
Finding a CD on Roy's dashboard, either be grateful for Kean or regretted it. His face seemed to stiffen with tightly clenched hands when he saw the impressions he had played several times.
The content is very simple, only contains footage starting from Kean came, went into Disa's room and went home. But from this incident can make people conclude many things. The footage is like a wild ball that lures anyone into assuming what Kean and Disa are doing in the room.
What makes him upset is that when gossip about him and Disa circulated, Kean had ordered Roy to ask for proof of recording at the hotel but Roy said that the hotel would not give it. They even threatened to report the defamation of the hotel which was used as a quarantine place for the finalists.
But now the recording is even on the dashboard of Roy's car. In a place Kean never imagined existed. Where did the tape come from and why did Roy get it? Then, why would Roy lie about this tape, when he trusted him so much?
The thought kept spinning in Kean's head without being able to find the answer.
There was no other choice but to ask the person of his faith directly. Let's see if he can believe it or not.
Heading into Roy's room, the feeling of being lied to had mastered Kean's current emotions and it almost exploded. He was determined to ask Roy for an explanation for what he was doing behind him.
Roy is making a phone call, when Kean suddenly approaches him to his desk.
“I'll call you later.” Roy said when he saw Kean's unfriendly face with eyes that looked at him sharply.
“There can I help sir?” Roy remained calm as if nothing had happened.
It's smart for this guy to pretend, ' whispered Kean.
Kean threw the CD in front of Roy, “Ada do you want to explain?” ask him firmly.
Kean pulled out a chair with his feet and sat there.
“Tu-lord, this,” Roy stuttered.
He was very surprised because suddenly this CD was in Kean's hands.
Kean doesn't chim. Prefer to sit next to each other while staring at Roy sharply, impatiently waiting for an answer.
“Tu, sir. This is just a misunderstanding.” Roy finds the right words to say to Kean.
His cold gaze froze the neurons in his brain to the point of being unable to think.
“You know that I trust you so much?” kean's words sounded full of emphasis. Disappointment is felt by the way he speaks.
“Master!” Roy immediately switched and bent his knees in front of Kean.
“Ampuni me sir, I never intended to lie to you.” His voice sounded trembling and not in the slightest did he dare to look at the face of his young master.
Kean had to swallow a pill of disappointment because that one sentence seemed to be the recognition Roy gave him. Disappointed, yes Kean was very disappointed. Again, the person he trusted had betrayed him.
His face was rough. The cold face that was originally shown now began to become inflamed. Kean stood up and,
“BRAK!!” he kicked the chair he was sitting on to the upside down and hit Roy's closet.
Roy jerks. His body trembled at Kean's anger. The secretaries who were outside Roy's room, immediately fell silent in their respective places when they heard the noise. For a long time they did not hear Kean's rude attitude towards his employees especially Roy who is very trusted.
Roy was speechless, glued to his place with regret on his chest. He realized he had provoked the anger of the lion before him.
In his anger, Kean was still trying to think rationally about what he had experienced after the incident. Everything is like a relationship and if assembled will be the truth that greatly disappoints him.
“Do you spread it, or do you know who spread it and you become his accomplice?”
That one sentence became the conclusion of Kean at this time. His hardened jaw and head looked like he wanted to tear apart the man in front of him. Kean was sure Roy wouldn't have behaved like this if he didn't feel involved.
And Roy, he didn't dare to speak. He slightly raised his head, looking at the sturdy foot that stood before him upright and as if ready to kick him if the answer did not match what his master had expected.
His red face held in anger, making Roy feel thin-ketir. Moreover, his eyes that barked sharply, like a sword eye that was ready to plunge his heart.
Looking at Kean like this, his lips even felt faint, let alone to explain, taking out a single alphabet felt so difficult. As a result, his lips only trembled softly without any sound being heard. His throat was suffocated by fear.
Once, Kean crouched down, he grabbed Roy's collar and pulled him up to Roy's feet.
“ANSWER JERK!!!” snapping with a sharp look like he wanted to skin a man in front of him.
His hand was so strong that he grabbed Roy's collar, that the breath of the man in front of him was almost choked.
Honestly, he wasn't that patient to wait for Roy to speak.
Roy's lips seemed to mumble, his voice sounded soft and breathless because his breath was like it was going to run out. A few sentences were uttered by Roy in Kean's ear, making the man growl annoyed with mounting anger.
Don't ask the limits of his anger, he doesn't even know if it's himself or the devil that's risen in him.
“BRENGK YOU ROY!!!” Kean flicked his hand, pushing Roy away from him until the man fell down.
The few sentences that Roy said, were enough to give him an explanation of what happened to him and Disa.
"I'm sorry sir." That's all Roy could say.
Kean was no longer able to speak until he finally decided to leave with long and firm steps.
The people who were outside the room immediately lowered their heads as his young master walked out of the room with a face full of anger. His aura was extremely cold, as if ready to kill anyone who blocked his path.
Kean with his anger, walked quickly towards the elevator. He loosened his tie that felt like it was strangling his neck. Until he reached his car, Kean was still with mounting anger and ready to spill on anyone who approached.
“ARRGGGHHHH!!!!! FUCKIN' SHIT! FUCKIN' SHIT! SHIT!!!” he shouted while hitting the steering wheel in front of him.
His anger and disappointment had already reached the sea. He could not even think clearly. In one gas surge, Kean drove his car at high speed to where he should be going now. The vehicle in front of him he overtook many times without pause or even loosening his speedometer. He just wanted to get there and hear clearly everything he wanted to hear.
“Good afternoon sir,” the greeting that Kinar made when he saw his young master coming like the wind then that was not considered his existence.
Kean with a firm and quick step, immediately headed to the place he had wanted to go. He ran up the stairs to get there as soon as possible.
“Shelf!”
Is Arini's room door that Kean open wide without excuse. Anger and disappointment grew when he saw the woman in his room and then turned to welcome her. Looking at his wise smile, Aarrgghh Kean was fed up.
He walked over to Arini who was also approaching with his wheelchair.
“Nak, you're home? Kok ngabarin. Just in,”
Arini seemed to frown, trying to understand why her son had come in this angry condition.
He picked up the CD lying on the bed, and his eyes immediately rounded as he correctly recognized the black inscription that stringed someone's name on it.
“Kean, this.” Arini could not continue his sentence. He noticed his son's cold, crimson face, surely because he had seen the contents of this CD recording.
“It's you who told Roy to do it?” the question was then asked by Kean. There was no longer a Kean who spoke lowly and quietly lovingly before him.
“Mamah also told Roy to hide this CD, manipulate the news in online media and tell reporters to ask about my relationship with Disa?” kean's question was asked without pause.
His breath was breathless, like he did not want to sigh or pause the question he had wanted to throw.
“More than that, mamah also right who set me up and dia?” past the limit of his anger, Kean's voice sounded shrill and full of regret. Like in a moment, it will fall.
“BRUK!” and it's true.
For a while, Kean dropped his body on the sofa, the mounting anger turned out to have left both of his legs loose. He cupped his face with both hands, then pulled his hair violently, trying to gather back his strength which suddenly disappeared after his trust was broken by Arini.
“Why mah, WHY?!!!!” yelled Kean who stood up again. His eyes barked and were red with tears which then dripped down at the corner of his left eye.
Arini jerked in place. I don't know where Kean heard this story that was true.
“Kean, mamah.” Arini's voice sounded trembling.
Like Roy, he was not prepared if one day Kean knew the truth that he was the one who planned everything.
Yes, since Arini knew, if Kean came to the hotel to meet Disa, he immediately sent Roy to check it. Luckily the waiter who Arini assigned to deliver Kean's work clothes, vividly remembers the details of Kean's arrival to the hotel until he sees Kean sleeping on Disa's mattress.
At that moment, suddenly the plan was in his mind. A plan to get Kean to marry Disa without being able to turn her down. Arini knew, Kean was very respectful of Disa, so much too respect for her that almost crazy to hold back his own desire to be with Disa in order not to hurt the woman he loved.
Every day, like there's no desire in Kean's life. He did not look excited and there was no more flame of passion to endure after Disa left. Which mother can bear to see her son just like living a life of unwilling death? Isn't it too stupid to let Kean be tormented like that?
For that reason Arini made that plan happen.
“Kean, mamah never meant to trap you and disa. Mom just wants to see you happy with the woman you love.” That reason was what Arini then said without hesitation.
“BULLSHIT!!! It's just the selfishness of mamah without ever thinking about my feelings and dia.” Refuse Kean with certainty. Cliches according to Kean.
“Egois what is nak?”
“Mamah has taken great pains to unite you. Find the smallest opportunity to make you guys can be together.”
“It's not for mommy, but for you.”
“Mamah wants you to live happily with the person you love. Is mama wrong?”
“You love is the same? Hem, you love right?”
Arini grabbed Kean's perfectly clenched hand. He looked at his son questioningly, it was impossible for his belief to be wrong, that Kean would be happy when he could unite with Disa.
“BECAUSE KEAN LOVE IS THE SAME DISA THEN DISA IS THE ONLY WOMAN WHO SHOULD NOT BE MARRIED!!!” kean shouted as he flicked his hand.
“AAARGGHHHH!!! ****!!!!” Kean growled in frustration, rubbing his rough face and scrambling his hair. Sturdy wall hit him until his fist reddened and wound.
“KEAN!!” snapping Arini who was not strong saw Kean's attitude.
“Pull your words, don't make it seem like a burden because you married.” Arini warned.
“That girl, has brought a new life, not only for you but for this family.”
“He brings a bright light among the darkness of our family.”
“He can love you, mamah, fira even papah with sincerity.”
“What is less than that woman?"
"With all that Can be given, you still seem to think just to convey your desire to hold his hand or hug him in front of mamah.”
“What's wrong kean?!” finally, Arini's tears came.
Everything his son did to Disa turned back around in his head. Kean always hesitated when Disa was very serious.
“What are you also who deliberately make an issue so that prospective companies I want to buy almost thwart our cooperation?” ask Kean full of questions.
“YA IT'S MAMAH!!” sahut Arini quickly. For him, there was already nothing else he needed to hide from Kean.
“Mamah who told roy pretended not to be able to handle the problem.”
“Mama forced you to decide to go to jogja.”
“Mamah is also forcing to come with you.”
“For what?"
"For you to be aware of your own feelings! Is that clear enough?!” arini who snapped at her son.
Kean exhaled a rough breath, while looking at Arini with nanar. He never thought that Arini had done so much so far. Manipulating a trap, to manipulate his feelings for Disa.
“Mamah too feel know what I feel, when in fact mamah do not know anything.” Lirih Kean however sounded full of decisiveness.
With the rest of his strength, Kean moved out of his place without waiting for Arini to chim in his sentence. After all, he already did not want to hear anything from Arini. Arini makes her feelings faint, her trust is broken and her heart is now broken.
He is perverted, in what he feels and faces now. Arini did too many things, which made her have to do bad things to Disa.
Disa, in the end it is Disa who is hurt. Not only by himself or Sigit but by the woman he had considered as his own mother.
What would happen if Disa found out? Does Kean still have face to face with the woman?
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