Marry The Heir
A long start must begin

An hour had passed when Kean left without saying where he was going. Disa was still sitting dumbstruck while remembering Kean's angry expression while trying to hold back her passion. I don't know who. Maybe disappointed in Disa who turns out not to be in accordance with Kean's expectations or on himself. Or perhaps in a situation that awakens him from his lack.

Sitting in front of the window, with his chin supported by his hands resting on the window, Disa was still staring at the ripples of lake water under the evening sky. Calm, doesn't mean no flow. Turbulent does not mean it can drown. Like Kean's heart, there was nothing he could guess where he felt.

“Where is the holiday tea? Can I follow you?

“Heheehe..”.

“Sepi really at home no brother same teteh.”

“The return should not forget to bring souvenirs by yaa..”

A message from Shafira with a baby emoticon wearing a pacifier at the end of her sentence.

For some reason, this message feels right received by Disa. Like it was suitable to make fun of him who was fixated with a stupid face after the incident earlier. This kind of thing in the future he will often get, considering what will happen to his household he can never guess. He has not even started what a married couple would do after marriage. The first night, the night is always in later many couples get married because the beginning of a new life and trust in the beginning. Where each other shows that they want each other.

It might be too cliche of a reason like that, but isn't that what every couple's mind is like?

Disa doesn't want to reply to Shafira's message. He simply typed in the letter a without closing his screen, leaving it like it was as if he was going to type a very long message for his sister-in-law. After all, he did not know what to reply to Shafira's message.

“Excuse me non,” knock sound is heard on her bedroom door. Mina's voice called out to her.

“Iya mbok, what is it?” a little lazy he looked. His mind was completely directionless.

Honestly, Disa just wanted to be silent without doing anything even if it was just thinking. For a moment he wanted to stop his brain to think and be silent without needing anything to digest in his head.

“Nona has not eaten, want to eat now?” Mbok Mina looked around Disa's room which looked neat, not looking like the bridal room she thought.

“Thank you mbok. But later. I am not hungry.”

“Good. Call me if miss needs something.” Mbok Mina seemed to understand the terrible expression that Disa showed.

“Iya mbok, thanks yes.”

Mbok Mina nodded politely, then left and left the door of Disa's room open as before.

His blankness of mind was disturbed just because of the question of what he would eat or not. His stomach was beeping but his mouth was too reluctant to open. Disa finally chose to lay her body on the bed.

He deliberately chose to sleep sideways, turning his back on Kean's sleeping position overnight so that for a while he did not need to think about the absence of Kean.

He closed his eyes, trying to sigh deeply to accept the situation but then the corner of his eyes even water. There was a shredded feeling remembering what happened to him. Is it possible that all this time Kean was just curious about himself so that when he had given up all his heart, the curiosity was gone. Kean's feelings went as easily as Kean left him alone as he was now.

Slowly the sound of crying could be heard. The more I think about it the more my heart feels hurt. He hiccupped and covered his head with a pillow, so that the sound of his crying was not too audible. Believe me, she is just an ordinary woman who can feel pain because of the attitude of a man who does not want it.

He knows that the husband and wife relationship cannot be just because of the wishes of one party only. There is a heart that must be attached to it in order for it to feel wanted.

It may be too cliche of the mind because for a man, they can do it with any woman they want without having the slightest feeling of love. If Kean didn't want it, then maybe she wasn't even attractive enough in her husband's heart.

But then he remembered his vow when he first met Kean. What those heartfelt words that God heard until Kean actually experienced what Disa had spilled. And it was as if he was turning against her.

“Bodooh!” snorting Disa while removing the pillow that covered her head. His eyes that were originally closed are now perfectly rounded. If the situation is right as it is in his mind, then he is the guilty one.

“Why can't you keep your own words sa?!!”

“For you not only one person feels pain but many people who are hurt including yourself!”

The angel beside him was like he was nagging Disa, reminding her of his behavior some time ago.

“Sorry me a..” from the bottom of his heart, this time the regret he felt. He should be more able to withstand emotions by not saying words that are careless even in a state of anger.

From a distance there was the sound of a car engine entering the yard. He knew the sound of that car.

Kean came home, so what will he do now?

It had not occurred in his mind what he would do now but there were already the sound of firm footsteps approaching. The smell of mint is known as Kean's perfume.

Should she turn around and greet her husband or?

No. gabe. He chose to stay in his place. He still had not found the right way to express what was on his mind. Just this once he wanted to avoid like a coward. A coward who does not dare to admit his mistakes.

From the reflection of the window glass, Disa could see the shadow of Kean coming and sitting on the bed. He took off his shirt and took a new one from the closet. Only once did Kean turn his head and look at him, making Disa close her eyes again.

Not long, felt the surface of the mattress moving. Kean lay beside him with a deep sigh that he took several times.

“Sa,” down, half whisper. As if not to disturb the sleep of his wife who looks sound.

The stronger Disa closed her eyes, she did not dare to turn her head and showed her puffy face with wet eyes.

Eve Kean's body felt began to approach not long he felt a heavy hand coiled around his waist. God, his heart's like it's gonna come out.

“What do you sleep?” whispered Kean in his ear.

He wanted to shudder as Kean's breath struck his neck at a very close distance.

“I,”

“I'm sorry about the incident."

"I didn't mean to treat you like that.” The flow of that sentence sounded sincere from Kean's mouth.

Disa opened her eyes that were closed tightly. If he woke up, would Kean say the same thing?

“You should know, if I want you to be almost crazy just,” Kean paused his sentence with a sigh. He released his embrace from Disa's body then rubbed his face rough.

Not thinking about himself, what exactly he is doing.

In one Movement Disa flipped her body facing Kean. Kean looked surprised to find Disa who turned out not to sleep.

“A-I mean it with what I said, you heard it right?” so stammered especially when he saw the red and wet eyes of Disa.

Disa nodded softly, while looking at Kean's sad eyes full of regret.

Kean rubbed his cheek gently and soulfully to wipe away the rest of the tears. He regretted that he had made his wife cry.

“I can do it like other men do. It's just that, I can't give you the thing you expected.” again, that sad face that Kean showed made Disa's feelings slip away.

“A, “ Can be voiced with a soft. The rest of her crying was still there until it made her voice hoarse.

“I want to marry aa, not just for a child." trying to assert his thoughts.

"The case of the child's fortune, will come if God believes in us regardless of the condition.” rubbed Kean's chest slowly then patted gently the left chest of her husband to calm him.

Look, the beating of his heart is so fast as Disa is feeling right now.

“Do not feel guilty for not being able to give me a child. Do not also feel that this kind of relationship is based only on aa have an obligation to touch me or because of an obligation to meet my inner needs.”

“As a wife, I want to feel that I am wanted by my husband. In need, unlike other women who can aaikat with all the treasures that aa have, then ignore.”

“I don't want only our physical proximity but, our hearts are not linked.”

“And I also apologize, if everything that happened was the same because of my mistake.”

His tears came back. It's hard to say all this but he has to explain it. He said, the lasting marriage relationship is based on good communication with each other. So he will do so because he wants to be with Kean for a long time, if possible until death do the parting.

“Sa, you are not wrong.” Kean cupped one side of Disa's face. A warm touch like flowing a lot of feelings for Disa.

“Everything happens to me, never because of you. All because I have this condition. And I'm the one who should be apologizing.”

Kean's eyes looked red, in one corner of his eyes were collected clear liquid that was ready to break.

When a man cries in front of his woman, it is proof that he loves his woman. Is Kean feeling that deep?

“A, please stop apologizing.” Can saturates Kean's lips with his index finger. Rubbing it slowly made the man sigh deeply to neutralize his feelings.

“If it's about a shortcoming, then there's no need for an apology. I accept aa with all its shortcomings and advantages. Nothing I exclude.” Tandas Disa with full earnestness.

Kean grabbed Disa's hand which he then kissed feelingly. He felt very lucky to have the perfect Woman by his side. A woman who can accept all her shortcomings without exception.

“I love you and you don't have to doubt that.” In his eyes Disa with a stick makes the heart of Disa pounding very fast.

“I want you, more than I want air for me hela.” His eyes turned passionate.

“And I need you, as the only woman I want to link her heart with my heart.” His burly hand pulled the body of Disa to get close to him at a very close distance.

“Is that enough to convince you to give me that honor?” close his face with a very thin distance until their noses intersect.

He heard his roaring breath with a flash of passion that was like it could not be kept.

Disa nodded slowly.

“Yes a, what I have is belongs to aa.” Lirih Disa with a low voice that makes the adrenaline Kean hooked.

A smile was given by Kean before starting what he should have started a long time ago. In the next second, he began to kiss Disa's lips gently, feeling full and unhurried. Like so much of the time they had without fear of running out of opportunities to enjoy this more deeply.

Disa returned Kean's kisses with a feeling, making a kiss change lumattan and strong pagutan from both. The sound of decapan was so heard alternating with the roar of the hunting breath.

“I love you sa,” whispered Kean as he began to peck at Disa's eyes, forehead, cheeks and ears. Giving a warm sweep of air and brimming the feathers I sat Disa.

“A,” Disa gasped for breath, she could not even continue her words as Kean's nose and lips began to slash her neck line sensually, giving a gentle bite and leaving a reddish mark there.

In the next second, they took off one by one the cloth wrapped around the bodies of the two. Take off the buttons and take off the dress that bandages the body of Disa. Throwing it at any obvious distance away from the two. Then, they covered the plain bodies of the two with a blanket patterned with small flowers.

Kean linked his fingers between the fingers of Disa which he then tightly locked. Stabbing the body of Disa under his body until the tiny body was perfectly cupped.

He continued what he had started with a subtle but powerful impulse, making Disa moan.

It's all really happening. When their core bodies fuse perfectly. The cold night with a gust of wind slowly entered through the gap of the wall, making the silent atmosphere was broken by the sighs of the two.

A new way of expressing love is both beginning. Throughout the night, perhaps only the moaning sounds of Disa and Kean were heard, fiercely competing with the sound of the wind greeting the leaves and grass.

Let it go, let them be like that. Show her feelings in a beautiful way and show her passionate love.

For the lovers, enjoy the night.

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