and met her aunt-in-law. She found Anne wrapped her finger in antiseptic plaster.

"Aunty? You why?" Claudia asked approaching her aunt-in-law.

"I scratched the shards of that cup Clau and somehow my chest was so tight, like something was going to happen. Can you help me contact my brother?" Anne replied and asked Claudia for help.

Claudia asked again. Did something happen to her father-in-law?

He contacted John as he walked back to Anne.

"Good morning, son, did something happen to you? Anne has arrived, right?" John raises Claudia's call in loud speaker mode. Anne breathed a sigh of relief. So is Claudia.

"It's okay Dad. Me and Aunty Anne just wanted to make sure you were up and having breakfast, right?" Claudia said to exorcise her aunt-in-law's bad feelings while blinking her eyes. Anne smiled. Claudia is indeed shortcut to controlling things.

"Ah, there's just one, haha! I want to go to the Cornwell family estate in a minute Bertho's gonna pick me up." John answered and told his schedule today.

"Well Dad, you're heart-hearted huh?" Reply Claudia attention.

"Oh, baby, don't you get too tired, and Egnor will be mad at me and say hello if you call him?" John reminded me.

"Of course, my dear dad. All right, see you, take care of yourself."

"Yes, good morning, God bless."

Claudia turned off the call and smiled looking at Anne.

"How's Aunty? You're calm, aren't you? Nothing will happen to my father-in-law. She's strong and awake like her son." Claudia said it confirmed Anne's feelings.

"You're right, baby. But what about Egnor? Has he ever contacted you?" Anne also remembered her niece.

"True Aunty. But this morning he hasn't told you, maybe the signal at sea doesn't hold."

"Yes you're right. So, today is there anything you want Clau to do?" Anne asked who should follow her daughter-in-law's niece's will.

"It looks like I want to make an aunty pizza. Yesterday Grace wanted it too." Claudia began to wash her hands.

"Well, I haven't eaten your pizza in a long time either. I'll wrap the sauce. I know the recipe for natural sauce."

"Ah right aunty? You have to teach me."

"Alright, let's get started, but you have to drink your milk first. Your husband's been guarding me." Anne reminded.

Claudia nodded with a smile. She also drank milk made by her aunt-in-law. After that he began to prepare his dough pizza of course by using a special mixer of bread.

When Claudia was about to put the ingredients into her mixer cup, Claudia recalled Egnor when making pizza. Claudia smiled because after the dough so, Egnor and himself instead continue with their favorite game.

'Brother, what are you doing? I want to make pizza with you.' Claudia murmured inwardly. He had to write it back. Before he forgets, he must write. He turned on the on button on his mixer first, but as he was about to grab his notebook on the living room table, Claudia pressed the ten-minute button that she should have pressed twenty minutes. And because he walked so fast he almost fell, he focused his body that was about to fall to the table which even pressed the TV remote so that it turned on the tv.

"Clau's? You're not okay? Slow down dear." Anne quickly approached and held onto Claudia's back and arms.

"Argh, my stomach hurts aunty." Claudia then held her stomach.

"I told you to slow down. Where are you going? Aren't you making dough pizza?" Anne's investigation is confused.

"I'm about to take this notebook aunty! Argh .. oh God! Why does my stomach hurt like this?!" Claudia grimaced holding her stomach.

"Sit down first." Anne threw Claudia onto the sofa but not yet Anne managed to make Claudia sit down, the voice of the news anchor was heard.

-up-to-date news! Heavy rain until a storm hit the sea of Atlantis peninsula Nederland. The only Rose Gold cruise ship that sailed was hit by strong currents, causing the ship to hit a large rock and sink. The Rose Gold Cruise Ship is heading to the Netherlands with Advocates from Honolulu

Anne did not pay much attention to the contents of the message, but Claudia immediately caught the sound of the tv was quite loud. In addition, Claudia heard the words Nederland and Advocate. Her thoughts led directly to her husband's journey. Egnor hasn't replied to his message since.

"What, what news is Aunty? Did I hear it wrong?" Claudia asked, stopping Anne's move to occupy her.

"Heard what, Clau?"

"Aragh!! My stomach!!" Claudia again grimaced feeling these contractions.

"Sit down!" Anne forced.

it is rumored that the ship sank and the death toll is not yet known whether all survived or sank with the ship. Reportedly the Advocate from Honolulu wants to hold a celebration in the country of Nederlan. We will give you the next news.-

"No no, this can't be Aunty!"

"Quiet Clau! This must be wrong."

"Yes, this must be wrong." Said Claudia who could not lie to herself if she was anxious. He grabbed his notebook and was about to normalize the contents of his mind. He wrote there with his chest tight and his stomach churning again. His son inside while kicking and hitting simultaneously as if he was not calm with what his mother heard. Claudia holds her chest while dancing her pen dance.

'Brother, I want to make pizza with you but are you really drowning in that ship?' that was how Claudia kept asking questions.

"Ah no! Why did I write the ship sinking Aunty!? No no not this way, I want to make pizza with you brother, arrgghhh!" Claudia wrote as she grimaced with her stomach pain. Her tears had been caught on the side of her eyes but she was holding them back. This must be a mistake he thought.

While Anne switched the news to another show that again announced heavy rain and storms that hit the sea of Atlantis, the sea crossed by the Rose Gold Cruise Ship to the Netherlands.

"No this is impossible, brother, call me, I mohooonnn!!!" Claudia re-wrote it on top of her notebook until the sheet was torn apart because Claudia wrote with emphasis. She wants to call her husband. He had to reach for his phone at the dinner table. He moved but he fell back.

"Claudia! Where are you going?" Anne came back to him in a panic with what she heard.

"Missile Aunty! I have to contact Egnor, he should be fine, I have to contact him Aunty!!!!" Claudia said with a high tone and held her stomach.

"Argh Brother Egnor you must not go, brother Egnorrrr!!!" Claudia tried to stand up but fell back down. Anne had shed her tears because she saw how devastated her daughter-in-law when this was not true or not. He helps Claudia stand up but back Claudia falls down with her knees as her pedestal.

Shortly after, Grace and Frank arrive and enter her apartment.

"Claudia? You, you, have you heard?" Grace said shutting her mouth watching Claudia fall down and now looked at her with pus.

Frank came straight to him.

"DIAAAMM!! NAY! IT'S NOT MY HUSBAND'S SHIP, IS IT, NO ONE TELL ME THE UNTRUE NEWS, JANGAAANN!!!" Claudia covered her ears and finally she was back on the floor.

"Claudia, Claudia, Claudia!!"

'That call I wish you were coming home, yes it must be you, you must be coming home, brother you must not leave me, you must not, you have promised, forever you can only go with me, you can only go with me, don't go brother ..'

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I don't know what, moon maap I want to faint also 😭😭

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Next part 94

Anyway, is Egnor safe or not?? That's all the questions and must continue to follow 😭😭

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