Love on the verge of suffering
Finding the Best Way

"Mother.." cried Zara as soon as she saw Anna's mother coming to welcome their arrival. Well Kemal had previously reported that he would come, so Anna's mother happily welcomed their arrival, with her best smile. Zifa and Kemal walked in carrying a bag containing her brother's equipment. Now Zifa's heart was a little calm after being advised by Kemal, again Kemal who could make the girl a little calm. The trick when giving advice is not like patronizing, but actually providing a solution. Although the feeling of anxiety or unease will come again if Zifa has a problem. So on the feeling of Zifa who was still seventeen years old. Labil, well Zifa's thinking is still very unstable.

"Hay baby..." Mother Anna hugged Zara and stroked the beautiful hair. Zara and Mother Anna look like mother and daughter.

"How are you?" mother Anna asked when Zifa and Kemal experienced her.

"Good Bun," Zifa and Kemal answered almost simultaneously.

Mother Anna invites everyone in, into a large building and of course neat and clean. Mother Anna shows Zara's room which will be occupied by Zara, where for a while maybe Mother Anna who accompanies Zara to sleep, but they also trained Zara to sleep with the others. In order not to depend directly on Anna's mother. Not only showing a bed for Zara but also Mother Anna introduced the environment in the foundation.

Broad, that first impression Zifa saw from a place that would be a place for Zara, clean and lots of games and friends who will accompany Zara later. After going around telling around the neighborhood of the foundation. Zifa and the others sat down, especially some of the foundation administrators. Well, because this is not a foundation that is intended for free for the less fortunate. So Zifa also had to reach for a bag that is not small to provide costs for care and all the needs of Zara for some time her brother will be entrusted to this foundation.

"Bun, but I'm sorry, Kak Zara's condition is also now pregnant, can you still accept the condition of this sister?" ask Zifa, because only this time Zifa was given the opportunity to say this all.

"Pregnant?" asked Mother Anna, then Mother Anna and the other foundation administrators looked at each other, as if they asked each other with a decision in the future about the condition of Zara. Zifa looked down, waiting for the decision of Anna and the others. He is ready to make any decision later.

"Has Zara also been sexually abused?" asked Mother Anna with a look of surprise. Kemal also did not tell Zara's complete condition, only just told that Zara is only a mentally retarded person, and wants to undergo therapy to be able to socialize with the general public.

Zifa raised her face. "True Mother, that's why Zara wants to leave Kaka here there is a big hope Zifa, who maybe Zara's sister can remember the incident, Zara said, and we can tell who the heartless man who's been harassing Zara's sister is." Zifa looked down again by playing her fingers. Tight, his chest wanted to weep, but what else had Zifa not cried?

All of them Zifa cried not even once or twice Zifa cried over the same incident, but what did Zifa get? Zifa did not get anything, it just became more crowded, and continued to add to the wound.

"O Allah" Almost at the same time the other Mother Anna showed her surprise. Some even cried when they learned of Zara's fate.

"What kind of man would abuse a woman like Zara, whether she has no feelings or she's crazy." Mother Anna was furious to hear what Zifa said, especially if she knew that their mother died probably killed by the same person.

"You're not worried about Zifa, if for your sister's pregnancy, we don't really care about her, but is there another secret you want to tell us?" tanya Bunda Lusi, he is an officer in this foundation just like Mother Anna.

Zifa nodded weakly. "Many Bun," Zifa replied in a voice that seemed almost inaudible.

"Then, can Zifa come with Mother! We tell everything, so that Mother and other administrators also know how and what difficulties Zifa and Zara are experiencing." Mother Anna stretched out her hand so that Zifa would follow herself away from the room where there would not be free for Zifa to tell her.

Zifa did not immediately stand following Mother Lusi but instead her eyeballs glanced at Kemal, and coincidentally at that time Kemal did the same. Kemal nodded as a code if indeed Zifa had to honestly tell what had happened to her family.

After getting support from Kemal Zifa immediately lifted her body to follow where Mother Lusi went. Well in the office of Mother Lusi now Zifa and women who if interpreted age is not much different from the mother of Anna is.

"Not to be afraid, just think of Mother as your Mother who has died, Mother Anna has told me a little about your life, she said, but it seems there are still many problems that you have not told Mother Anna. Zifa can tell it to Mother Lusi, so that it can be an ingredient for us to do therapy to your sister," said Lusi's mother, said, a very shady tone made Zifa feel that she was talking to her mother. "Maybe this is what Zara's sister felt so that she felt that there was a mother figure in Anna's mother's body," Zifa's inner self, she was arranging her courage to say everything, she said, this includes a great sense of hate on birthday cakes and other types of feelings, especially birthday celebrations.

"Can we begin, please what does Zifa want to tell, Mother will listen to what Zifa told you, especially what happened to your family especially maybe Zara?" Mommy Lusi has even prepared a recording device, of course without the knowledge of Zifa, the goal is to know the story of Zifa and can share with others, he said, not to make fun of but precisely to be able to share with each other and find a solution. Because of the story that is divided based on the recording, it will be easier to research how emotional Zifa is with the story that she shares.

Zifa seemed to breathe deeply and exhale and prepare to begin the story, without one being missed. Mommy Lusi also looks very listening to the story of Zifa to unconsciously several times Mother Lusi pinched eye ait with the story that Zifa is sharing. Our Lady of Susie knew all the burden of life that Zifa bore and it must not have been easy.

"You got revenge on them?" tanya Bunda Lusi is afraid that Zifa will take revenge with her brother's murderer and rapist. Even if revenge is okay.

"More precisely Zifa wanted to seek justice, so Zifa brought Brother Zara up to this foundation, because the only key that Zifa had was for the death of her mother and the pregnancy of her sister, Zifa, only to brother Zara," Zifa explained, her eyes still stared straight ahead blankly.

"Well Mother knows what you feel, not mother supports you for revenge, but when to find out all the happenings and demand justice Mother and others will try their best with your sister, and about the pregnancy of your sister and her baby twins, again, you do not have to worry that everything will be the responsibility of the foundation here as well. Mother only asks, you do not fall into a grudge. More open your heart to the violence of everything, if you are sorry and close and peaceful without justice Mother also does not agree because this has entered an extraordinarily cruel crime, high-class criminals. So it must be in the law of the culprit, but eliminate revenge so that everything you do nati does not arouse and will shorten your mind." Mother Lusi tried to get into the problem of Zifa and she also did not want to bed-wetting for revenge and also did not pump for the way of peace, either, Mother Lusi more provide solutions so that Zifa's heart is calm and not carried away by emotions.

Zifa's feelings certainly became calm after saying everything that befell her family to Mother Lusi. This is the moment where Zifa will part ways with Zara, feeling very heavy. Now Zifa must live alone, seeking her way of life, and Zara also fights this diyayan to find justice later..