Love on the verge of suffering
CFD #Episode 142

Orlin, you don't think about Eira's talk. You should still eat nutritious foods as the doctor said, and about the physical or development of the baby who will have abnormalities you do not think, do not think, you must keep trying to make the child healthy and you yourself are also healthy. Do not let you later will be sad and sorry because of your carelessness in caring for your child while in the womb," said Omar who is more able to accept everything that happens in his family.

Omar no longer wants to just shut up the mess in his family. Maybe if Omar was more assertive things wouldn't happen as complicated as the problems in his family.

After Orlin was calm now they (Orlin and Abas) went home, without any meaningful chat from the two. They are still in each other's minds. Only the roar of the car was heard there. Abas was busy with his own thoughts, he was busy thinking about the woman he had played with, and only with the lure of candy Abas fucked Zara who had the backwardness of his mindset, and only with the lure of candy, and now his son suffered a fate similar to Zara's.

"What is this thing called karma?" abbas' mind all the way home the man was unceasingly thinking about that karma. Not only that Abas also became rethink with the words Lyra, where Lyra indirectly knew what she did to Zara and found out that the woman who had mental retardation was her s*k doll.

"About what child of the woman also has the same fate as the woman?" lirih Abas again in his stone. When Abash was busy with his sins. Orlin was precisely in his mind was filled with unpreparedness when he would get children, but instead indirectly he will make the family shame as said by his mother-in-law 'Hany will make a shame later' Eira's speech is still ringing continuously.

"Will my son be ashamed of the family?" inner Orlin, the woman certainly knows that at the age of seven months the content is a sign that she can not abort, and that the sign is just waiting for fate, without being able to hide it.

Tears were dripping down Orlin's smooth cheeks. He did not think that his happiness was only for a moment.

"Why should this child, Lord, why should this child have such an unjust fate? Why is it that no one else has this fate. I can't bear God if I have to endure this shame" Orlin said. He doesn't even know what to do.

Orlin looked at her husband who had only been silent since. "Are we throwing this kid away? Let everyone avoid the embarrassment that will come to your family and my family?" lirih Orlin made Abas wake up from his daydream.

The man who had just been daydreaming also turned his eyes to Orlin. "Don't be crazy you're Orlin. That child your son is also your flesh and blood, do you have the heart to kill that child. Even a tiger will not have the heart to kill its child, but why don't you have the slightest pity" Abas said in an emotional voice.

"I'm just offering you a solution, I know that your mother doesn't want this child. This child will only be embarrassed, that's what your mother said," Orlin replied, his voice was no less high than Abas.

"The child also wants to live, and be loved by those around him, but why do you want his mother to kill him. Did I say that the boy would only bring shame? You women have no heart," snapped Abas who in his own mind was actually a man who could not receive this news a hundred percent. Accept that his son will experience Down syndrome, which the sufferer is still in the eye in this country.

"It is your Mamih who has no heart, he who says that this child only makes Abas shy. Then why do you say that I don't have a heart? You guys are weird humans. I became suspicious that what Lyra said was the truth. If you really like to play tricks on women, and right now the baby I bear is karma for what you do" Orlin said with her lips raised next to her, a mocking smile.

"I prayed that what Lyra said was the truth and that I would seek my son and live together, rather than living with you who always blame others for what happened to you," snapped back Abas who unknowingly did not accept what Orlin said.

"Go, find the woman and your child, let me go back alone and this child I can throw away after birth. There are still many orphanages willing to accommodate this child," Orlin raved in a trembling voice. The men and women who blocked the husband and wife were not willing to give up, so their journey was filled with fierce quarrels.

Abas was silent and did not speak to what Orlin had said. His feet continue to step on the pedal of the car, it gets deeper and the car goes faster.

"Abas, take me to my family's house. I want to calmly stay there, not in your family's house that is like hell, ' Orlin snapped increasingly. The marriage he thought would be happy was exactly the opposite that Orlin felt.

" It is fitting that Lyra chose not to have children from this man, and told it turns out their nature like this," Orlin's inner self became increasingly crowded. He is already bound to the situation so that running will be difficult.

Abas who was being controlled by the anger even more ignored Orlin's words. Even though they are not clear, their house has been missed. Orlin's heart was a little relieved when he saw Abas not turning his vehicle into his family's mansion. Orlin, who thought he would be driven home to his family, was silent, and his body rested on the back of the passenger seat.

"Where are you taking me?" asked Orlin who he just realized that Abas actually brought him misdirected. The woman did not get an answer from the man who was sitting with a straight forward gaze, but Orlin could tell that Abas' mind was not on his body, aka he was daydreaming.

"Abas, you don't mess around. Where's this toll road you going?" asked Orlin who was getting more panicked and his body in a swivel back and observed the side. Orlin felt more goosebumps when he realized that the car he was driving exceeded the maximum speed limit.

He breathed increasingly heavy. Even the woman had resigned if indeed her life journey had only reached here.

The feeling that the sign of excessive panic is now gone. Orlin again leaned back and his eyes were perfectly closed, as if the woman was ready for whatever would happen to the car he was riding in.

The plaintiff took his phone.

[Mih, kangen] was the message Orlin sent to his mother, this is the way he did to reduce his fear.

[Mamih, Orlin wants to go home.]

[Mih, dear Orlin Mamih.]

[Mih, Orlin wants to be next to Mamih.]

Bruuukkkk..... Cittt.... Awww...