Love on the verge of suffering
CDD # Episode 153

"You are now cleaning yourself first well, it is not pleasant to be seen by others" Ghava said, after Siti brought a paper bag containing clothes and also all kinds of toiletries to combs and also perfume for Zifa use.

Zifa looked Ghava in the eyes with pity. "Kemal, what if something happens to Kemal?" zifa asked, Ghava could see how Zifa worried about Kemal, and it was a sign that Zifa really loved her younger brother. This time Ghava felt that Zifa really loved Kemal. But Ghava himself also loved Zifa, although Zifa had not loved as much as he loved Kemal, but he was sure one day Zifa would love just as much as he loved Kemal.

"You are calm well, there will be Siti guarding him he is a strong man he will pass through this all" Ghava replied in a very soft voice.

Zifa finally resigned and Ghava patiently invited Zifa to clean up in the bathroom patiently Ghava waiting for Zifa, the man knew very well that Zifa was also very trauman, he witnessed the shooting in person. Must have been very traumatized and imagined how terrible it was in that place.

Soon Zifa was out with new clothes and Ghava's bloodless clothes wrapped in plastic and threw it away. Zifa's face did look fresher but did not reduce her fear, she was too afraid of what she saw earlier so her face was still confused.

"Sit down Fa first." Ghava led Zifa to sit down which Ghava saw Zifa himself like a confused person and even several times Zifa washed his hands and saw that he was confused about what else to do.

Ghava painstakingly combed Zifa's hair, "We'll go to the psychologist well," said Ghava so that Zifa would not be offended.

"For what?" asked Zifa he used to always think that psychologists were only intended for people with mental disorders (Crazy) but over time, as well, and his brother is also still routinely therapy with Alwi whose incident he is a psychology doctor, so Zifa already understands that psychologists are for everyone not only mentally disturbed.

"You've had a very deep trauma. I know being in your position is not easy so I invite you to go to a psychologist to eliminate the trauma. You want well," said Ghava, his hand still combing his wife's hair. Many even looked at Ghava with a different view. Ghava does not care about him most importantly his wife is comfortable with him.

Zifa clasped Ghava's hand holding him warmly. "I still hope it's a dream, it's happening very quickly" said Zifa with teary eyes with a faint sigh. Ghava immediately stopped his hand who was combing Zifa's hair, he sat next to Zifa and gave support to his wife who needed a friend to share the gripping incident.

Ghava pulled Zifa's heavily shaken body into his arms.

"That's why you need a friend to reveal this and you can believe that this is not a dream, you have to be sky-high, not that you will seek justice for your family and now you just have to wait for the time when everything will be revealed by itself, and you just have to prepare all the evidence you have" said Ghava, the man looks like very strong, but in fact he also feels a very tight feeling in his chest especially the suspect is his own biological mother.

He also did not want to be said for the sake of women to imprison his biological mother, how Eira's behavior, she is his biological mother. He must be able to stand firmly in the middle, so that both sides do not feel excluded. Ghava's position is also very unpleasant especially the two sodara kungnya still critical with different events, and different places.

Ghava again held Zifa's hand gently. "It must be strong, he must be strong because many are dear to him, and that includes you" Ghava said. Sick, Ghava felt pain, but in fact Zifa loved Kemal more than he did. Maybe Ghava also had to start learning to let go, because it is not impossible that Zifa will choose Kemal.

Ghava's throat was sore enough to imagine that. "It is fitting that Zifa would never give up her holiness on me, because the one who wants to be her husband is not me, but my sister," Ghava's mind becomes more and more claustrophobic when he imagines it, but this is destiny for him. Loves one hand, marries his body but has no soul.

"We went back to this place, fearing that Kemal had finished the operation," said Zifa, he had left Kemal too long. Ghava again followed Zifa, standing up and holding Zifa's hand. They returned to the front of the operating room where Kemal was still undergoing bullet removal surgery.

The doctor had told Zifa that the bullet lodged in Kemal's back hit the spine so it took a long time to remove the bullet.

"How is there any news from Doker?" asked Kemal while Zifa just silently stared blankly at the lights that were still red.

"Not yet, sir, maybe soon," said Siti, the woman was also the same as Zifa she panicked and was still traumatized by what happened, even though she was not her immediate ancestor, but Siti was also there and witnessed the incident directly with her eyes.

Elsewhere, Omar after leaving Abas to the Orlin family he immediately followed Ghava to Jakarta. Of course Omar also said honestly what happened to his family, not to forget Omar also asked prayers to the Orlin family, for the healing of Kemal and for Eira so that the case does not convolve.

Omar did respond that his relationship with the Orlin family was no problem, and indeed he had no problems with his extended family so he was kind and warm to the Orlin family, he said, and Orlin does not consider Omar to be anyone else. Maybe if it wasn't Omar who asked for help the Orlin family wouldn't want to wait for Abas, but because Omar came so they wanted to, he said, for a while help keep Abas up until two of his household assistants come to look after Abas.

Well, Omar had previously contacted two of his domestic aides to catch up with him, and they were currently on their way to the hospital where Abas was being treated, after all was safe, he said, Omar immediately left the hospital where Omar was treated and went straight to Jakarta to ensure the condition of his youngest child, and after that met his wife.

Just like Ghava, the trip was felt very long by Omar. "Focus Omar stay focused lest you add a new list of problems to your family" muttered Omar who had thought he was too unfocused he was afraid that Kemal would not be helped. If that happens then the most regretful thing is that he let his son die at the hands of his own biological mother.

"You endure Abas, Kemal, Papih know you are great children." Omar prayed throughout the journey.