Not Salihah's Wife
Because of Promise

Randy was on the balcony of his room, precisely at his parents' house. He remembered Amara's question, about staying together.

“Huft.”

I can't stay apart with Amara, the relationship with Hana isn't necessarily better. The marriage I'm going to maintain is with Amara, Randy's inner self.

“Mas Randy, already home?” hana asked who was already in the middle of the balcony door.

“Hm.”

Hana had been away with Imelda since noon, filling the equipment and furniture for the house they were going to occupy. Actually Randy already had the idea of dividing which one Hana and Amara should choose but Imelda seemed not to give Amara a chance.

I don't know what the woman will do when she finds out, her favorite daughter-in-law is not perfect as it seems.

“Sorry, I just came with Mommy. Randy already ate?”

“Not yet, I took a shower first,” replied Randy then passed Hana.

“Mas,” call Hana make the man stop and turn his head. “So afternoon, Mas Randy with Amara?”

“Iya, I was taking her to lunch but a phone call from you made her go.”

“Sorry Mas, not I mean so but Mami ...”

“It is precisely because of that, I think Amara left because of Mami's worry or you accuse her of deliberately holding me,” said Randy. “I hope you understand our situation will always be this, all misjudged. Tomorrow we'll sit down and talk, I hope you don't overdo what Mami asked that would corner Amara or me. You understand more about religion than Amara, including how to behave as a wife who shares a husband.”

Randy's story is clear enough to be understood by Hana, unless the woman is deliberately planning to get rid of Amara. However, Randy believes Hana is not like that.

Randy's changed, his love has changed, but what can I do. Mas Randy was stuck with Abi's plan to keep my honor and good name, Inner Hana.

The woman sat on the edge of the bed daydreaming about what was happening in her life. The phone he was holding rang, it turned out to be a call from a new number.

“Assalamu’alaikum,” greet Hana.

“Hana, why did you get married and leave,” said a man on the other end of the phone.

Hana scrunched her forehead, moving the phone away from her ear to check the phone number that contacted her. He did not know the contact.

“This who?” ask Hana.

Hana ended the call and blocked the contact who had just contacted her.

Why did that man keep bothering me after he ruined my future. My marriage to Mas Randy turned into a disaster because of his actions, inner Hana while gripping her phone.

“Hana,” Randy said as he touched the woman's shoulder.

“Go!” hana yelled as she moved away and even her phone slammed onto the floor.

“Hana, what's wrong with you?” ask Randy who is worried about seeing Hana's attitude.

The woman realized where she was and there was Randy in front of her. After speaking a few times istighfar, Hana rubbed her chest while adjusting her breathing. Randy will lead the woman to sit down but Hana moves her body away from the sign that she doesn't want to be touched.

“What has to do with ...”

“Please don't talk about it,” pinta Hana while looking down.

“OK, I won't talk about that but you have to see a psychiatrist. Heal the trauma you have.”

Hannah raised her face to look at her husband. He was offended by Randy's orders, his current condition making his heart irritable.

“Psychiatrist? According to Mas Randy I have a mental disorder?”

“Hana, consulting what you feel does not mean you are mentally ill but trying to heal the wounds in your heart and mind.”  Randy sighed, free to talk to Hana whose emotions were not good. “Rest, we talk about next time.”

“What Amara will be told about my condition?”

Randy clucked at Hana's question how could the woman ask what had been agreed with her parents.

“You know why I maintain marriage with Amara? Do you know why I married you? Because of my responsibilities and promises, including my promise to Mr. Kyai Amir and Umi Maya I will keep your condition and our relationship including Amara even though she feels pain because she has to share a husband.”

“Sorry,” said Hana while looking down.

“Sleep!” tell Randy to go to the couch and lie there.