The Im Not Main Character
Melancholy Vs Alda II

“Mati.”

The saw blade was right above his head. It was a very thin distance and it was difficult to dodge. But Alda was neither panicked nor daunted, he was always as calm as the sky.

Clangs!

Alda quickly turned his hand and deflected it from behind his back using a sword.

Rentaro was clearly surprised that Alda could move like that. His hands were almost as if he could spin a full circle.

“You're pretty shitty.”

It was not an easy move even for Alda. Although her body was said to be quite elastic, Alda still had limits on where she could make movements.

Twisting his arm like he did before was one thing he could do with his joints.

‘But he's great. It's too late for a while my head is definitely drifting.’

Alda could feel that one swing of the saw blade would feel like two strikes at the same time.

Rentaro who realizes that Alda's power cannot be underestimated starts to keep his distance.

Alda observed his opponent closely, this was a person who might be as troublesome as Zegion.

But Alda is confident he can behead him in a short time. This is land, not an air fight like it happened last time.

Even with her sealed magic power, Alda was still strong enough to finish off all of her opponents.

‘This time my left hand can move so there should be no problem—’

Although he could not drain a lot of power into his left hand, at least it was better because he could hold the sword with two hands. After all, there are some techniques that cannot be used with just one hand.

Alda's current situation was certainly different from before, but somehow something made him uncomfortable.

‘However why am I not confident? Why do I want to escape?!’

For the first time in his life Alda wanted to escape his opponent without trying to fight properly. A strange feeling that he had never felt even though he was surrounded by dozens of monsters.

Alda was afraid of this Rentaro man for no apparent reason. He wanted to avoid it if he could but of course, there was a part of his heart rebelling.

“I don't want to be bothered or troublesome. Let's just say this meeting doesn't happen and let me go, okay? I'll let you go.”

With his heart unhinged at the moment, Rentaro's offer was clearly tempting. Alda wanted to avoid this fight for whatever reason, but his heart kept on revolting.

As the mind and heart are not at all in the same place, the two are against each other. And, this is like a debate of two different minds in one body.

“I don't know what's going on, but it's part of your power, right? What have you done to me?!”

Alda was convinced that Rentaro was doing something and made him become internally confused. If you let your guard down a little, Alda will take the wrong decision that ended in disaster.

Rentaro Hanta sighed and seemed to be running out of energy.

“Huh, you just need to step aside. I hate being bothered by other people, and I don't even like to make other people bother. We've done this, assume we've never met.”

“I asked you!”

Rentaro sighed once more, “You won't understand it .. how when someone feels so sad every second, so tired and keeps wanting to cry for no reason.”

Alda became wary because as Rentaro told a story, the black aura around him became increasingly powerful.

“I want to cry and sometimes miss death. It came to my mind to tell someone, to be hugged warmly by a woman and to be understood. But who can understand this anxiety? I don't even know where this sadness comes from, why it feels so tiring despite doing nothing, even every waking up from sleep there is always a desire to never open your eyes again. I'm tired, I'm tired, I'm lethargic.”

Rentaro's body slowly trembled. The aura coming out from him was getting stronger, perhaps even his mood changed.

“Don't you understand this feeling? When you feel mentally really tired and so easily angry at anything. Even I would be very angry at the air that made me cold, ants that entered the ear, even itching that could not be scratched because I do not know where the itchy location. Ah, I'm upset, I'm angry ... I HATE!”

Clangs!

Rentaro slammed his saw blade, causing huge cracks in the ground and powerful earthquakes. Alda jumped to avoid the crack.

“Why .... What's wrong with me?”

Alda doesn't know why or what really happened. All this time he should have been fine, but somehow it felt like this time he was very sad.

Alda felt so sad, more than the moment when his father disappeared without a trace.

“What did you do to me?”

He became gloomy and lethargic. Alda no longer seemed to have the desire to fight. No, although the other part of her wanted blood, the other half wanted to feel sad and continue crying.

“I hate this. Whenever I get angry, there's always something I want to destroy!”

Rentaro lunged and slammed his cleaver with all his might.

Alda managed to dodge and leaned against the tree. He lost his fighting spirit, though part of him was enraged by this obscurity.

‘What is this? Life feels so exhausting. I hate doing any job. Is not life to be enjoyed? So why do we need all this?’

Whisper his heart wants death and there is a feeling of not opening his eyes again. But there is a small part of Alda's self that is trying to fight all these negative emotions.

Alda saw Rentaro throw his machete in full force. It was too late that Alda looked down and dodged.

The bulge shot out like a bullet, smashing a rock as big as a house upon landing. A strong wind destroyed the trees around him.

It is certain that Alda's death is guaranteed if he is late to avoid it.

‘What the fuck? Why am I not moving as I wish? It feels upset, I'm frustrated, and depressed.’

The power that plays on emotions like this is obviously infuriating for Alda. He never expected, the mood would affect him so far.

No, maybe Rentaro has a different strength than his guess. A complex force that Alda does not understand at all how it works.

Alda lowered his head in lethargy, immediately a powerful fist smashed into his stomach and threw him into the air.

“Stat! I hate it all, why doesn't this world die?!!”

Rentaro roars into the air, jumps up and kicks Alda right on his face and shatters his mask.

The bomb!

Alda fell down strongly like a meteor, he coughed blood and lamented the sky.

He could dodge all of those attacks, but his body was no longer willing to obey his orders. Alda was so tired, so sad that he cried.

“What the fuck is this .. I can't control my body properly.”

The turmoil in his chest is so annoying. Thanks to the sadness without knowing where it came from, every painful memory flashed through his mind.

“Why did you just leave, Dad? Didn't you promise to keep looking after me, you promised to protect me!”

Feelings of abandonment and betrayal. It made him angry and resentful to his father— who reneged on his promise and went missing without notice.

“Why? Why did you do it?! Is it because I am human and you don't want me?! Or you don't love me and all the words that you love me like your own daughter are lies!”

Alda got up and shouted to the sky loudly. Rentaro who landed had a ferocious face yet observed Alda.

“Damn it! Then I'll find you even if I have to go to the end of the world. I'll find it and I'll kill it! I'll kill you with my own hands!”

Alda rushed forward, holding his sword with both hands. He no longer cared about the pain in his body and left hand.

Alda's goal was just Rentaro and vent his anger.

Strongly Alda swung his sword with the aim of Rentaro's head.

Rentaro roared furiously and held him back, but his strength was not strong enough and caused him to crash forcefully into a boulder.

“You bastard! I'll destroy—”

Cruc!

Alda's sword pierced through Rentaro's neck and nailed him to the stone. Rentaro vomited blood, his body began to bathe in blood.

He tried to pluck the sword from his throat, but it could not be uprooted no matter how hard he tried.

Finally Rentaro smashed the stone behind him and made the sword stick.

Just breaking away from the stone, Alda had already attacked, tackled right in Rentaro's stomach and knocked him down once again.

Rentaro vomited blood while clawing at the ground. He roared loudly but his voice did not come out clearly. But surely his anger is mounting.

“Guarrghh!!”

With one hand Rentaro pulled the tree up to its roots and threw it towards Alda. Not just one, but dozens of trees floated powerfully.

“Fucking car!!”

Alda was getting angrier, his beautiful face looked ferocious when it happened. Strongly Alda kicked the surrounding rocks towards Rentaro.

Some hit trees, some also almost reached them.

The two exchanged attacks by throwing as well as kicking anything around him.

The forest was destroyed, the ravages of the ferocious battle of the two.