Love on the verge of suffering
CDD #Epicide 128

Ghava and Zifa returned to their rooms after the event.

"Mas I'm gonna take a shower first yeah." Without waiting for an answer from Ghava, Zifa left Ghava staring hungry at him. Zifa will remain to fortify itself from Ghava. A sin? Zifa is better off sinning than having to conceive a child from Ghava which means she and her sister are pregnant from the same family lineage very unwanted by Zifa. Zifa's feelings are still changing.

Before entering the bathroom Zifa first put her phone on the dressing table. Ghava continued to stare at Zifa without a blink and that Zifa could feel, but Zifa would not just melt with Ghava, that Zifa principle he kept trying to grasp.

Ghava during Zifa's shower saw his phone that happened to be on, and it turned out that the one who called was Kemal. A grin is shown by the face of Ghava who wants to know how Kemal's reaction if he knows Zifa and he has become a married couple.

"Hallo... Why did you call Ifa?" ghava asked in a cynical tone, as soon as the phone connection was connected.

Kemal who was on the phone was quite shocked when he found out that the one who picked up his phone was his own brother, Ghava. "Ngapain loe pick up Zifa's phone?" asked Kemal in a voice that was already full of emotions, kemal's heart intention was to contact Zifa to find out Zara's address because Abas wanted to meet with his children and would also apologize but instead Kemal was made inflamed by Ghava who apparently raised Zifa's phone.

"Loh, naturally dong husband picked up his wife's phone, let alone the phone is the sister of her own husband, in other words she is his sister-in-law." Ghava increasingly fishing Kemal and sure enough Kemal more hooked with what Ghava said.

"Don't brazen loe Ghava. Zifa is mine. She's the girl I've loved the most since long ago" Kemal snapped with emotion as he began to get hooked on what Ghava had said.

"Zifa wants to marry me. And notya love can not be forced then why loe who sewot, said Ghava increasingly happy to make his sister angry. In fact, Ghava and Kemal are increasingly tenuous and it is because of Zifa, the woman they love at the same time.

"Where does my Zifa want to talk?" ask Kemal again.

"Zifa is taking a shower, Ghava replied with a triumphant smile.

"Don't lie to Ghava where Zifa I'll ask you something , important to him," Kemal's frown grew more emotional when he heard that Zifa was taking a bath.

"Ok I asked ya." Abas went straight to the bathroom door and knocked on it.

Geck... Geck... Honey Kemal phone do I have to pick up?" ghava asked him to lure Kemal that Zifa was bathing.

"No need Mas let him bosen himself later will also stop the phone," replied Zifa from inside the bathroom, and of course Kemal could hear the voice.

"Loe could hear Kemal himself, Zifa did not want to hear the sound of loe, and the sound of water from the bathroom could you listen. He no longer belongs to you, but now he's mine, and soon you'll have a bang" ledek Ghava and it certainly makes Kemal more angry.

"Bad loe Ghava, loe is wedge. I will take Zifa from you" Kemal said in a tone filled with threats. And Ghava only responded with a disgusting smile once to be heard by Kemal.

An angry Kemal threw his cell phone to the ground.

"Where did you know where Zara was?" cecar Abas added to Kemal's emotional upset that Ghava had married Zifa.

It was destroyed that Kemal felt he was completely destroyed when he heard that Ghava had married Zifa and that even more ruined might be true that Ghava said that he would soon have a bang the last time and it was from Zifa, the woman he had always loved and always called in his prayers. Zifa is owned by her own brother.

Kemal car drove fast the goal was the city of Bandung, but Kemal also did not know what to the city of flowers for? And whether Zifa is still in the city of flowers or has moved. Kemal also must have known that Ghava would not be stupid, so he must have been looking for a place to hide.

Chitt.... The car brakes that are stepped on suddenly cause very strong friction and cause a loud noise. A deserted lake became a place for Kemal to calm his mind.

'Is this the purpose for you to approach us Zifa to bring destruction to my family home? If that's what you want your goal to have achieved, everything in my house is destroyed, is this comparable to what you felt at that time, do I also have to give this life to replace the life of your mother who was killed in my house?' kemal's inner self continued to fumble, his heart was very tight when karma began to attack his family.

'I should have been strong enough to accept this harsh reality, but why was I so weak with news so inversely proportional to what I had imagined.' Kemal continued muttering in his sadness. Her tears fell down her cheeks.

This was the sadness that most of him felt there was no other sorrow than today, because of hearing the fact Zifa was married to her brother. I don't know how many hours Kemal was in that place, maybe those who saw already thought that Kemal was crazy Kemal was crying alone facing the lake with a blank look.

Even it seems that from the other side many are worried about Kemal's psyche they may think that Kemal is crazy or even he is planning a suicide.

The day was getting late and Kemal did not move from that place in the slightest, he was confused where to go. Her house? Kemal could not stay in the house after hearing a story from Abas whose brother had told him that he did enjoy Zara and everything was done in Ghava's room which was located opposite his room.

Not yet the testimony of his brother who indirectly confirmed the murder in his home with the suspect is his own mother.

'God why did everything happen to the slave family?" asked Kemal with a feeling that began to rumble.

He lifted his foot again and this time he will return to continue his car to the city of Bandung, but not looking for Zifa, Ghava or Zara. Kemal just remembered that he also had a friend who had previously been very meritorious for his mental health.

Mother Anna, well the man will meet Anna's mother for a confiding friend and Kemal really hope that Anna's mother can provide a solution to the problems she faces.

Kemal like losing his way after returning to this country, his heart was like losing his identity, sometimes he thought very mature, and gave up all the way of his life to fate, he said, but there was also at some point that he was unwilling to accept a destiny like today that he could not accept. In his heart Kemal wanted to take what was not his.

Emotions are explosive and can't control themselves, that's what the man feels.

"Oh my God, is this a symptom that I'm starting to get depressed?" lirih Kemal his breathing was again self-regulated, he used to be a reliable advisor, but at this time he to regulate his own emotions it could not.

Throughout the journey of his memories in turn when he was still with Zifa and gradually his emotions can be controlled with the beautiful memories and Kemal does not want to remember the bitter memories so let him get stuck in memory her most important past is not controlled by her emotions.

"Is this the effect of my life being always governed by Mamih, so that I lose my own identity."