Marry The Heir
I can also feel pain

Disa was already in the room, when Kean just entered his room. He sat down at the dresser and was heard calling someone.

“Iya nek, later on to bandung ya.. This week it's possible."

"Grandmother at home, do not walk first so as not to fall again.”

That piece of sentence Kean heard from a conversation Disa had with someone over the phone.

He could have guessed that the one who spoke earlier was a jenar.

Kean chose to sit on the side of the bed, watching Disa from the reflection of the mirror. His eyes were red and watery, like his wife was grieving.

“Iya nek."

"Bi, tipped granny yaa.. assalamu’alaikum.” Disa ended her call and put her phone away.

He rubbed his face violently and then bowed resting on his arm.

“Sa, who is sick?” kean asked, having noticed his withered wife.

Isa immediately straightened her body. He realized that there was Kean behind him.

“Yes a, said grandma fell in the bathroom. But it's been sorted and it's been improved.” He was still trying to wipe his tears.

“You want to go home? Want when?”

“Iya, I'll be home this week.”

“Iya, I'm taking. How many days do you want there?” it can be imagined that the day that Kean will pass if Disa returns to Bandung. But he couldn't be selfish to let Disa be in anxiety.

“I'm home by myself. Aa a lot of work, do not feel disturbed.” Disa turned to sit beside Kean.

Kean could see clearly, Disa's appearance was slightly different. He wore a slightly thin nightgown and formed curves, they used to call him Lingeri. Her lips were polished with a thin lipstick. I don't know why it looks so tempting.

“I can sneak you home. Time you came home alone.”

Kean swallowed his saliva that was almost dripping. His little sister had even woken up first.

“Aa her also again hurts. Oh yes, I made aa warm drink.”

Disa moved from her place, taking a glass of ginger drink that she boiled. The way the path slightly bent makes Kean have to turn his face.

“This, cobain.” It wasn't long until Disa came back beside him.

Doubtful Kean took it, he focused more on Disa's display that teased him.

“You want me to help?” his voice was low, a little hoarse. Sounds like a death appeal.

Disa blew a drink in her hand and then she gave it to Kean.

“Udah is cold, Cobain deh.” added.

Kean brought his face closer to Disa, sipping on the warm aroma of the drink Disa made. Interested in trying, then little by little sipping it, then,

“Enak?” asked Disa impatiently.

Kean nodded slowly. “I hold my own.”

He took a glass from the hand of Disa who kept looking at him. He occasionally glanced at Disa with the corner of his eyes, for some reason tonight Disa so spoiled his eyes.

After half his drink, Kean put his glass on the bedside table. Then he blazed his body on his back, while closing his eyes enjoying the warm feeling that came down from the throat into his stomach.

“Aa want me to flinch no?” there was already white wood in Hisa's hands.

"No need, I want to sleep.” Still trying to resist even though it is difficult.

“Oh yes.” Can raise the blanket up to the limit of Kean's chest. Not to forget he turned off the main light and only turned on the sleeping lights with a dim flame.

Kean began to open his eyes that had originally closed. The narrowed eyes were immediately wide open when he saw Disa open the outer of her nightshirt and showed her body which was only wrapped in a thin cloth to the middle of the thigh with a low and open chest. Only a small rope that makes the shirt still cover part of the body Disa.

He pretended to be asleep when Disa lay beside him but then his feelings were not good when he smelled the smell of His body that disturbed his sense of smell.

Unintentionally, Disa turned her head and quickly Kean closed his eyes. The woman hugged him, wrapped her hands around Kean's waist.

Kean's heart is swirling, being near the opposite sex as close as this is especially the woman he loves is certainly very difficult for him to refuse.

Slightly responding, slowly, his hand coiled around Disa's waist, rubbing her slowly and gently.

Unexpectedly, Disa suddenly kissed him gently. It is not usually possible to take the initiative first. Something strange he thought.

“Sa, don't gini.” reject Kean carefully. He let go of his embrace as the thought reemerged in his mind.

“Why? Do I look like a bad woman?” Disa even closer her body to Kean, getting closer and closer again.

“No, it's just me,” returned the gaze of Disa who looked at him fixedly. Really, it's stifling. Not only for her but for her sister.

“Aa my husband right?” whispered with teasing. His nose stretched Kean's jawline firmly then kissed his earlobe, making the man's hair bristling. Apparently this was the feeling Disa felt as she did the same.

“Sa, STOP!!!” exclaim Kean. He can't hold it anymore.

He pulled both of Disa's hands and then dropped Disa's body and confined it under her body.

“Do not cross the line!” firmly Kean with full emphasis.

Disa smiled wryly. Suspicions proved.

With all his might, he woke up and pushed Kean's body away from him.

“Why? Because I'm in fertile period?” ask Disa later. There was anger from the words he said.

“Aa dare not touch me because I am fertile period is not it?” He could get out of his bed, put his outer ring back on and fasten the rope firmly.

“Oh yes, it looks like aa also forgot to bring this?”

Disa took something from her bag and put it in front of Kean. 4 male contraceptives that Can be found in the main house room.

Kean woke up immediately.

“Sa, this.” Kean was quite surprised by what Disa did.

“Why? Aa think I don't know my husband enough?” exclaimed Disa who slightly raised her voice.

He turned on the room lamp until it was bright and clearly in his eyes there was a collection of tears that would soon break.

“Sa, we've talked about this before, haven't we?” Kean got out of his bed. It seemed like there was nothing he needed to cover anymore from Disa.

“We agreed not to have children, because I could not give them,”

“Can't you say?” Disa started barking. She approached her husband with accumulated anger.

“What happened to you, not can not give me offspring but you do not want to give it!”

“Can't and won't, are two different things sir!” exclaiming Disa while pointing to Kean's left chest.

His anger was clearly visible, Disa had even changed her husband's nickname.

“Why? Is it because I am not worthy to be the mother of your children?”

“Or do you still feel that a servant has no right to give birth to a child of an heir like you?!” said Disa breathlessly holding back her anger.

Without asking for tears it broke along with the outbreak of trust that he had been building.

It was enough that he held everything back, especially when he heard the conversation Kean and Arini had this afternoon.

“To this day, you are even still sorry because I am your wife. Not a great woman, smart, coming from a distinguished family who became your companion. Right sir?!” the sentence was uttered by Disa with a trembling voice. He couldn't stay still, moving around hoping his emotions would drop a little when his body was tired. But it didn't.

"You know, sir, a few hours ago I still felt like I was the most special woman to have the opportunity to be with the man I love and love me. But,"

"A few hours ago also the confidence I built was collapsing. You don't really love me and I'm the most despicable woman in your eyes." said Disa without being able to hold the sentence to not say from her mouth.

And Kean was just fixated, he did not expect that Disa would think like this.

“DISA!” snapper Kean.

He pulled the hand of Disa to stop moving to and fro with mounting anger. It was like this when his wife was angry.

“I don't regret you being my wife. I still love you."

"Just, shouldn't we be like this.” The stern kean who was staring at Disa was sharp.

“If there is a woman who should be my wife, then I only expect that it is you.”

“LOSE!!!” He could shake his hand which Kean was holding.

“Master never really wanted me as your wife. You are just afraid of losing the comfort you have felt and because you know that I am the only woman who can accept your lies and shortcomings.”

“Are you happy because you have managed to fool me, huh?” exclaiming Disa in front of Kean. His rounded eyes clearly showed the disappointment and pain he felt.

Kean was like looking back at Disa the first time they met. Women with high self-esteem and not allowing anyone to demean them. But this time, Kean like even humbling Disa made the feelings of the woman before him crumble dimly.

“Sa, I,” Kean tried to grab Disa's hand but Disa again flicked it.

“I think, I've chosen the right guy. A man who respects me and never humbles me let alone reminds me of my status.”

“You know sir, I have given my whole heart to you but it seems, such a thing is never enough for a young master like you.”

“In front of you, a person like me will only always be worthy to be made a waiter.” Resolutely with full emphasis.

Kean was unable to speak. He let Disa bring out what was in his heart. Explaining it at this time will never be accepted by Disa.

"It looks like I'm right." Disa's mind at the sight of Kean was just glued with his head bowed as if asserting Disa's mind.

Really, his heart is broken. He could no longer stand in front of this man. Disa chose to leave Kean's room. He felt he was not fit to be in this room. In the guest room, yes maybe only the guest room is suitable to accommodate it at this time.

“DISA!” exclaiming Kean held back the steps of Disa.

But Disa doesn't chim in. He didn't even stop stepping to look at her once.

“AARRGHHHH!!!! **!*!!!” grunts Kean.

As time suddenly stopped and placed him on the edge of the abyss, one wrong move he stepped, then he would fall. Or maybe he has fallen.

It was like standing across from him and had already set firm boundaries with him. He realized he had hurt Disa. And he realized, this was because of his pure fault. He realized, it was his attitude that made Disa think so far.

You only, if only he was not that angry at Sigit. If only he had not taken the oath not to give Sigit a successor, then maybe everything would not be like this.

And at this moment, he could only be pensive with regretful cries that dripped down and fell on his cheeks. The hope that he kept in his heart so that Disa gave him time to solve one problem at a time, it would never exist. He himself had erased the opportunity.

Kean was aware, behind the gentle attitude of Disa, his heart was very hard. Many fortresses that he might have built at this time, especially when he had been injured.

“Sa, I'm sorry. Sorry..” Kean was caught in his deep cries.

Sorry, I am just sorry that he is feeling right now.

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