Love on the verge of suffering
Memories of Childhood
Kemal immediately threw his car in the baseman where Ghava's car. "Wih, cool is my brother, the car is not a dick. Sultan is really my brother that one. It's not wrong I porotin he continues, but it's like this is all because I porotin continues, so the money does not run out," Kemal jokes that are proud of Ghava who has been successful at a young age, but what made Kemal happy with Ghava he did not boast. Even with Kemal, he will be the most arrogant person in the world, but he knows that it is for entertainment only. Ghava is humble and always helps people in distress. That is probably why his sustenance flows like the swiftness of a river. From Ghava as well, Kemal learned to follow in his footsteps who were not very obedient to his mamih. Ghava decided to live independently since high school, although initially rejected by mamih, for security reasons, but in the end Ghava was allowed to live alone, by living in an apartment. But of course occasionally go home to his big family.
Kemal with a thousand foot step directly to his brother's apartment and enter the secret key code, even who knew the code was Ghava and Kemal only. Because it was told the location of the car so that Kemal did not have to look for it, the man only took ten minutes in the room of his brother's apartment. Then Kemal returned to the basement and this time reached for his brother's new car that looks the most luxurious among their family cars.
Not to forget the man still perfected his tanners, hats and masks still stuck to his face. Sure enough, Ghava said the car that he was in was still under a tree in the apartment across from his kakanya, was waiting for Kemal's car to come out.
"You enjoy it until night or if you need a change of days, weeks and even months you will stay in this place" said Kemal spoke himself as he looked with the jelly eyes of the car that followed him. Even the police number Kemal to memorize.
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At Zifa's house, though, after Zifa found out that Kemal would come late he also returned to tidy up items that could still be used in containers that were safe to store goods until the time he could not determine.
It was very hard when Zifa was forced by the circumstances of having to leave their childhood home. The shadows, when they were little, kept crossing Zifa's mind. He looked at every room that was now neat, even the mattress had Meyra rolled and covered with large plastic so as not to be damaged. The girl looked back at her brother who was still asleep on the sofa.
Again Zifa was fixed with her brother's stomach, she was very astonished by his brother's stomach. How many months is she actually pregnant? Why does his stomach look so big? Zifa decided before her brother was entrusted to a social care center dedicated to the therapy of people with special conditions such as Zara, so Zifa will first check the content of her sister so that Zifa also knows her sister has been pregnant for how many months. So that it can prepare everything.
Zifa promised to be a surrogate mother of her nephew later, until her brother could be relied on to nurture her baby. Again, his heart was bitterly sliced, while imagining his older son being born without knowing who his father was. Will the child also hold a grudge like Zifa whose current life purpose is only to get revenge.
The ideals that he had assembled so beautifully first, even he was willing to heat up in order to keep setting aside a little of his provision. So that he can reach his goals and can lift his family from poverty, of course making pride for mother is the ideals of Zifa, but not a little he thought that his life will be this sad. There was no happiness left, everything was forcibly snatched away by the unmerciful.
His steps were once upright because there was a mother who made him eager to live the day, now the step has been fragile even disabled to walk. But Zifa kept trying to keep going because justice for the family needed her.
Zifa had previously left one key to her neighbor, who had always helped the Zifa family, to help keep her house, of course with a little money to say thank you. Do not forget Zifa also entrusted if anyone is looking for him or his brother to be told that Zifa has returned home. Well, Zifa said that he would go home to complain about the possibility of people who want to do less wear against their families. Without exception maybe the teacher and his schoolmate who will come to his house, because he who never entered school again. He is no longer active in the school. Zifa's attitude that suddenly disappeared was bound to cause a lot of guesses that are not-no and most likely one of the representatives of the school will come to his house. In anticipation of that, Zifa has sent an apology letter. He did not dare to say directly, because he was still not so accepted by the conditions that now befall him, overturned by fate like a roller coaster.