
“Mistress, where are we going?” disa asked when Arini asked her to get something from the closet.
“Ke main house. You come with me.” Arini said like not giving a gap to be denied.
Disa was immediately stunned. Hearing the main house, Disa's fear seemed to reappear. The memory of being dragged by a large man into the house teetering, like a movie going back to his head. His wrist again felt pain from the strong grip of the man's hand.
Added to the cold and gripping atmosphere while in Sigit's room and the intimidating gaze of his great master. His heart was bloated and left a horror that was difficult to forget. Such was the craze of fear that his body became limp and could only sit down in front of his great master who held full power. The indisputable Sigit Hardjoyo, actually stood before him and saw him as just a bully fly in his perfect world.
This time he had to go back into the house. A house that makes him feel like a stranger and a lowly person at the same time. No one cared about him, for his fear was more than his pain.
Everyone pretended not to see, pretended not to hear and pretended not to know what was happening. They were too afraid that all they knew was to save themselves from the wrath of their great masters.
And right now, does he have enough courage to enter that house? Why did just imagining it give him such a threatening fear?
“You why sa?” Arini noticed a sudden somber change in Disa's expression.
Disa kept tweeting, telling me trivial things about what happened in the market. Starting from the price of chilli rising, the parking attendant who carelessly nudged his bike to get discounts from his subscription fish seller.
But when he heard Arini was going to the main house, he suddenly became silent. Not much to say but not protest.
“Em no mistress, it's okay.” He tries to stand up and try to look as calm as possible.
But Arini could see her facial expression full of anxiety. Disa is not a person who is good at hiding her feelings so that when her mood changes can be directly seen from the look on her face.
“Mrs want to bring anything? What will be staying?” he tries to shift the conversation so that Arini does not pay attention to her clumsiness. It was quite late afternoon and to the main house it definitely took a short time.
“No, I'll just meet my husband. There's something we need to talk about.” explained Arini without taking her eyes away from paying attention to the nose of Disa's face.
Is only nodding. Take some Arini medications that may have to be taken while he is in the main house.
Arini realized Disa was not okay after hearing her invitation. He turned his wheelchair and approached Disa who was packing her things into a small bag.
“Sa, I can leave by myself by taxi. You're at home, afraid that later kean go home, need something and nyariin you.” Arini rubbed the shoulder of Disa who looked tense. It felt like he understood exactly what Disa was feeling right now.
“I'll come with madam. I will inform the young master that we are going to the main house and I will prepare dinner for the young master, before we leave. Can the madam wait?”
Of course it was impossible for Disa to let her great mistress go alone. Although he went home to his own house, Disa had to make sure that his big mistress arrived at the main house in good condition. After all, fear was only a shadow, so he had to face it in order to defeat it.
“Hem, okay. You cook first, I'm not in a hurry.” finally they agreed. Arini waits in the living room while Disa prepares dinner.
Not a difficult menu that he made so it does not need to take long. Three types of Kean's favorite side dishes and cooked rice are ready on the table.
“Master, I'm going to the main house with the mistress. I've prepared dinner for you.”
“Maybe we'll be home a little late but won't stay.”
The sound of the message sent by Disa on the way to the main house. He could sigh in relief when the message had been sent even though he had not read his young master. At the very least, it was already being patient and did not make his young master anxious.
The work that piled up made Kean not aware there was a message sent by Disa. His work was so plentiful that he was immersed in the work he had to finish immediately. He did everything quickly to get home on time.
“Mistress, you came.” Welcome Kinar when he sees the arrival of Arini and Disa.
“Iya. Is sigit mas present?” like visiting a stranger when Arini comes to her own house.
Yes everything in his house, right now is too foreign. It was as if he did not recognize the house that his late father-in-law specifically made for him and Sigit. Things change, every corner is a touch of Liana.
“There's a mistress, the big lord will have dinner. Let's madam.” Kinar grabbed the handle of Arini's wheelchair and led her towards the dining room.
“You go meet your friends.” Imbuh Kinar gave orders to Disa.
“Good, I'm sorry.”
Disa chose to turn out the main door and towards the back door. This door was supposed to be the only entrance for him. It's been a long time since he's been through this door. The last time Kean entered the house, he took her home through the main door.
He hears a conversation from the kitchen. The dominant voice of Wita was heard. Small talk that often makes Disa miss her three friends. He stood there, listening to what his friends were talking about.
“Yes I was mending in the love of meal tickets on the appeal of a ticket to the beginning. Can't enjoy.” Reject Wita while in sodori an amusement park picture by Tina.
“Ih you mah less adventure soul. Seru tau ride kora-kora same thunderbolt. Challenging adrenaline!” Nina spread her arms so close to Wita's face.
“Ih what the hell. Regularly a time!” at the clap Nina's long hands hit her face.
“Heheheh yes sorry. Error very girlfriend aa rahmat.” The sweet girl chuckled. He pokes Wita's chin to tease her.
"O nina!!" no, it was upset. Not Nina's name if finally he just laughs amusedly because he managed to seduce his friend.
“You if you are afraid of the most rose aja reanglala. Excited to see the view from above.” Tina gave an alternative game. They plan to go on vacation when they get a holiday. Ancol, the place they were talking about right now.
If you remember ancol, so remember a lot of things that happened there. Work behind a winnie the pooh costume and see the carefree laughter of the children surrounding it. It had been a very long time that he had not been there and Disa started to miss the atmosphere.
“Ih no ah, so high!” it is not suitable for Wita either.
There are those who listen so smile. For a very long time he had no friends telling unimportant things like Nina, Wita and Tina. It feels so missed.
“Chat what the hell, so exciting.” He was able to dare to approach. He hoped his friends would no longer run away.
“Can!” exclaiming Nina who immediately stood up and approached Disa. In his arms was Disa tightly. “Kangen kamuu..” lirihnya spoiled.
“I'm also kangen. You guys how are you?” looking one by one at the faces of the friends he missed.
“Good. You how are sa?” Tina alternately hugged Disa.
“Good sister.” It feels so warm to get a hug from Tina.
“You tumben play here? In the call of the big master what bu kinar?” Wita is always negative thinking. His thought came only because of the anger of his master.
Not strange indeed because the last Disa came to this house, half dragged by Marwan's men.
“Em no, I nemenin mrs arini. Said to meet the big master.”
“Hah there is a big mistress? Duh I don't want to go out ah, still embarrassed to meet him.” Guts Wita immediately shriveled. Maybe he remembered something a while ago.
“Instead you do not avoid. I know wrong, and avoid. If you meet, good at greeting, better yet all apologize.” Tina the wise one reminded. He was the most mature of the servants.
“Iya. But look at it later. I'm still not brave enough.”
“Uuhhh basic, cemen!” Nina elbowed Wita on purpose.
When Wita was about to reply, he immediately dodged. Even a chase is inevitable.
“Can!” call Kinar from the kitchen door. The woman's voice was definitely Kinar's.
“Iya bu.” Isa turned around immediately.
“Mrs arini asks for the cure. You prepare.” his word always sounds straightforward.
Looks like Arini's done eating dinner. He can already eat the usual food so it does not have to be eaten specifically by Disa.
What is of concern at the moment is Kinar's attitude. This middle-aged woman seemed to still harbor some irritation towards him. His view is not too friendly and immediately makes the guts of his friends shrivel.
“Good ma'am, I'll prepare briefly.” Take a small tray, a small plate and mineral water in a glass. A few drops of the medicine were put on Disa on it.
Before leaving, Disa let out a deep breath. Trying to mentally prepare him if he had to meet his great master.
“Mind your view. Don't act weird.” Kinar was already reminding beside him.
“Good bu.” Only that was Disa's answer while following Kinar's footsteps towards the dining room. Strange behavior what exactly Kinar meant. Is a waitress who only breathes something strange too?
Indeed, he was supposed to meet, his great master was seen sitting dashingly in his dining chair. He still enjoyed his unfinished dinner.
“Mba disa!” shafira shouted from her place. There are many things that cannot be controlled one of them Shafira's screams. The girl was too excited to see the arrival of Disa, so it was impossible that Disa just fell silent not to pray the greeting of her young lady.
“Goodnight sir, mistress and non fira.” He decided to say hello. His heart immediately pounded as his Great Lord slowed down the movement of the spoon on his plate. Maybe not sing if Disa comes along.
“I guess mba isn't coming. Later to my room yes, someone wants me to love.” Shafira cheerfully.
Can only smile, do not agree or reject Shafira's invitation.
“Fira, spend your meal.”
Liana's voice sounded cynical. He looked at Disa with an unpleasant look. He tried to ignore it. Liana's cynical gaze did not make her stomach hurt. He's very used to it.
“Ish mamih!” decik the little girl who continued eating with not too tasteful. It could be seen that her pursed lips were irritated at Liana.
“Please mistress, medicine.” Can deliver drugs belonging to Arini.
Sigit glanced with the corner of his eyes as Arini took the medicine. “You are still consulting Austin?” his heavy voice sounded like lightning in broad daylight. It echoed in Disa's ears and reminded her of her intimidating sentences.
“Sure, I must be healthy so as not to be a burden to my son and be made a tool to weaken him.” Arini's words sounded cynical. It turned out that his great mistress who had always been calm could also say cynically.
Sigit no longer chimed. He sipped his drink and then moved without permission.
“We need to talk.” Arini. His voice managed to stop Sigit's footsteps.
Sigit did not reply, it seemed like this man was very irritable to speak. He doesn't say anything unless he wants to. Silence can scare many people.
“Can, between me.” Arini pulled Disa's hand and placed it on the wheelchair's handle. At first glance Disa turned her head to Kinar but the woman just nodded slowly as if agreeing with Disa to take her big mistress away.
Sigit passed the stairs, while Arini through a detour that used to drive linen to his master's room. His feelings are uncertain. The closer it got to Sigit's study, the greater the fear.
Several times Disa reminded herself that fear must be faced. Repeatedly he took a deep breath and exhaled slowly to neutralize his feelings. But the fear is still felt.
“You wait here only.” Pinta Arini upon arrival at the mouth of the door.
“Good mistress.”
He opened the door and saw the figure of a great master who was looking back at him. He did not dare to see more of it. After Arini entered, he immediately closed the door and pecked with a confused face in front of the door.
What should he do now? Stay here and make sure the big madam is okay or go quietly without having to hear their talk?
Why go so wrong? Doesn't it matter if he stays here? Or is he ready to hear a talk plan that leads to more debate?
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