Love on the verge of suffering
The Premeditated Revenge

"Where are you going Mal? Why do you talk as if we're going to be apart long enough and this is our last meeting?" zifa asked in surprise. Either Kemal who has not told the story or indeed Zifa who forgot that actually Kemal had shared the story of his family plan, so the girl seemed surprised by the news that was brought.

"You forgot the Fa, didn't I ever tell you that I was going abroad, because my parents were transferred to a place far from Indonesia. So inevitably I have to follow their plan. After all, everything is for the common good" said Kemal who chose to make up such a story so that Zifa believes that he will indeed move abroad because his parents moved there because of state duties. Kemal does not want Zifa to know who he really is, but as soon as he covers all of this, Zifa will know who Kemal really is. At that time there was hope Kemal only one, so that Zifa did not get angry and understand being in the position he was not easy. Even he was playing cat-kicking with mamih, and his family.

"Emang yes you once said that (Zifa tried to remember what Kemal said,) Ah maybe it was and I forgot. If you ever say that to me," said Zifa as she scratched her non-itchy head

"Hahaha.so not most of the mind, so forget it. I've said it to you, like you forgot, or maybe I said it like you weren't focused so I felt like talking to myself" Kemal licked, he said, he wanted to turn on his atmosphere in a quiet car, as if there was no other life besides himself driving. From earlier in the car was like a test of guts, in a quiet car plus horror. If it is quiet later even sleepy again.

"I think he was Mal, at that time I was not focused, so you said if I did not listen," said Zifa felt a little guilty. Indeed, when his new mother died, everything was directionless, pitch black, even if he did not remember his brother and his grudge, Zifa might also commit suicide after his mother. As for the sin of to hell with the most important sin he is no longer heartbroken.

Even since the events that happened to him in a row, Zifa became a child who did not really believe in destiny and also God. Perhaps it was his disappointment with the destiny laid out by the Creator, he should be able to respond fairly and there are people who would kindly direct him to a good path and not get lost. But he did not find it all, so Zifa seemed to be a person who did not know religion. Even before his mother died Zifa was a religious child, as well as his mother who patiently always reminded of sins when leaving orders from God.

The car driven by Kemal continues to split the Jakarta-Bandung toll road. Zifa could not sleep thinking there were still many who stuck, wanted him to ask and negotiate with Kemal but Zifa was afraid that it would burden Kemal. Zifa felt that there was too much trouble for Kemal, but also Zifa could not if everything was on her own responsibility she needed a place to share.

After fighting in his bath eventually Zifa decided she would try to share her suffering with Kemal again, despite the troublesome fear but, instead, she decided to share her suffering, everything was already too Kemal meddled with his family so there was no harm anymore he charged one problem that stuck in his mind to Kemal.

"So, can I ask you not to?" zifa asked in a hesitant voice, perhaps afraid that Kemal would refuse to help.

"I want to take Brother Zara to check his body, I'm curious about the age of my sister's womb, because I see that brother's stomach is big, and maybe I'll start preparing everything," zifa explained, he felt that such a reason had made Kemal sure to help him.

Kemal chuckled at ucapa Zafa. "That's Zifa's easy business, just going to the obstetrician or midwife will all be in order, why are you saying as if you're going to ask for a heavy favor like killing someone maybe" Kemal lukar said, for him, Zifa is too parno.

"I've never been to an obstetrician or what you call a midwife, so I'm afraid that I'll cause trouble" Zafa said hesitantly, well he was afraid that there would be questions from the midwife that made it difficult for him so that he could not answer it, such as the name of the father and so forth. So Zifa thought that everyone needed Kemal's help. He thought that seeing a gynecologist was frightening and would be interrogated like a prisoner.

"Ok-ok you don't worry that everything will be fine and tomorrow morning we will go to the gynecologist to check your sister's pregnancy together," Kemal replied casually. He also has never accompanied or escorted anyone to visit the obstetrician, but Kemal knows and believes that the obstetrician is not as good.

Zifa could breathe a sigh of relief after hearing Kemal's answer, at least he would try to get his brother the best service, and also his future nephew must live well. It was possible that Zifa would one day be able to use her nephew for revenge. And another glimmer of hope, when thoughtany was pulled remembering her mother's story the night before her mother died.

"Not the night before I decided to see Abas, Mother said that the man and his wife had been married for a long time and did not have children, his wife did not get pregnant. Ah... I hope that his wife will never get pregnant, so that I can use my bangs to destroy her household. Well, it seemed like the plan was good," Zifa's inner inner inner bath, she laughed at the thought of it happening, and she would laugh with satisfaction behind her cheesy face.

"May you be well with aunty. Maybe we will later become a reliable working partner, to avenge what happened with your Mamah life," Zifa's mind while stroking her brother's stomach is increasingly protruding, looks more clearly pregnant. If they could kill and rape her mother and sister, Zifa would be more willing to avenge her actions many times over. A murderous smile loomed on Zifa's face, but Kemal could not see it due to the dark atmosphere of the car.