Love on the verge of suffering
Memory that is Still Faint

"So, your sister did you tell me that Doctor Alwi is her husband? How did Zara react? Then he also already knows that Mother is not your Mother?" mama Anna's boyfriend, who was more surprised by the news that Zifa conveyed. While the Alwi doctor is more relaxed by petite babies, beautiful and tends to be quiet even in crowded places, very different from the King who is a little dislike noise, he said, he will cry when there are noises.

Alwi's mind again flew, when first he fondled his late daughter Mecca.

Zifa nodded weakly, she was afraid that her honesty would make her brother depressed with the news that she was, especially about the status with the doctor Alwi.

"Sister's reaction was a little shocked, and also earlier Kaka asked especially with her husband. Why can doctor Alwi be the husband of Kak Ara, as a bit surprised, but Ifa did not answer. Ifa was afraid that later the answer from Ifa made Zara's brother come to mind. Zifa said that later Anna and Alwi doctor will explain everything, and thank God Kak Zara will be patient until Mother and Alwi doctor will explain later," replied Zifa. leave everything to the doctor and Anna's mother.

"Then, how about Zara's memory of your dead mother? Did anyone provoke Zara until she remembered those memories?" ask Mother Anna again. Anyway before the woman finds a satisfactory answer then Anna's mother will continue to search for Zifa.

"Either if it's about who provoked whom, Ifa also does not know. And Ifa was also honestly very surprised when Kak Zara asked if Mother had died? Zifa asked why she asked like that, and Kak Zara answered, She said Big Brother dreams of sleeping on top of Mom's grave, and it happened. Where on the first night Mom was gone. Zifa who was angry that the whining Sister kept yelling and making nights when Ifa was sleeping, sister walked over to eat Mother and slept on top of the tomb. It was all reality and now back Brother remembered but through a dream," Zifa explained.

"That's a sign your brother's mind has already bang Fa, just be patient later also everything he will remember, he said, but every memory he remembers will raise questions and not infrequently sometimes followed by fever and so on, it all depends on the endurance of your brother. Like amnesiacs who are caused by collisions, there will be an effect" explained Dr. Alwi.

"Why does Zifa not have the heart with Kak Zara yah Dok, pity he is always moody every time he remembers something, in addition to pity with brother Zifa also pity with the King and Queen, he said, maybe ifa's ponakan later will be less affectionate by his mother because of the memory of his brother up and down." Zifa stared at her two twin steps that were both sleeping. Even for the milk of the twins, it is highly recommended to be helped with formula milk, it is all because Zara who does not know her duties as a mother. Each must suckle the baby Zara must be reminded first of her duties after that Zara will breastfeed her child.

"It's okay Fa. The King and Queen are strong children, since in the womb he understands the condition of his Mother, so he never fusses. The King and Queen are good children." Mother Anna rubbed Zifa's back, strengthening Zifa so that she would also be strong like her two twin poundings.

Zifa smiled. Not long ago Zara woke up with her hair that was already neat. Unlike usual he woke up with disheveled hair. It was because Zifa was in the room before going out first to tidy her hair.

"Are you awake?" zifa asked, when Zara came to those who were talking about her.

"Udah, Ifa." Zara sat down in front of the doctor Alwi. "Doctor what's doctor Ara's husband? Said Ifa doctor Alwi Ara's husband?" asked Zara with a serious face.

"Yes Ra, we are husband and wife" replied the doctor Alwi in his soft voice. Zifa's heart screamed as if she could not bear to lie to her brother continuously. He had to lie again and again for the good of his brother.

"Ara knows who Ara's husband is?" ask back Anna's mother, the investigator what the shadow of the husband in the mind of Zara. Doctor Alwi and Ifa were curious about the husband that Zara said.

"Suami Ara is not here. Ara's husband is far away." Zara replied in a soft voice and lowered her head. "But Ara's husband is not an Alwi doctor, different," he added.

"Well then actually Zara remembered the face of the rapist she was," like that the thoughts of doctors Alwi, Anna and Zifa. They think the same thing.

"Sister, can Brother Zara remember what kind of face husband Brother, let Ifa later pick up to come home here, because if work should go home." Zifa this time spoke by holding her brother's knee.

"Ara forgot Ifa, Ara forgot, but not the Alwi doctor." Zara insists once again that her husband is not Alwi's doctor.

"If so Ara try to remember who Ara's husband is. Slow down later also remember," said doctor Alwi, and greeted with a gentle nod from Zara.

"If these two babies Ara remember not?" ask Anna's mother by pointing to the King and Queen who are still asleep, as if the baby is racing to take a nap.

"Hehehe... It's the King and Queen, Ara's son. Said Ifa in Ara's stomach," Zara replied as she chuckled at Anna's mother's question.

"Good!! Actually Ara is smart, you know, diligently study again well let all the memory that Zara has passed through a long time ago much Zara can remember again because it determines your future and the future of the King and Queen as well,"

Zara nodded with excitement. "Ara likes to learn Bun, later Ara wants to learn a lot of the same doctor Alwi. Where Zara smiled sweetly at the doctor who was holding a beautiful baby. Alwi returned the smile with a thin stroke on his face.

For some reason every saw the innocent face of Zara and her smile that was developed perfectly and filled with spirit. Alwi recalled his late wife, Kia. "What Zara is the incarnation of Kia," the inner Alwi observes the Zara plow.

Because when observed Zara's face looks the same as Kia, his ex-wife who was five years old died. Not yet their nature is almost the same, meek, and tend to be indifferent. Alwi really like seeing the figure of Kia in the body of Zara.